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Friday, March 30, 2007



Queen Tona @ 3:27 PM 0 comments
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007

todae was YOGA again~~~
FUN! WOHOO.

(i am going to complain again, skip tis para if needed haha)
anyway, todae got a "bombshell" so to speak.
i saw the peer evaluation form, and i have sucha bad feeling about it.
its just sucks to not being able to know what one is thinking.
like maybe he is smiling at you and saying, oh we are friends,
but who noes what goes on that piece of paper.
i duno y i am so irritated abt this whole thing,
but it just sucks to think that, its not because i din anything,
but its because i din even had a chance to do anything.
and if i am going to be penalise because of that, thats like accusing me of smth i din do.
its like saying, i din contribute, but hey, did i even had a CHANCE to do so.
and did u even regard my contribution in the first place?
how can someone be so arrogant i really wonder.
so what if u are smart, that doesnt makes u any more superior.
hai. forget it. i am just to accept whatever that comes along.
whatever great PLANS he has, i will take. i wun even open my mouth at all.
coz i dun even give a damn. and i am not going to make an effort to anymore.
so well, tis shall be my last time of ranting about him here.

isnt it that when more and more pairs are made up,
those that are left will find it easier to pair themselves up as well?
i wonder how many players are there in the first place.
what if its an odd number?
then is the rule of the game going to change?
or isit just going to complicate things altogether.

isit good to try to make things happen?
but just how hard sld u try?
what if the ending is that no matter how hard u try, its not going to work?
but wat if maybe, if u had tried harder, it wld have work out?
den who is going to tell me just how hard i sld try?
just when i sld stop?
there is no answer.
thats y, sometimes i stop, but sometimes i try again.
den i tink its really really time to stop, so i stop.
but den after a while, i tink, maybe if i press on again, it will work.
and den it just repeats over and over again.
when's the end? where's the end? what's the end?

maybe, the end is just.
there really is an odd number.
and it had to be me.


Queen Tona @ 11:53 PM 2 comments
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有时候,很想忘,但忘不了。
有时候,说忘了,其实一直都在。
我发现,不用急着想忘,
总有一天,真正的忘记是不需要努力的。
我真的相信是如此。


Queen Tona @ 12:15 AM 0 comments
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Sunday, March 25, 2007

todae's got to be the biggest joke of the entire month......

i went for tuition and i wrote this........
she said : " blah blah blah".........
yesh i wrote :!!!!!!!
i must be mad......
i really must be......
but seriously at that pt in time,
it really does seems right to me........

omg......
laugh everyone.
pls laugh.


Queen Tona @ 11:54 PM 1 comments
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Saturday, March 24, 2007



saturday night.
raining.

surprising todae i spent the day at home slacking,
and doing hsework......
and i cleared my table,
sorta getting ready for the mugging season to begin.
haha, this is weird.
i rarely feel enthu about mugging.
but it does seems that humans are totally weird creatures.
u tell them, tis is prob the last sch exams u going to take,
and u feel so excited, and think, wow, LAST TIME.
and den, no matter how much hatred u had for it,
u are beginning to maybe even miss it when its gone.

so well, its going to be mugging season soon.
haha, i tink i am mad,
as much as i hate to mug,
its my fav part of the entire semester.
coz i hate to do projs, i hate to attend boring lectures,
i hate to attend useless tutorials, and worse of all, i hate the participation part.
and to devote 10% of the marks to tat,
its totally unfairrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.......
unfair for ppl like me who like to go to class and stone,
unfair for ppl who dun like to open their mouths,
not because they are stupid, but simply because they dun like to.
how can u force ppl to do smth they hate?
i see no connection in participation and grades.
doesnt mean u participate more, u are smarter.
i tink its just a ploy, for the tutors to feel their lessons are so interesting,
so interesting that everyone's in a heated conversation.
so well, u see, i dun mind mugging alone.
as in, digesting all the stuff alone,
and making sense of those stuff myself.
so haha, in a way, mugging season is one of the most fav parts of the semester.
of coz, the after exams part is the best. =D





Queen Tona @ 11:52 PM 1 comments
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Wednesday, March 21, 2007

todae was the first lesson of YOGA~~~~
wohoo.

anyway my mum tinks i am like leading sucha useless life,
coz she tinks i am so damn free everyday with nth to do.
so she is quite bu shuang with tat.

ok la, i admit its undoubtedly a slack semester,
but i am not free everyday wat.
i also got projects and cases to do wat,
i also got stupid ppl to deal with what.
i also got give tuition wat.
i also got help her do housework wat.
so why cant i slack for the last few mths b4 i start my life as a slave?
y cant i just not do anything for these few mths?

so wat if my bro appears to be super busy?
tats jc2 wat. last time i was also a jc2 before wat.
so wats the whole big fuss abt that?
den she keeps telling me abt those temp workers at her workplace,
who are working to pay their study fees. and sae wat they are so hardworking blah blah blah
not tat i dun wan find temp job wat.
i find job, u also not happy, say what later affect my studies.
den say wat better dun do.
so wat do u want me to do?!?!??!

sometimes i wld just wish i have 4 core modules tis sem,
even if it wld mean hell,
but at least, i will appear to be a more useful person.
and at least, i can appear to be busy too.
so that i wun be the odd one out.

sian. the sad fact of life.
u can never please everyone.
so who do u wan to please? yourself or others?


Queen Tona @ 10:41 PM 2 comments
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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

monday's my favourite day of the week tis sem.
ironically, when i think half of the population is having monday blues.
let's see whats so happy abt monday that i love.
first there is i weekly, then there is my Summer X Summer(kui!!!!),
then there is my amazing race, then there is no lessons. =D

talking abt lessons.....
soba (ok i better mention lesser in case my citizens angry again)
return me the JetBlue case. and yeah!!!! i dun hafta redo!!!! thank god man!!!!
and i was done with my application presentation last week,
so that leaves me with one last cesim presentation for the module.
yippee~~~~
well, as for the aim of strat management guru,
aiyarz, forgive me, it was of coz said on an impulse.
hahaz. i am definitely not going to give up my last few mths of freedom for that.

anyway, i am like nearing my 1000th post quite soon.
cant believe it!!! 1000posts on this blog. wow~~~
seems like a whole lot had happened,
yet again, seems like nth much has happened.
as in, everyone is still very much the same.

yesterday i wanted to post after the charity show i watched,
but i was busy with smth......
i duno, i alwayz feel those true stories that they show are too heavy for me to take.
those ppl lying on the bed, cant talk, cant even do anything themselves,
i wonder if they really know whats happening around......
and they looking at their loved ones and maybe they're hoping to convey smth.....
but all they want do is look.......

its time like this when i feel so disillusioned about everything.
like why some people haf to go through such a tough life,
and have to go through so much pain and torture.
whats the deciding factor? who is the mastermind?

actually, the end is the same. for you. for me. for everyone.
but why do some ppl have to suffer all the way till the end.
then wats the meaning of being alive?
there are forever going to be unanswered questions.
but perhaps tats wat we must all experience in our journey here.

there are many reasons to be happy for.
so the next time i feel shitty abt myself,
i am going to think of one of them.


Queen Tona @ 12:00 AM 0 comments
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Saturday, March 17, 2007

bad karma.......

its so true its scary,
the other time i told a lie......
abt my computer spoiling........
and now, within a short span of one week,
both my laptop and desktop crash.

now i learn my lesson.
never.
never.
never to tell a lie again.

haha.
this time i can only say to myself......
"Orbi-quack"


Queen Tona @ 12:45 PM 0 comments
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Thursday, March 15, 2007

its thursday~ my parents will be back laterz!
but most impt thurs is soba day.
which isnt exactly anything to rejoice abt.

in fact, tis entire week has been B-A-D
terribly bad.
so many irritating things tat are happening to me.
how long more to the end of term?
someone save me from tis horrendous grp.......
there are just so many stuff tat can make my blood boil,
that i dun even noe which one to be angry to begin with.

which idiot invented the thing abt project work. grp work.
whoever says when u get into a grp, u produce better things?
rubbish.
tats provided u dun have rubbish ppl in ur grp.


Queen Tona @ 9:57 AM 2 comments
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Wednesday, March 14, 2007

the day was lousy right from the start.
or rather right from the moment i fell asleep last nite.
i wonder how dreams come about, like who controls wat u dream abt.
den maybe i sld go beg him/her to not be so mean to me.
i really tink one of the worst feeling to me,
is waking up to reality.
as in, in my dreams, its always so happy, so unreal, so fake,
and den suddenly i hear the alarm,
and i get thrown back to the real world.
and u tink, wat the hell.
i am ok if i am at rock bottom all the while,
coz there is no diff,
but dun bring me to heaven and den suddenly push me rite back to rock bottom,
nth sucks more than that.

den it was the lousy weather.
den it was the lousy breakfast.
den it was the lousy mrt ride.
den it was the lousy lecture.
den it was the lousy tutorial.
den it was the lousy dinner.
den it was the lousy HP. which is caused by the LOUSY soba.
den it was the lousy computer which had to die.
all in all, i was in a damn lousy mood.
with the capital L.

come on........ give me more shit la.
i can take it.
trust me.
i really can.

let's just say,
ignore this lousy woman here.


Queen Tona @ 12:54 AM 0 comments
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Monday, March 12, 2007

IKEA was fun.
i can almost picture my dream home forming up right in front of me.
hehe. but thats way too early ok?

hai. i have decided to not slack so much from tml onwards.
i mean, given my inability to succeed in all different areas of my life,
might as well at least invest effort in smth that might just turn out right.
another reason is kinda coz i am really pissed.
haha so when ppl pissed me off, i will just show them that i dun need them to get my grades.
so well, tml onwards,
i am going to be the strat mangement guru.
Chinese one. =X

meanwhile.......
someone fly to taiwan and get him here.......
other than the fact that he looks too good to be true,

i tink he's got a great personality,
at least from watever info i have gathered.
haha, soooooo either get me him,
or get me some guy who has as great a personality.
of coz, if he look just as good, it will be an added bonus *wink*
aniwaz, tml got new show to watch sia!!! WOHOO~~~


Queen Tona @ 12:41 AM 1 comments
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Sunday, March 11, 2007

3206.
words.
pls go and buy 4D.
haha like real.

yeah! finish that dumbo JetBlue case.
i tink i am so going to fail. budden i dun care.
coz i noe soba hates me, and i hate her too. so its ok.
1st she sae we are dead bodies, den she sae we are sleeping partners,
i wonder wats next.

nvm. the two lonely kids at home on sunday.......
have decided to venture to IKEA Tampines.
hehe. i smell the swedish meatballs already man!!!!
update laters~~~

WHO CARES ABT STRAT MANAGEMENT!!!!


Queen Tona @ 3:00 PM 0 comments
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Saturday, March 10, 2007

saturday spent JetBlue-ing.
i was supposed to have completed it by yesterday.
but obviously Youtube is the culprit.
but i did finish Corner with Love yest. haha like the ending better den hua yang.
i like things to be stated in the obvious,
i dun like ambiguity.

talkin abt JetBlue,
i think i have become stupid.
as in, too much slackin does haf an effect.
i spent the whole of yest nite tryin to conjure up some pts,
but i only mange to do the minimal.
and den tis morning, i woke up and felt so sick,
i pop a flu tablet and sleep until afternoon,
den i started doing........

den now....... i have only done Q2 and Q4
which even i think the answer sucks. =X
and i am now stuck at Q1 and Q3.
its damn irritating..........
1) What capabilities and resources does it rely on? Does it have sustainable competitive advantage over its competitors?
3) Compare and constrast the resources and capabilities of the two. How sustainable is the competitive edge of each over the other?

WTF!!!!
isit just me or do the two stupid questions sound similar.
GRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
i duno how to do la.
irrirtated........

someone save me.......
JetBlue!!!!! COME!!!!


Queen Tona @ 6:00 PM 3 comments
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Friday, March 09, 2007

i HATE thurs.
first its soba, then its him.
hai. i wonder if its part of the strategy.
no wonder its called strategic management.

life is not as simple really.
even though we are not in the corporate world,
there are dangerous ppl lurking around.

HAI.
y cant everything be S-I-M-P-L-E.

dun care le.
i am tired.

i wan go on a holiday!!!!


Queen Tona @ 12:59 AM 2 comments
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Thursday, March 08, 2007

soba alert tml.
sian.......... can i sae one more time tat i detest someone in my grp.
GRRRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

and i am totally hopeless.
i need someone to get me outa my addiction.
after Hana Kimi, i watch Corner with Love,
and after tat i will def watch my kui new show.
sigh.........
Youtube..........
causing too much harm.
haha.

talkin abt corner with love,
their drawings inside the show are all so nice!!!!
and i like tis para in the show.
如果爱你是错,那我不要对。
如果想你是犯罪,枪毙我会比较干脆。
haha i tink it sounds v romantic~~~

sometimes i guess we all forget they are after all kids.......
all the studying, tuition, assessments,
its as if they were born just to study.
wat to do?
sometimes circumstances force ppl to haf to do certain things......
its life.


Queen Tona @ 12:30 AM 0 comments
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007

wats the fav part of ur entire day?

me?
its tis part of the night,
when everyone else is fast asleep in bed,
and i sit in front of the computer,
and enjoy the silence of the night.

v loner.
v quiet.
v safe.


Queen Tona @ 12:55 AM 3 comments
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Monday, March 05, 2007

sem break ended.
back to school tml.
suddenly realise there are actualli some stuff pilling up and waiting for me.
juz that i refuse to acknowledge it.

aniwaz, i am going to be home alone ( if u dun count my bro)
for 8days.........
coz my parents are going K-O-R-E-A
omg..........
i aso wan go.......
SAD.
someone take me away from this place,

there is indeed a limit to wat one sld do.
i know, i am way past my limit,
juz tat time and time again, i sae, its ok, juz a bit more.
maybe its time to sae, no more.
its time to say stop.
i am just very scared the moment i step away from it all,
i will turn into a very cold person.
and den i will smile less,
i will talk less,
i will crap less,
i will msn less,
i will sms less,
i will remember less
and den perhaps,
i will be sad less.


Queen Tona @ 11:58 PM 0 comments
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Saturday, March 03, 2007


台上的表演结束了。
台下的她和他也结束了。

他美丽的未来不会有她。
她渴望的未来不能有他。

现在的他很幸福。
现在的她却似乎离幸福很远。。。

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Queen Tona @ 12:10 PM 1 comments
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hehe.
looking forward to this later!


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Thursday, March 01, 2007

hehe.
i confess i am mad.
i re-watched ep 12 of hua yang.
hehe. tats my fav episode!!!

遥望着你背影
有孤单太苍白
我多么想陪着你
走过人山人海

当天空变灰白
你的忧伤澎湃
我多么想走进你
紧锁的心海

我一直都在你身后等待
等你有一天回过头看我
我的笑送给你希望你快乐
你的难过都给我
关于你的一切
我都好好收藏着

等你有一天能感觉到我
就算我在你世界
渺小像一颗尘埃
我也会给你我所有的光和热

我鼓起勇气呐喊
你要听得见
我不许你再孤单
要你拥抱我给的温暖


Queen Tona @ 4:30 PM 4 comments
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