its scary how age creeps up on you.
like suddenly at the blink of an eye,
you realised you really arent young anymore.
and its time to plan wat you want to achieve in future.
like beginning with, the most simplest thing,
what do i really want for my next job......
how do those people out there actually manage to know what they want,
stick to it, and eventually ensure they get it?
if in the first place, i cant even pass the first stage of knowing what i want.
and if the next job is going to be smth i dun like again,
who can i blame but myself.
coz in the first place, i dun even noe wat i want.
one yr of slacking is more than enuff,
sometimes the pure fact that i haf nothing to do really gets on my nerves.....
i secretly admire twin who can tender w/o a job just coz she is unhappy and noe she wun be any happier if she stayed on.....
its like ppl say ur life is good coz u have sometimes haf nth to do and yet get paid,
but seriously, i dun wanna waste my time and youth away learning nth......
there is plently of time for such slacking in future,
i want to go out there and see how far i can go.
sometimes i wonder what will life be if i was still in DT,
maybe i had given up too fast, too soon......
i admit that leaving DT did gave me much more free time,
to be spent on my family and doing stuff that i enjoy....
and in a way, i never liked audit, thus i really din regret leaving.......
just that i want something more challenging for the next job i guess.......
give me courage,
to say the things i want to say,
to make the decisions i sld make,
to pull thru watever obstacles that lies ahead.....
Queen Tona @ 12:13 AM
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