how long is long enough?
how fast is too fast?
how stable is stable enough?
how sure to be 100% sure?
how confident to be very confident?
i am never an impulse person.
and never one who takes much risks.
but it seem that this time round,
i feel like taking this one risk.
ppl always say they knew their other half was the one,
they just knew.
i always wonder if there was a certain sign that i sld look out for,
but somehow, as the days progress,
i seem to understand what ppl meant by,
they just knew.
i tink i know,
and i hope that few years down the road,
i will know that i am right~
Queen Tona @ 10:24 PM
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Wednesday, August 08, 2012
i remember blogging sometime back that the next r/s i get into,
i want to find someone who loves me more than i love him.
and i dun want to be the one who is forever doing everything.
but i guess when someone really means so much to you,
you wouldn't even stop to think and weigh and compare how much you have done,
or how much he has done, coz just the fact that he is happy is enough to make you happy.
sometimes i duno if its me who dwell into nitty gritty details,
or you who is really seriously blur as sotong.
but at least to me, i feel, if you make the effort to remember, you will.
but prob to guys, sometimes it was all just a passing remark and what we deemed impt may not appear to be so to them?
hee.
no matter wat, i know tml i will wake up a happy girl again~
Queen Tona @ 11:17 PM
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Sunday, July 08, 2012
you.
who put a smile to my face.
who make my everyday bright and cheery.
who never fails to make me laugh.
the very night i nodded my head,
i was determined to just let my heart rule for the first time.
i did have my fair share of considerations, the countless time i ran the yes/no analysis in my head
and i did try to ask myself time and again whether i really do want to take the risk this time.
i duno wat made me take the leap of faith.
but its just this unexplainable force that keeps drawing me to you.
and i know if i were to let my mind force myself to put a stop to this,
i will live with regrets for the rest of my life.
i really just want to lay in your arms,
and watch the time goes by.
this alone, is enough to make me the happiest girl in the world.
=)
Queen Tona @ 9:26 PM
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Thursday, June 28, 2012
i guess i finally found the reason for the long wait....
you.
and it was all worth it.
i never did expect love to find me,
but it did.
and it brought me to you.
there was nothing fanciful about last night,
and yet i know i will remember it till the end of time.
you, and everything that you brought along with you into my life.
looking forward to sharing all my life with you.....
because i know now,
that i finally have someone that i can fall back on,
that now, finally, i am not alone.
and that now i can finally start to learn to rely on you as well.....
Queen Tona @ 10:37 PM
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Saturday, June 23, 2012
my song~
=)
Queen Tona @ 9:28 PM
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Thursday, June 14, 2012
thursday.
packed on the msn.
waiting for you.
although you say not to.
this is bad.
seriously.
you.
and everything that you said.
and all the lame jokes that you have told.
and all the smses that you have sent.
and all the good nights you have wished.
and all the concerns you have shown.
and all the small actions that touched me so.
i am falling.
too fast.
too soon.
into an unknown.
i am just too old for this nonsense.
Queen Tona @ 10:39 PM
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Sunday, June 10, 2012
A simple two mins call from so many miles away...... Touched beyond words
Queen Tona @ 11:22 PM
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urgh.
there is just so many factors to consider,
to think through,
to weigh and analyse.........
no wonder i cant sleep these days.......
sigh.........
Queen Tona @ 10:29 PM
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