Name: Jiahui
Age: 22
School: auditor in training ntu acc njc st nicks peiying pri
Often known as: Queen

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Sunday, May 28, 2006

happy birthday to me!
i wanted to post the pic of my pretty cake
but got some problems so bo bian.
but its damn nice la realli
haha made for the queen manz!

aniwaz, my bday is going to be over very soon.
i shall not blog in details now coz i v tired.
i shall just do my thank you list

1stly and most imptly, i want to thank my family.
esp my mum and bro coz i noe they did quite a bit to help
keep the surprise undercover. and my bro had to be the messenger.
my dad, thank him for coming back from indonesia!
hahaz, and thank him for helping out with the buffet stuff.

2rdly, i want to thank xr.
coz i noe she must have done most of the planning and communicating stuff.
and the cake was also chosen by her if i am not wrong.
and its realli kawaii!!! hahaz. i tink i have the most special cake in the
whole universe.

3rdly, i want to thank all my frens who came.
haha although i dun have a lot of frens to begin with,
budden, its not the quantity, its the quality tat matters.
i duno abt u ppl, i hold everyone of u in high regards ok.
and i am realli touched and surprised abt the surprise thingy.

4thly, thank all my relatives who came and give me prezzies and all.

5thly, thank my mum for giving birth to me.

ok la. tis is a brief thank u list only.
coz i dun realli know the details of who did wat etc.
so i shall go find out soon.

but den, just wanna sae,
i felt really blessed!
i duno wat i have done to deserve such treatment from all of u guys,
coz sometimes i dun tink i am a very good fren to begin with,
but i really appreciate every single thing that u all have done for me.
and i am v sure tat many years down the road,
i will still remember this very day,
when everyone was there to give me their blessing
and make me feel like i was the luckiest person eva on earth.

ok, i sound exaggerated.
but no, i really mean it ok.
as for the details and photos.
i shall post another day ok?

now, i needa go sleep
if not tml i cannot do tax.
and i am sure they are not going to excuse me just coz i am 21years and 1day old.

ok lame.
thanks everyone who made my day!
u are all my angels!

and i wan sae i love u my family!
ok getting emotional.

nitez

Queen Tona @ 11:26 PM 2 comments

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Saturday, May 27, 2006

today's drawing shall be titled. "thoughts"
looks like some stupid vandalising.
but sometimes, when u look deeper and longer,
u see the meaning within it.
u can try to find and investigate anything abt a person,
but can u truly know the thoughts of anyone?
and how i wish someone will truly understand.
and how i can truly understand others too.

tml's the day to adulthood.
i am feeling anything but happiness.
its the first time i look at my birthday with anxiety.
and maybe even fear.

wats there to rejoice abt?
stepping into adulthood may mean freedom,
but tats prob the only good thing abt it.
imagine the abt of things u are abt to lose.
imagine the amt of things u will soon have to be responsible for.

i am not ready.
indeed, i am not ready to enter the adult life.
because i dun tink i can deal with everything well, alone.

sigh. lookin back on all these years,
sometimes i feel like going back again,
to change it all, because i feel that i have too many regrets,
i have made too many wrong choices and turns,
and den i dun have anything to be really happy and proud of.

ok. i tink everyone must think i am insane.
on the eve of the big day,
i seemed to be mourning.
maybe, maybe tml i will wake up feeling happier.
maybe, i will wake up to a better life.
maybe, i will wake up to the same old me.

Queen Tona @ 1:40 PM 0 comments

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today i finally finished my 53 tax treaties.
and i had to print out for her to check.
28pages....
and ever since i step into her office to submit tat,
i avoid her office and everytime within the 10m radius
for the rest of the day, coz i v scared she will sae its rubbish and ask me re-do.
i cannot stand another of this four day marathon thingy.
omg.

so well, now tat the assignment is finish,
woHOO.
can slack and enjoy my weekend.
which is actually named to bday weekend so to speak.
hahaz

laterz

Your Deadly Sins

Envy: 60%

Gluttony: 40%

Greed: 40%

Lust: 20%

Pride: 20%

Wrath: 20%

Sloth: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 29%

You will die at the hands of a jealous lover. How ironic.

haha got tis from gy;s blog. quite interesting though.

Queen Tona @ 12:11 AM 0 comments

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Thursday, May 25, 2006

ok.
today was the first day since the start of PA that i really feel like crying.
i had to rush out the simplification of 53 tax treaties.
i duno wat to sae.
and i duno how simplified is simplified.
and i was so stressed up coz i dun understand a single thing.
and my taxation sux
and everything looks the same and greek-ish to me.

sigh.

sometimes i wonder y am i doing this.
i dun see how its going to help in my tax knowledge.
BOO.

i feel so depressed.
wat will happen tml?
i hope to finish that whole thingy.
=(

Queen Tona @ 11:23 PM 0 comments

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Monday, May 22, 2006

todae was sucha boring day.
i only did one pathetic tax computation the entire day.
the rest of the day was spent trying to act busy.

wat is this manz.

yawnz.

at least give me some work right?

or no work nvm, give me a computer.

haha so i can surf the net!

crap.
over and out,
tml better be a more interesting day

Queen Tona @ 11:05 PM 0 comments

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Sunday, May 21, 2006

the stupidest thing one can do is to make the same mistakes.
somehow, i have a feeling i am going to be the stupidest person soon.

Queen Tona @ 11:52 PM 0 comments

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maybe i should have just stayed at home the entire day.

not exactly in a good mood todae.

can say that i am very angry, with myself.

i duno why, why i cannot be at peace with myself.

why i cannot do certain things that i think i should be doing.


everybody's watches are working perfectly fine,

except mine.

den can someone tell me why is it so hard to get it started?

or rather, who is going to offer the new battery to get it moving again?


really disappointed. after so long, until now. i still feel so disappointed with myself.

everytime my mood gets affected because of this,

and i hate the way it is controlling all my thoughts and actions.

i hate to know that i do care about it.


i just feel so sad.

can i cry now?

Queen Tona @ 12:28 AM 1 comments

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Saturday, May 20, 2006

haha, this is the view from my office toilet. not bad bahz

den this is my table in the neater times.
haha try to spot smth in the pic. =)
can understand how auspicious my seat is.

and den on messier days.
haha. oh forgot to tell u all smth,
tat day i was searchin for files in the storeroom,
i saw a company named tona marine.
hahaha yesh, TONA. i cant believe it!
my name's famous!

k off to njc byE

Queen Tona @ 1:46 PM 0 comments

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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

rights.
its the middle of the week!
and its only the 2rd week of PA.
and tis week up til now have been quite busy.

work-wise, its no longer just filling the boring form.
learn quite a lot of new stuff.
all the calculations and auditing stuff.
so well, in a way its interesting,
but in a way its boring.
as in, i duno, certain period of the day is damn hard to pass.
eg. 10plus or 2plus, coz its in the middle of nowhere and u feel so demoralised.
2plus is the worst, after lunch u will feel so full and sleepy.
the other day i almost fell asleep while typing. =X

anyway, raffles place is a good place for freebies.
last week they gave free badges,
today they gave free milk and i even heard from others tat
there was a real COW parading at the field area.
haha wat an exciting marketing plan.

anyway, as the days progress,
i am beginning to have a very clear picture of my future
at least for the nex couple of years.
sitting in the office until midnight
and den returning to the office at 8 again.
OMG. there goes my life.

anyway sidetrack a bit.
interesting things tat i observe in the office.
1) Brokeback Mountain 2
there are these 2 guys who always stick together. in the office i always
see them hide in the corner and huddle together and "analysis one file"
and they go lunch together, go anywhere together. today even more hilarious,
the two of them walk together to the printer just to retrieve one piece of paper. =X
2) Mr T's life story
coz when i use the computer i will sit opposite tony, so i always manage to hear
some of their exciting conversations. and today i heard one exciting fact abt Mr T!
apparently Mr T was involved in an accident before and he almost died! tats y he never
drives now. how exciting right? i was quite stunned when i overheard that. hahaz.

ok la. tats about it.
too tired to blog and type.

Queen Tona @ 10:46 PM 0 comments

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Sunday, May 14, 2006

this is strange. my last post last nite din appear.
it was blank! *gasP*

anyway, i was talkin abt my accomplishment
which was watching the entire Devil Beside You on Youtube.
i only started to watch coz i was bored last weekend,
so i din thought i will be so hooked onto it la.
so yesterday i watched a total of 9 episodes and finally finish.
hahaz.

the plot and storyline is actually quite lame and stupid.
nothing realistic about it.
basically is juz a romantic comedy.
but well, who saes u needa watch cheem and sad shows.
we have enuff stuff in our lifes to worry abt den to worry abt others in the show.
so haha, watch this kinda brainless shows is the best!
=)
and i thot the two leads were quite well choosen.
haha coz rainie is kawaii by nature and mike he has a v cheeky smile.
v suitable for his character. haha can switch from bad to good when he wants to.

aniwaz, last week i made quite an important decision of my life.
haha, not sure what made me do it, but i believe it was all fated la.
so well, although i din used to believe,
i tink bit by bit, i am starting to now.

shaping a new future,
craving a new path,
with a new me.

and of coz, today's mother's day!
may all mothers be happy and healthy always!
and of coz to my dearest mummy back at home,
haha, may she stay as happy and pretty and young!
=D

going out soon liao.
tataz.
and work is on tml.
(cheers)

Queen Tona @ 10:24 AM 0 comments

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Friday, May 12, 2006

ok ppl. let me post abt PA in proper.
haha coz the past few days i have been too lazy to type out the details.

so firstly, the company i am in has 3 departments.
external audit, internal audit and tax.
so as u all noe, 1st day i come they already sae i am in tax.
but well, as i soon came to realise, its realli very much a blessing in disguise.

my department got me and this other guy who was in my biz comm class.
so tats good. and i have one whole table to myself. so tats good too!
one gal was posted to internal audit while the rest ended up in external audit.

so actually first day, we were taught a bit of what does FORM C look like
and what we are supposed to be doing.
so my job scope up till now,
is to look thru tax computations and balance sheets,
check the figures, fill up form C, prepare letters to clients.
tats abt it.
so basically is whole dae look at numbers and write numbers and type numbers.
apparently i tink nex week i have to come up with the tax computations myself.
WHICH IS OMG!!!! COZ I HATE TAX!!!
AND FOR ALL MY TAX COMPUTATION BACK IN SCH,
I NEVER GOT ANY CORRECT BEFORE.
i can foresee more headaches to come.

so actually is quite settled down into the company after the 1st week.
my department ppl are nice ppl. coz they are mostly mothers and fathers.
hahaz.
so they are nice. and other den the times when i have nothing to do and yet hafta act busy,
the rest of the time at least pass quite quickly when there is work to do.
and one good thing abt tax department is, they like to eat!
haha and they always knock off on time.

in case u all are wondering, those who ended up in external audit hafta work OT
almost everyday. so tats quite bad. haha.
and from wat i know, they just hafta keep checking figures after figures
from files that are 30cm thick. OMG.

so am quite glad tat i am in tax. hahaz coz OT got no $$ ok.
and hopefully by the end of ten weeks i will not hate tax so much.

now to sidetrack a bit.
my office got one guy called tony!
haha tats wat i realise after stoning for one whole morning yesterday.
coz i overheard the conversation btw him and some others in the audit department.
hahaz. now now now, see how fated i am with tony la.
=D

so well, one more thing.
haha i finally found out tat at the auspicious time of 7.55am
there will be an empty train at yishun mrt.
haha. so i can sit all the way to raffles place!!!!
coz stand too long on the heels is tiring ok!
oh and one bad thing abt working in raffles place.
morning chaos.
lunchtime chaos.
evening chaos.
i din noe the entire singapore works in raffles place.
OMG.

ok, tink my post is long enuff.
will update more on work during weekends in future la.

Queen Tona @ 11:20 AM 2 comments

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Wednesday, May 10, 2006

thank god for public holiday on fri.
i cant wait for the week to end.
i hate PA.

i hate it when i hafta see all the tax computations and financial statements
den i hate it when i have nth to do and hafta act busy.
sianz.

everyday wake up.
squeeze in the train
sit in office
go lunch
sit in office
all the while lookin forward to 6pm
hahaz

=X

i tink i will blog quite little coz after work v sianz
and no time too.
not even enuff time to sleep

Queen Tona @ 11:08 PM 1 comments

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Monday, May 08, 2006

my greatest fear come true.
just when i declared i have nothing to do with tax anymore,
this morning i step into the office,
they greeted me with: "you are under the tax department"

the moment i sat down and started work
i got a huge headache.
seriously.
i hate tax.
and i duno and dun remember much abt tax.
BOO HOO HOO.
this is saddening.

and one day of work was enuff to bore me.
=\

Queen Tona @ 11:29 PM 0 comments

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Saturday, May 06, 2006

i haven been bloggin!!!!
bz bz bz!!!!
and lazy lazy lazy!!!!

lemme see where did all my precious time went.

mon: baby visiting
tues: shopping. bought a skirt from g2k. and pluck eyebrows. and eat good food.
wed: buffet. shopping. esplanade
thurs: rush vcds.
fri : shopping. buy a lot of stuff. spy my work place. spent a lot of $$. =

aniwaz, i cant believe on mon i am going to work in the HEART of spore as xr says
today i wenta check out the place.
1st, the security guard give lousy attitude and black face
2rd, i cant see the office coz there was only a reception table tat can be seen
3rd, the receptionist looks like she is going to eat me up if i go near her.
i have sucha GOOD feeling abt my work place.
save me.
i cannot imagine come monday wat is going to happen.
i will be eaten alive there!!!!
AHHHHHHHHH
i am damn stressed over the dumbo PA.
i know nth abt acc lor. WAAaaaaaaaaAAAAaaaaaaaaaah
pray pray pray.

am quite very extremely broke recently.
which means, less going out, more staying at home.
no $$$$$$$$$$$$ la.
y the govt never give me a single cent!!!
tis is seriously unfair
damn SAD.

oh, one more thing,
going to change my blog add after my bday liaoz.
haha. shall consider it the move to adulthood!!!!
=D

so stay tuned den.
as for now,
i am going to rest.
tired.

dun dwell on things that haf happened
dun worry abt things tat may happen
just concentrate on making things happen

Queen Tona @ 12:02 AM 0 comments

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Monday, May 01, 2006

ok. my deadline is up.
i am supposed to post my wishlist.
actually i did try to tink of wat i want.
but like i mentioned earlier,
sometimes not everything u want, u can get.
=

nonetheless, here are some things tat i wun mind having

1) black leather wallet
2) normal looking watch
3) bags. for sch or for going out.
4) shirts. nice t shirts for sch wear hahaz.
5) hamstER! ok tis is quite lame but maybe i will get myself a hamster la. =)
6) concert tickets to the "future 5566 concert"
7) shopping vochers!

ok la. tats abt all that i can tink of.
as for wat i wan do..... hmmm
1) eat buffet
2) sing ktv
3) watch fireworks/ musical fountain
4) go ice skating
5) even better go overseas!!! not possible coz of PA. boo.

actually watever it is.
doesnt matter wat happens during my big day la.
as long as i am happy and everyone else enjoys themselves,
tats most impt.
although meanie is going to wear his aloha shirt! =D
tats the highlight.

okok. those things aside,
todae's baby visiting was fabulous.
the babies are damn kawaii!!!
i seriously tink anione can juz look at a baby for 24hrs and not feel tired.
ok, shant bore everyone wif the baby details.
haha. sound like its my baby lidat.

hai. today i got to know abt the truth behind smth.
i juz feel so sad.....
becoz i noe how it feels, although maybe i dun get to understand the whole impact,
i know both parties were at fault, and in fact, many will say she deserve it all.
but i really hope tat they can get back together again.....
but somehow, somethings,
are never reversible.
if only, if only the word divorce wasnt mentioned right from the very 1st day....

if only we were all not so foolish.

today she returned,
but he never once looked back.
she was left with nothing.
nothing but regrets

Queen Tona @ 11:04 PM 0 comments

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yeah! todae i am going to see babies again!
as a continution from sat, haha coz i only saw for a while.
coz, my uncle's wife and my cousin both gave birth at ard the same time.
so now tat my uncle's back from shanghai for the week,
two babies are now at my uncle's house.
they are so so so kawaii!!!

round and chubby.
hahaz.
and they even make them hold hands and take foto.
AWWwwwwwww. so cute.
i cant wait to go now now now!!!

=D

Queen Tona @ 9:51 AM 0 comments

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todae was sucha stupid dae.
saw my one and only enemy.
BOO.
wat a mood spoiler.

and tml i am supposed to post up my wishlist.
omg. so stressed.
coz i seriously dun realli noe wat i want to wish for.
and some things, not as if u wish for,
u can get it.
becoz, there are always things that money cant buy rite?

starting attachment in one week's time.
i duno wat to expect,
in the real working world, i can forsee more headaches to come.
becoz tats when ppl start to realli act for their own self interest.
wat we encounter in sch is seriously nth compared to that.

when we were kids,
things were so much simpler.
we were so much happier.
y isit tat wif age we lose more den we gain?

me and you.
with every passing dae,
everything i neva wanted us to be.

Queen Tona @ 12:14 AM 0 comments

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