tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54961202012-01-11T22:47:59.238+08:00S.C.R.I.B.B.L.I.N.G.S.u laugh when u are happy
u cry when u are sad
but when u start to laugh when u are sad
and cry when u are happy
u have juz entered the doors of the REAL LIFE
where things happen w/o a reason.iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.comBlogger13201100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-31950227000137931602012-01-11T22:45:00.000+08:002012-01-11T22:47:59.246+08:00如果你做的事情不开心，即使赚了100万，也会用这100万去买开心但如果你做事情的過程是开心的，即使只賺10万，你不必用这10万去买开心，岂不是賺到更多iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-7243527852592660592011-11-20T22:53:00.000+08:002011-11-20T22:56:08.020+08:00i can pull thru.like always.by myself.yes, i can.iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-7237657903014822362011-11-13T00:22:00.002+08:002011-11-13T00:37:46.957+08:00那些年，我们都疯狂过，幼稚过，努力过，心碎过，后悔过，遗憾过。回忆起自己的那些年，还真是五味杂陈。值得细细品尝，慢慢回味。iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-7026754463733777682011-11-11T23:35:00.002+08:002011-11-11T23:46:57.331+08:00人生其实真的很奇妙，兜兜转转的，也许，你的另一半，其实在很久的以前，就和你有交际过。我曾经很疯狂过的偶像，偶然看到他和另一半的专访，爱来了，爱到了，爱对了，原来就会散发出这种氛围。iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-58424548779073668942011-10-31T22:06:00.002+08:002011-10-31T22:44:37.292+08:00李大仁，你的爱也太自虐了吧！！！看得我又想扁你，又为你心疼。。。“爱情是需要一点怦然的，所以就让它自然发生吧”错错错！！！ 爱情也是需要勇气和行动的！！！不要再安于现状了！iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-8625783503620747992011-10-30T22:39:00.002+08:002011-10-30T22:51:56.703+08:00time is money.in its most literal sense.like the concept of the show.its hard to imagine wats the feeling like ,if you can actually know exactly how much more time you haf left on earth.for those ppl who have a century of time left,they live each day so meaninglessly, and take their own sweet time doing things,because they know they have all the time in the world.whereas there are those, who wun iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-35628922508013290332011-10-27T22:27:00.004+08:002011-10-27T22:45:07.829+08:00下雨天。突然有种冲动，想痛快地淋一场雨。脑海里浮现中学时期，我们放学回家，因为没带伞，而得在雨中奔跑的画面。仿佛还能感觉到风和雨打在我的脸上。iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-44101085962189460162011-10-26T16:39:00.002+08:002011-10-26T17:10:11.158+08:00那天，朋友跟我哭诉她申请房子的事。说申请这么多次，还是拿不到，超难过，还哭了。当下的我，还真有点不能理解。一个已经有了爱她的另一半，一个已经在开始筹备和建立自己的一个家的人，还有什么好哭的？那，什么都没有的我，是不是更应该有哭的理由。当身边的人一个一个都有伴，各个开始步入礼堂，开始人生的另一个阶段，有时我还真有点慌。为什么大家可以成双成对？我呢？真的就会这样一直一个人下去吗？现在一个人的感觉其实没有什么不好，但五十年后，一个人的感觉还会一样好吗？人生好像很多事情，不能在“一个人”的生活里体会到。穿上漂亮的白沙，和心爱的人步入礼堂的感觉。两人为新家装潢和布置到处奔波的感觉。十月怀胎，第一时间看到两人的爱情结晶的感觉。为了照顾孩子，牺牲无数个睡眠夜的感觉。一家大小，一起吃饭，一起逛街，一起享受天伦之乐的感觉。。。。。当然还有很多很多，这一切的一切，都只有在你找到你另一半的时候，才有机会发生。iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-55607144654882830102011-10-23T00:51:00.002+08:002011-10-23T01:16:24.371+08:00"如果我看过你看过的世界，走过你走过的路，是不是就能更靠近你一点?"好像未必如此。心与心之间的距离，不是你多走几步，多做点事就能拉近的。有些人，分隔两地，但时时挂念着彼此，他们的心，是紧紧相依的。有些人，明明生活在一个屋檐下，但却是最熟悉的陌生人，他们的心，早已各走各路。好像不得不承认，距离好像越来越远。是努力的结果，也是时间的印证。偶尔还是会感叹为何缘分只能到如此。但也许拥有并不是最好的结局，而放下也何尝不是让自己不再如此狼狈。iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-41327734936728751372011-10-10T23:01:00.002+08:002011-10-10T23:18:52.887+08:00他爱得好隐秘，我看得好心疼。说不出口的爱，跨不出的那一步，这种感觉，好不陌生。若我身边，也能有个李大仁，那该有多好。。。iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-69644156123335535682011-10-09T15:59:00.000+08:002011-10-09T16:00:07.986+08:00友情 爱情一字之差一辈子的距离？iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-74453510087782280302011-01-09T00:57:00.003+08:002011-01-09T01:29:19.237+08:002011.i tink, i feel like abandoning this place altogether again.for good.time to find another secret venue for me to blog if i want to.i feel myself repeating the motion of typing and deleting too many times.its to the pt where i feel i am blogging what i sld be blogging,and not what i want to be blogging abt.so, thats it.goodbye to my 1000+ entries,they served as good reminders for me along the iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-40864775010754492012011-01-06T22:28:00.003+08:002011-01-06T22:35:51.807+08:00today received sucha depressing news......my fav adam couple is leaving wgm...i am so so SAD.....i have been "followin" them for their whole journey together....i really cant imagine watching their parting episode....i am so going to cry.......=(sucha heavy-hearted thursday.....for now, let's all soak in the song that GaIn sang....how v apt.... i am so crying together with her.....Just one. iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-13231165001627641662011-01-05T22:25:00.002+08:002011-01-05T22:44:26.929+08:00there are so many ridiculous things happening ard me,to the extent that i cant even believe its happening....its so saddening to the extent that i cant even imagine it to be true....sigh, y some gets to enjoy the best of all worlds,while others never seem to have anything going smoothly in their lifes?this is seriously way too unfair...and the worst thing is, there is nothing i can do to make theiUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-60234839090583265042011-01-03T22:09:00.002+08:002011-01-03T22:18:07.259+08:00and we welcome 2011!!!!=Dactually i am still feeling v tired from the aussie trip.ha. and i am supposed to sleep early tonight......but still watched a bit of my wgm first hahaz.anyway needa get started on my new year resolutions~am determined to make it a better year!let me share this nice song first~all righty,off to bed.......missing the nights of monopoly....and the going to sleep and waking iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-76840211012965363722010-12-22T23:38:00.002+08:002010-12-22T23:58:47.040+08:00Do not apologise for crying.Without this emotion, we are only robots.you know how sometimes, outa the blue,its just not one of your days,and you feel like the most worthless being on the surface of the earth....ya, tonight, is one of these days.how isit that my efforts thus far has managed to literally go down the drain?and i feel history repeating itself......who came and messed up tis iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-59851368743240445832010-12-12T23:44:00.002+08:002010-12-13T00:05:03.064+08:00the only thing more unthinkable than leaving is staying;the only thing more impossible than staying is leaving.odd sense of emptiness.its like no amt of anything can fill up the bottomless pit sometimes.just tonight,i let my heart come out to play.just tonight,i let my mind go astray,just tonight,i imagine u will come my way.....iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-74353731548216241672010-12-11T23:33:00.003+08:002010-12-12T00:20:58.031+08:00so much has happened since i last blogged~let's see~i took out all my wisdom teeth.i took my JLPT and moved to intermediate jap classes.i passed my driving~~~WHEEEEEEEi am sooo happy that i managed to achieve most of my resolutions this year!it has been a truly fruitful and well-spent year so to speak.life without audit is indeed really great! =Dnow, i shall start to think of my 10 new iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-188494365449349152010-11-21T00:13:00.003+08:002010-11-21T00:34:44.009+08:00its scary how age creeps up on you.like suddenly at the blink of an eye,you realised you really arent young anymore.and its time to plan wat you want to achieve in future.like beginning with, the most simplest thing,what do i really want for my next job......how do those people out there actually manage to know what they want,stick to it, and eventually ensure they get it?if in the first place, iiUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-89334753114088304212010-11-14T23:37:00.002+08:002010-11-14T23:40:38.349+08:00USS was GREAT!i felt 10years younger inside that placehahhaz. and we even spotted an eye candy~~~but now monday looms ahead.......and i have jap tests+driving test+jap exams ahead......AHHHHHok tis is sucha random post.....anyway kawaii cats~~~AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWiUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-68386489249542554282010-11-08T22:42:00.002+08:002010-11-08T23:19:25.114+08:00today got to hear of a shocking news.....makes the blue monday even more blue than ever.爱情里面没有以为。不要以为交往了这么久，彼此的爱永远都会在。不要以为结了婚，你们的爱情故事会一直继续下去。爱情的结束，是因为什么？是在什么情况下？当初那种心动的感觉，为什么，现在可以说不爱就不爱？曾经我对爱情有很多憧憬，那是因为我太天真。现在的我，对于没有保障的爱情，就真的是可有可无。花在自己，家人和朋友身上的一切，才是就有价值的。因为，你知道，不管怎么样，他们一直都会在。iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-55493745299943683772010-10-29T23:51:00.003+08:002010-10-30T00:42:45.892+08:00今天，看到大S的新闻。觉得她说的这句话，挺有道理。“有些人认识多年卻觉得陌生 有些人见一面就像认识了几輩子。 這叫缘分”在我的缘分还没到来之前，我只想默默地享受我一个人的世界。不想让任何的人，事，物来影响我的情绪。更不想把精力浪费在任何不相干的一切。我发现，我太容易被周遭的一切给影响。什么都要顾虑到的我，有时候，真的会被自己搞得快疯掉。然后，到头来的结果，就是，自己不开心。自私的只为自己着想，是唯一能保护自己的方法。我学会了吗？iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-13008556578619716352010-10-29T00:05:00.002+08:002010-10-29T00:08:33.897+08:00nothing can be more rewarding,than meeting my gals and dora family.they are the only reasons that keep me sane.i love them to bits!iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-70577810045307148162010-10-27T23:31:00.002+08:002010-10-27T23:37:02.751+08:00你相信爱情吗？我想爱情是什么东西谁也搞不清楚但是我相信它只要相信就不用再逃避了只要相信爱情，幸福它就一定会靠近。从这一秒开始相信，幸福就会靠近。iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-88429933382884302832010-10-24T23:27:00.002+08:002010-10-25T00:08:49.874+08:00等。。。。为什么我好像永远都在等。。。等地铁，等午餐，等放工，等周末，等假期，等机会，等月底，等年底，等发薪，等朋友，等简讯，等讯息。等关心，等主动，等爱情。等。其实还真是一件累人的事。尤其是等一个未知数。好累啊。。。。可以不要在让我等了吗了。。。什么都等不到的我，是我自己要求太多吗。。。。当给的所有的机会都用完时，也许，我就不必再等了。因为，什么都感受不到的我，还需要等些什么呢？iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-85005712545775779972010-10-24T01:29:00.002+08:002010-10-24T01:59:45.878+08:00yeah! i survived night safari! haha.是真的不懂，还是根本心都不在乎。。。有时候，我也搞不懂。。。好想知道你到底在想什么。。。然后，想一想，又觉得很这样的我，很好笑。没有自信的我。。。真的只需要，多一点点踏实的感觉。。。iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-26021473924176475062010-10-18T23:46:00.002+08:002010-10-19T00:26:00.777+08:00sometimes, when u try too hard to make something happen,nothing really happens in the end...i am kinda tired of forcing myself to try.maybe, adopting a laid back attitude to everything will be better.找不到出口的迷宫，时间一分一秒地过去，跌跌撞撞的我，无论多么努力，好像就是找不到方向。会不会，有一天，真的累得连走都不想走了。会不会，有一天，真的累得连尝试的勇气都没有了。会不会，有一天，真的累得连心都死了。今晚的我，真的好累。。。iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-52228650800469672712010-10-12T22:27:00.002+08:002010-10-12T22:34:03.648+08:00i duno wats wrong wif me these days.....its like so many conflicting thoughtsand den at the end of the day, i ask myself,wat position am i in, to even to begin to expect this and that.i guess, i must haf misunderstood some things along the way.watever the case,i sld be happy right?since everything's still very much the same.i guess.i am happy.arent i?where is my love light?iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-42773451292785556892010-10-11T22:12:00.002+08:002010-10-11T22:16:55.920+08:00WGM this week is so SWEET!!!at least something nice to end my somewhat awful day.......ok off to catch up on my lost sleep during the weekends.....meanwhile, let's soak in the loving atmosphere~~~看得我都想恋爱了~~~哈哈！iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-43624470043943921182010-10-02T23:07:00.002+08:002010-10-02T23:46:15.980+08:00how isit possible that marriage can fail so easily?especially when two people have known each other for so long before that....and how isit possible that one can have no love for their own children....to the extent of not even acknowledging their presence,and just saying, "i don;t want them".....everytime i look at my two nieces, my heart pains for them,because its so unfair that they have to go iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-90517466269907388272010-09-29T22:33:00.003+08:002010-09-29T23:02:26.317+08:00meetup wif twin and boots, where we reminisce abt our days in portek.....and pour out our sorrows abt the present work.....and try to think of what the future lies for us.....i think its human nature to never be contended with watever we have.like i remember saying "just let me get a job outa DT"den now that i am finally out of the place, i start to find fault in my present job as well....and deniUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-33983379423643470312010-09-28T23:00:00.003+08:002010-09-28T23:06:48.270+08:00bad day at work.doesnt help that my stupid neck gave me a major headache.....hai....random days like this, i wish we were back in portek....with my twin and boots and the rest of the ppl,can go see cars when we are pissed,can go down buy snacks when we are bored,can go for toilet breaks together,can talk and laugh at random jokes at different times of the day.....can curse and swear at the same iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-71023481293292287222010-09-26T23:07:00.002+08:002010-09-26T23:25:52.208+08:00其实，女生是很简单的。。。。多一点关心，多一点问候，多一点主动，很多事情，真的很难说，也许，一个转身，一个动作，感觉就对了。现在的我，就真的，什么都不想管，就跟着感觉走吧。iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-89176814518258740012010-09-26T00:14:00.002+08:002010-09-26T00:52:09.746+08:00Love at first sight is easy to understand; it’s when two people have been looking for each other for a lifetime that it becomes a miracle.today watched gumiho and there was such a sweet scene of the old couple......envious! really, what more can u ask for, as long as u have someone u love, to grow old together with u......ooooh, today is mum and dad wedding anniversary~~~ =Dso funny, mum iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-28895010766342054102010-09-23T23:08:00.001+08:002010-09-23T23:08:28.388+08:00action speaks louder than words.words are free, u can say all the things u want and dun mean it.but no one can force u to do something u are not willing too.....in this crazy world,show me some genuine actions,coz i have heard too many empty words........iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-33315071049867370382010-09-21T21:37:00.000+08:002010-09-21T22:39:51.635+08:00Be thankful for what you have and you will end up having more. But if you concentrate on what you don't have, you'll never, ever have enough.iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-63133715363522160302010-09-19T23:23:00.002+08:002010-09-20T00:10:20.392+08:00好像只要有让我心烦的事,我就会躲到这里.也好,我想也没有人会再上来这里.这个只有我的地方,我想我可以喘口气了吧...一个人的生活,这几个月,我过得异常平静.有时候,我会觉得,好像真的可以一直,一个人下去....那种感冒,可以跟他撒娇,让他担心,晚回家,他会管我,甚至送我,心情不好,一通电话,好像一切都变美好了,那种自己被别人呵护,照顾,保护着的感觉,说真的,我好像渐渐忘了.两条线的交叉点,发生在什么情况下?两个陌生人之间,爱情何时会出现?心动的感觉,为什么,我好像找不到.这次,真的可以放胆去试一试吗?后果,谁要来承担?友情升华不到爱情的话?一切会回到原点吗?若不小心伤到的心,我要拿什么心态去面对?满满的感动,是有的.但现在,就真的只有这样而已.这样的我,还应该给彼此一个机会吗?=(心动的感觉，我有自信找的回吗？幸福的滋味，我这次真的会尝到吗？还是，到头来，搞得彼此更尴尬。这样的结局，iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-88480238975173135962010-02-20T01:24:00.003+08:002010-02-20T02:09:47.328+08:00我真真实实地认清了一切，但为何我的梦却非如此。昨晚的梦，又狠狠地跟我开了个大玩笑。好希望我眼前模糊的一片，可以让我看不清现实的残酷。真的是时候了，我累了，我想看的人也累了。现在的我，决定换个方向走。一切都还是个未知数，但总比看得到结果，还一直往下走好吧。无数的失眠夜，伤心，难过，愤怒，开心的点点滴滴，好多好多，我说不出的话，一次又一次的也许？可能？不确定？都透过这里来传达。你看得懂也好，看不明白也罢。是真的不懂，还是你选择看你想要的，我不晓得。觉得我可笑，搞不懂，消极，我也无所谓。反正，说到底，也只是个发泄的管道。根本一点价值也没有。就这样吧，让一切停留在还没太难堪的时候。希望，下次再来这里时，是找到我真正的幸福的时候。一切还是个未知数，但我会加油～＝Ｄ你，也要幸福。iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-44524257829816790592010-02-16T00:57:00.002+08:002010-02-16T01:30:46.528+08:00为什么他们的爱情都来得那么简单？仿佛一切都是那么的理所当然。我跨出的这一步，让我离幸福近一些了吗？iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-22447086927436937472010-01-26T22:38:00.003+08:002010-01-26T22:48:12.855+08:00my hubby will be in town soon!!!=Di duno if my love for him will make me and brave the scary crowd,well, will see how it goes.cny round the corner, loads of spring cleaning to be done.how did i accumulate so much rubbish over the year,i really wonder.nth much these days,work's bz, auditors coming in, and budget have to do last min checking and uploading,plus gst reporting etc....jap lesson's fun iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-37699167941359748962010-01-17T22:44:00.002+08:002010-01-17T23:09:04.996+08:00it could have been meThe times when u look at smthand think to urself, if smth had not happened,if circumstances have not changed,den maybe, it really could have been me.and u wonder, wat happened along the waythat made things go in the favour of the other.BAH.my life is just an empty shell.and i have only myself to blame.someday,i think i may even stop believing.iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-86337211444409589832010-01-10T23:08:00.005+08:002010-01-10T23:19:23.653+08:00答案在哪里？iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-24035820632938367372010-01-09T12:52:00.003+08:002010-01-09T13:07:03.125+08:00ha, i guess my life's been too good,that there isnt any need for any ave to vent my frustrations at,and thus, the lack of blog postings.but i am truly glad.not long ago, i was still wondering if i will enjoy life outside audit,and now i can safely say i really do.ENJOY.OT means 8plus,no closing means knocking off on time.friday is really TGIF mode.sleep well, eat well....(no wonder twin say i iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-2605728210483659812010-01-03T18:02:00.002+08:002010-01-03T18:08:51.682+08:002010anyway first sign of growing old is......thinking i want to send out happpy 2010 msg,den was out the whole day,and by the time i reach home and remembered. 01012010 is over.=\so nvm, to whoever is reading this, wishing everyone good health, and great happiness for this new year~anyway, new year's resolutions:1) Get my CPA2) Get my driving license (i tink 90% luck haha) 3) Do lasik (but scarediUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-42403935900684837812009-12-06T23:15:00.000+08:002009-12-06T23:24:21.650+08:00The most wasted of all days is one without laughter.have u laughed today?if not,here's a picture to help u =DiUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-43703298621346636102009-11-29T22:48:00.005+08:002009-11-29T23:20:01.196+08:00long weekend is over~and we get ready for a new week ahead.had a nitemare last nite...dun even noe was i crying in my dreamsor crying in real life.or both.it was really scary... and sad....but thank god,it wasnt real.....did everyone catch 2012?if ever, this is true....or if ever, we lived to face the end of the world....wat do u want to do in the very last hr?who do u want to spend ur last day iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-49723385806306886732009-11-27T23:26:00.001+08:002009-11-27T23:34:39.569+08:00What should I do? What should I do?You’re leavingWhat should I do? What should I do?You’re leaving me and going awayiUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-25082362393637189022009-11-27T17:17:00.002+08:002009-11-27T17:23:01.093+08:00Letting go is only something you can say when you’ve held on till the end.so is it the end yet?coz everytime i think it is,my heart says it isnt.iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-70850032474375293192009-11-22T21:55:00.002+08:002009-11-22T22:52:59.683+08:00taDAHi am back in action.actually i comtemplated with the idea of not blogging..just fade-out.....hahah but den somedays i will also feel like blogging,so i better start logging into tis place before i forget the password altogether.work's been quite ok so far.i haven done any actual closing....but will be doing the November one....hope everything goes well....that aside, ppl there are generally iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-9123920571726871102009-10-19T22:56:00.000+08:002009-10-19T22:58:08.285+08:00WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~guess wat?life's great!=DiUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-41282740939575149342009-09-25T22:24:00.001+08:002009-09-25T22:25:46.495+08:00mini getaway.before the shit comes in. i think i am feeling the monday blues already.iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-2904330266337926182009-09-23T22:47:00.002+08:002009-09-23T23:13:01.654+08:00sometimes u really cant help wonder,why nth seems to be going the right way in life.i mean, if i haf one particular portion that is going well,then at least i can take comfort in that. but i guess things does not seem to be the caseat which particular part of my life did things start to go wrong.i really wonder.or maybe, there wasnt any right to begin with.so many things to worry abt/to be stressiUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-34558013437717700022009-09-13T21:52:00.002+08:002009-09-13T22:14:14.767+08:00being ages since i last blogged. HAHAsome updates.....workactively searching for job. but so far. no good news. but not particularly worried. not sure y too. maybe i just have a feeling i will leave by dec. so its ok.....familyhaha mummy has officially "retired". so now i get a lot of home-cooked meals.omg, nth beats that. seriously. oh, and mum has started to learn swimming.so now the fav familyiUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-85126153019681992912009-09-07T23:05:00.001+08:002009-09-07T23:08:50.482+08:00TADA~~~~today is my hubby's big day~~~~and here is his new song!haha i must give him some credit coz frankly i dun expect much from himcoz after all he is just an actor/model so to speak.but i must say, i was pleasantly surprised.HAHAhe has indeed done his wife proud. =Pi mean, of coz nth spectacular,but definitely above my expectations haha. not that much to begin with. =DiUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com221tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-57720606631119283082009-09-06T23:14:00.002+08:002009-09-06T23:27:38.677+08:00sometimes,i question why this and why that.although i noe, nth is fair.but somehow, some ppl just seem to have it easier.in whatever aspect u can think of,and i just wished,that somehow, those some ppl can be me.forget it.just another feeling lousy day.i want to be thankful for the things i have,but sometimes its tough,coz many a time, ppl have what i have,and i dun have what they have.iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-54639166520706531442009-09-03T22:54:00.002+08:002009-09-03T22:59:53.862+08:00i wish i can time-travel for a day.so i can know wat to expect of the future.but den again,its a scary thing.wat if the future is not smth that i want,and yet i can do nth to change it at all.iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-59595654006249907872009-08-31T23:04:00.002+08:002009-08-31T23:16:24.472+08:00if you believe in love at first sight, you never stop looking.iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-32286771622671200312009-08-25T00:36:00.003+08:002009-08-25T00:54:42.923+08:00the pains of growing upthe woes of working the open-ended questions in lifesigh.i wish i had the slightest idea where exactly is my career path heading to.like i tried to picture 6mths down the road,and its nothing but uncertainties.not knowing wats in front and being unable to plan ahead.this feeling kinda sux.like there are so many things just pending coz i dun even noe wat to expect.and work'siUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-52455268961768886802009-08-19T22:39:00.002+08:002009-08-19T22:45:41.306+08:00我想，每个人都会带着面具。有时要装不在乎，有时要装可怜，有时要装开心，有时要装生气。带着面具，没有对或错。有时就是需要，才能和其他人相处。因为不是每个人都能完完全全地接受彼此的一切。忍耐与包容之间，也应该会参杂着谎言。或许，是美丽的谎言。当我忍不住撕下面具时，突然有一种无地自容的感觉。眼泪不自主地流下来。feeling v detached from work.just lost and not sure what exactly i want.he ask me wat i dun like abt the job.i just told him i dun like the way things are run.and he say i sld go do smth abt it and change it to smth i like.but do i even have the iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-80437171523096024822009-08-15T00:26:00.000+08:002009-08-15T00:30:07.621+08:00actively job searching.......i really need to leave asap.especially with the alarming no of ppl who are quitting,and those who stay will have to clear the countless pile of shit.sounds like a selfish act.but do others think before they leave?they dun as well.thats life. u only live once.be kind to urself first before u be kind to others.coz others dun even give a damn abt u in the first place.so iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-62374296207423614782009-08-09T23:44:00.001+08:002009-08-10T00:01:43.043+08:00i wish i knew.the answers to the future.the formulas to getting wat u want.when u realise u haven accomplish any great things at this stage of life,u cant help but worry,if u can afford to fail the expectations of all,and disappoint the ones dearest to you.wat went wrong?or wat did i not do?i wish i knew the answers.if there ever were any to begin with.iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-79241561536980355692009-08-04T01:15:00.002+08:002009-08-04T01:18:20.604+08:00i realise its so easy for ppl to make u feel like shit.and further remind me of the zillion reasons why i dun want to be here.and because of that, i just submitted four resumes.doesnt matter where i go, just out of here.coz it sucks that there wasnt even any single bit of appreciation.not even the bare minimal.now i truly understand, i need to feel and be more human.iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-47680205901002243642009-08-03T00:00:00.003+08:002009-08-03T00:06:10.700+08:00人生最遗憾的,莫过于,轻易地放弃了不该放弃的,固执地,坚持了不该坚持的。iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-73995849334361291432009-08-02T01:22:00.002+08:002009-08-02T01:24:55.056+08:00sleepless night.tml will be a better day i guess.when things are not within ur control,there really isnt much u can do abt it.maybe sometimes, the more u want to try to control things,they just tend to slip away.sigh.if only things can be more simple.iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-76147578508045186142009-08-01T00:35:00.002+08:002009-08-01T00:57:59.453+08:00i think i truly admire those people who are motivated and know clearly what they want in life. its like they do things for a meaning, a reason.and because of that, they can have the motivation to keep them going.its so inspiring to hear them talk, coz they talk with such great passion.you know, they know what they are saying.and den u think back onto your life, and u ask, if u truly know what u iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-39558684639726508162009-07-27T23:50:00.000+08:002009-07-27T23:51:56.832+08:00depressing day.i feel retarded.and stupid.and useless.and aimless.and worthless.and all i want to do is just cry myself to sleep.iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-84060729552099924132009-07-26T23:01:00.002+08:002009-07-26T23:31:41.185+08:00when work turns u into someone u dun want to be,you know its time u do smth abt it.i believe no one is truly evil. ok maybe a few.its circumstances that makes ppl turn out this way.thats the world out there.u want to suffer alone, or u want to make others suffer wif u?u want to be kind to urself, or u want to be kind to others?of coz the ideal situation is everyone suffers equally hard,and work iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-62233085033001247292009-07-22T00:25:00.003+08:002009-07-22T00:31:15.597+08:00its time to leave.this inhumane place.this unhappy place.this stressful place.this dreadful place.its time to leave.and find a better job.and spend my precious time doing smth that i like.rather than spending my precious time trying to do smth i will never like.the feeling is so strong this timei think its really TIME.iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-29462883752427684112009-07-19T01:48:00.002+08:002009-07-19T01:51:25.750+08:00work-life balance or bank balance.your choice?stressed over work.or maybe.i am just stressing myself.just try my best.although sometimes, my best isnt exactly up to anybody's expectations.RARRiUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-40576619459409753972009-07-13T23:00:00.001+08:002009-07-13T23:00:47.028+08:00iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-72599974677223927332009-07-12T23:27:00.003+08:002009-07-12T23:48:13.944+08:00人就是犯贱。明知不该做的，就偏偏要去做。然后，又因此而不开心。真的。很无奈。早知道。原来是这种感觉。iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-28907379371806927682009-07-12T00:54:00.002+08:002009-07-12T01:16:12.357+08:00seriously lagging behind,but this time,i dun know what i can do to bring myself back on track.it sucks to be not in control.and somtimes even worry for the future, which no one knows....feeling kinda disillusioned sometimes these days....somedays i question why this and that.but den again at the end of the day,i guess its all fair and square.its just a matter of how u see things.you gain some, u iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-55868838086597416402009-07-10T23:44:00.001+08:002009-07-10T23:46:20.832+08:00omg.peaches is duper cute!!!!!!movie was really good, esp in 3D.Happy~SHALALA~~~~iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-41882488111880777522009-07-09T22:38:00.003+08:002009-07-09T22:45:45.790+08:00unlucky day for queen at work.AS2 died on me and i had to redo the work i did for most of the day.=(wat to do?no choice.thats life.sometimes, u just dun have a choice.iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-15409157269624664572009-07-05T22:45:00.003+08:002009-07-05T22:52:47.399+08:00tadah........its the end of my LONG break.seriously LONG.and strangely enuff,i do feel quite motivated to work.not sure if its a temp thing.but i guess, its a good start.and i sure hope it stays this way.given the land of pork,and a different level of expectations i need to meet,i will definitely need all the motivation i can get.i aim to complain less and work happily wif my fav team this year.=iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-64444150586591214292009-07-05T11:30:00.003+08:002009-07-05T12:14:38.460+08:00"Dreams are a series of images, ideas, emotions, and sensations occurring involuntarily in the mind during certain stages of sleep"i am someone who dreams a lot.or rather i sld say,i am someone who remembers my dreams when i wake up.not sure if this is smth to be happy abt though.在梦里以不同形式和你再会，仿佛一切的一切不曾改变。而那些我曾经渴望会发生的画面，一一的在我脑海里反复的出现。我的眼泪，你的承诺，我们全新的未来，就这样在我无法控制的潜意识里，跟我开了一次又一次的玩笑。在我睁开眼的那一瞬间，iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-23300454670496248682009-07-02T00:10:00.003+08:002009-07-02T00:12:18.724+08:00oh my lord!!my banana tree FINALLY has one banana~~~~~~~~iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-66129681985863113722009-06-30T23:02:00.004+08:002009-06-30T23:11:27.129+08:00random things to be happy abt:1) my cupcake tree grew a cupcake! =D my first fruit of labour2) promotion list out. we are all promoted! happy for all of us! 3) my hair is growing longer! no longer looking that stupid4) the weather is not as hot as before5) i still have 5 more days of leave! =DLALALA~~~~~~~~~~~iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-21318819061179993752009-06-29T23:36:00.002+08:002009-06-29T23:41:37.001+08:00yohoo~one step closer to hitting the roads~life's G-R-E-A-T~if only all ice creams look like this.....yum yumiUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-73274946617776855982009-06-28T23:39:00.002+08:002009-06-29T00:23:25.494+08:00so many random thots these few days,yet difficult to put into words.you know how sometimes, u just feel like u have many things on hand,and yet u duno how to go abt doing them?i guess, thats wat its like now.i believe some things, are really beyond our control.but for the rest of it, its up to us to make it happen the way we want.but thats provided, in the first place, we know what we iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-28624633575686848592009-06-27T23:38:00.002+08:002009-06-27T23:43:41.891+08:00you are going to get married? alone?yes, i suppose.are u crazy?yes, i think i am. i better call off the wedding.*weeps in self-pity*AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH*wakes up*end of story.PHEWiUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-46009746199236166322009-06-24T22:52:00.004+08:002009-06-24T23:32:49.724+08:00as much as he cant really sing,i think sumhow nice songs no need equals songs wif perfect pitch and wat not.so well, this song just gives me a v warm feeling~~~~makes me v happy hearing it.so everyone do enjoy!~如果一段感情的开始，就为了以后的分离，那，还该真的用情吗？偏偏，有种东西，叫时间。在你不自不觉中，你发现，你的心再也不能理智地说停。而当另一半能潇洒的离开这一切，你也不得不认了。在这场虚拟的爱情，你输了。好可怕。偏偏，看戏的我，还尽然也有点动心。女人，就真的会栽在爱情这一块吗？好像真的是。iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-61975781817229595062009-06-22T22:54:00.003+08:002009-06-22T22:59:53.564+08:00went back to work after my 3 weeks break.was totally v slack and not v productivei tink i still need to get my engine working.haha check out the hilarious msn conversation me and xr had.i tink we were totally funnyi have no idea why but i just keep talkin to her in chinesehaha everyone sld try it!talking abt funny,i spent two days finishing the we got married for the lettuce coupleand they ARE iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-75604780171829227782009-06-19T10:31:00.001+08:002009-06-19T10:34:01.140+08:00haha today is my hubby birthday!!!!i am going out to celebrate for him now!haha make more nice shows for me to go gaga over!!! =DiUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-55258948719734076252009-06-10T23:52:00.002+08:002009-06-11T00:07:31.188+08:00the complicated adult world.sometimes, i wonder if i am even into it.like maybe i just tend to see things too simply.and i am not even mature enuff for my age.i wonder if all u need to be together is love.coz it seems that, thats the thing all dramas are trying to potray.but somehow, i grow to realise,as much as love is the most fundamental element in a r/s,somehow, love alone may not be enuff.iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-48356607259260932882009-06-05T23:36:00.002+08:002009-06-06T00:02:17.062+08:00感动的点一样，伤心的点一样，好笑的点一样，但，每看一次，好像都会有新的感触。人生，如果能像重看偶像剧一样，也许，很多的不应该，就不会有后悔，很多的早知道，就不会有遗憾。很多的不确定，就不会有失望。你我人生中，那么多的不应该，早知道，不确定，但真的，不要老是往后看，因为，时间，它只会往前走。在你转身的同时，也许，又会多了后悔，遗憾，失望。iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-6421510240252017072009-06-04T22:58:00.002+08:002009-06-04T23:22:13.185+08:00还真的是，少了期待，就少了失望。原来，放下了那些不会发生的也许，一切可以是这么简单。心情可以是那么的轻松。开心，快乐，是那么的简单。因为，一切的情绪，由我自己决定。不再因为任何人的举动，而难过，而失望，而懊恼。happiness can be very simple,coz i am the queen. =Danyway, queen took the first step into driving on the road,by signing up for my basic theory test on the auspicious date of 29/06/09HAHA. after much consideration, i have decided i need to have a license in case:a) there is no one to drive me iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-20532249505145541532009-05-28T23:10:00.002+08:002009-05-28T23:21:12.865+08:00it's strange how everytime i leave a long engagement,i feel like i just ended a r/s.everything starts flashing back,happy times, funny jokes, fave food for lunch and dinner, usual source of entertainment....bad moments when ppl piss us off, get stressed by tight deadlines, get dozens of review pts...when u have to pack up and clean up the table,sort out everything that is un-needed and shred themiUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-26786302219763969572009-05-25T22:56:00.003+08:002009-05-25T23:00:51.871+08:00hehe.i duno if i am counting down to thurs or fri.either way,i am just grinning from ear to ear for the whole of today.hehe.long time no post my hubby picshaha enjoy~~~ =DiUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-77081190894880188402009-05-24T22:46:00.003+08:002009-05-24T22:58:13.171+08:00融化了...冰淇淋融化之後... 就算你把它擺在冰箱裡面... 再冰凍一次... 也已經走樣了... how sadly true.anyway i am loving this show.although its ending soon~just like how my audit at the stat board is ending after this week=)so i am kinda v happy, just that they release everyone except me and diego and angoose for the coming week..... which leaves me as the only gal......which means, no one to gossip wif me and complain abt my dog, iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-66903016698291394552009-05-24T00:11:00.000+08:002009-05-24T00:12:39.147+08:00work-in-progress.Dr WIP Cr TimeiUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-78214127873060518022009-05-17T23:16:00.002+08:002009-05-17T23:30:03.919+08:00因为你看不清楚你的心，可是我不能装作什么都不知道hai.good men?they only appears in dramas.two more weeks of workand i can go for my long-overdue break.i desperately need to get my life back in the right track.if i have one now to begin with.first question,where do i go from here?lost...iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-35111169398911601672009-05-15T22:15:00.004+08:002009-05-15T22:22:28.888+08:00"快乐和难过都是自己找来的，把小快乐变成大快乐，把大悲伤化成小悲伤到没有悲伤。受伤、跌倒、挫败并不可怕，反而是最好的学习经验和往前走的动力；在剧组吃到一个很好吃的便当就可以是快乐，很多事情都操控在自己手上"omg. i am loving my hubby even more.this shall be my motivation to last me thru the HellDamnBig.....anyway after an almost humanly impossible week,where i conclude i am old,coz i dun remember feeling THAT tired when i work late hrs previously,today we surprising got to leave slightly iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-66298969352966689462009-05-10T23:22:00.002+08:002009-05-10T23:38:47.934+08:003 more weeks of shit.i guess, i can make it.just that sometimes,i just want to fly away from this place altogether.我在跟时间赛跑。而结果，好像不是靠努力，就能如愿以偿。也许，我越来越不想跑了。曾几何时，我连努力的理由，都找不到了。原来，一个人的感觉。可以如此。爱情。不是不相信，而是太没保障。还是，靠自己最实际。iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-44001754926387614102009-05-08T23:48:00.002+08:002009-05-09T00:02:25.150+08:00mood is irritated.blood pressure is high.i hate it when i let myself become so upset and angry over this stupid job.why must i subject myself to all this shit!?!?!?everyday, the client give me black face, talk to me in nasty tone,tell me cannot give me this, duno this, duno that, refer me to ten thousand different levels,except the correct place.like i give a damn whether ur stupid accounts get iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-2465909452995836022009-05-03T23:14:00.002+08:002009-05-03T23:34:24.429+08:00came across this in the book i am reading currently.一个人的一生，就像一张地图。有的人的地图大些，有的人的地图小点。地图上标示着这个人去过什么地方，走过哪些路，呼吸过哪里的空气。在哪里跟什么样的人，一起看过什么样的风景。最近，我的地图，很黑暗。因为看不到终点而黑暗，因为人性的险恶而黑暗，因为没有推动力而黑暗。再忍耐一下吧。加油！！！iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-33352432235028734242009-04-28T14:56:00.001+08:002009-04-28T14:59:14.342+08:00i hate my jobiUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-62635833568627471162009-04-25T23:49:00.002+08:002009-04-26T00:00:35.407+08:00there has been loads of drama happening within my office recently.and although i am stuck in that stat board day in day out,news spread, faster den anything else.and thus, i have with me, the most updated news.just that some of it, i duno if it is true or not.the scary thing abt office politics is,you never know when u are going to be the next target.and maybe by the time u realise it,its too iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-11901370838560413832009-04-20T23:47:00.000+08:002009-04-20T23:48:20.506+08:00happy~ SHA LA LA!iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5496120.post-25635840988222862982009-04-19T23:46:00.002+08:002009-04-19T23:53:26.314+08:00there is no better way to spend my sunday den.......(haha sounds familar?)breakfast wif my familychanging my bedsheets and moping the flooryoutube and more youtubepampering myself to manicurehaving my fav jap food for dinnershopping wif my mummiechatting on msni love my weekends without work.ok this is sucha random post.seems like no one's eager to face the week ahead,honestly speaking,i am not iUhAiJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13829319125941825016noreply@blogger.com0