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Name: Jiahui
Age: 22
School: auditor in training ~~ntu acc~~ ~~njc~~ ~~st nicks~~ ~~peiying pri~~
Often known as: Queen

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Credits

Wednesday, July 30, 2003

*sigh* i noe i should be studying..... but well..... heex.
aniwaz took another test!!!! tink this is quite true.

why are u still single?
you're single because you don't want to get hurt

Ever heard the expression, "Once bitten, twice shy?" You can probably relate to this, can't you? Your last relationship may have left you a little raw in emotions, and the memories are likely still fresh in your mind. Fresher than you can sometimes believe. With a hurt like that, you're probably not so eager to enter the drama again — and we can't say that we blame you. You may be so afraid of getting hurt that you take things to heart big-time when you're involved with someone — after all, you've been hurt before, why can't it happen again? You also may be guilty of comparing potential mates to your ex who may still constantly loom large in your mind.

Queen Tona @ 10:11 PM 0 comments

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yum yum. juz finish my dinner!
whahah cook my fav spicy mushroom noodles 4 myself!
hehez not fantastic dish la, but well wheneva i feel stressed, sian, unhappy etc, i juz love to cook. although i cant cook v well..... but i feel happy eatin wat i cooked~
esp spicy stuff. eatin spicy stuff juz makes me go WOW~
hehe. i juz love that spicy feeling in my mouth.
tink i juz cant do without chilli lor, everything will juz seem so tasteless! haha so now that i finish my very own dinner~, i juz feel so happy! [k la i noe i am weird.]

aniwaz, came home quite early after all. they can actually make up their minds v fast abt where to go to celebrate~ tink we will go during the national day season... quite lookin 4ward to that! started mugging for the econs mock exam though not to much success.... only complete income and employment....
duno if i sld juz pick like 1/2 topics in year one to study... but well heck la, its only a stupid MOCK exam.

whahha, tml is zong rong's birthday~ hope he can get his birthday wish la. actually wanted to get him something... but well duno le, whahah see my mood =P [dun scold me la, u got priscilla and her give u can le! =) ]

Queen Tona @ 7:52 PM 0 comments

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lalala. i am in school AGAIN.... hai thought i could finally go home early on a wednesday but well... seems as if i still have to stay back for cca for a while... coz they are discussin where to go for our celebration dinnER~ kewl! whahah aniwaz, today had the announcement for gold award... whahha quite happy coz its the first time that i get to stand at the podium there! hehez. and weber and han wei were also there coz of rugby so welll quite qiao that the 3 of us were all absent from the assembly area! hehez. aniwaz. we are havin a haf day tml!!!!! yea!!! happy!!! *grins* aniwaz, dun talk le la. laterz~

Queen Tona @ 1:57 PM 0 comments

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Tuesday, July 29, 2003

took a test.......

ARE YOU AN OPEN BOOK?

Stop the presses -- you're a Hardcover!

Your score shows how much you value your privacy. Your emotions aren't out there in broad circulation -- you prefer to keep them hidden on the shelf. Clearly, there are many "chapters" of your life kept off-limits, even from close friends. This strategy can keep you from getting hurt by others, but there's a downside, too. With less intimacy, you might feel that your personal relationships are not very satisfying. It can be difficult for some people to open up to others, but perhaps you should choose a couple of chapters that aren't too personal and try sharing them with a close friend. Dust off that old volume and open it up -- you may find that your friend responds in a very positive way.

seems quite true i guess.... heck abt it la. today is a totally bad day and i refuse to comment. nvm, tml will be another brand new and happy day~

Queen Tona @ 10:20 PM 0 comments

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Queen Tona @ 4:10 PM 0 comments

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Monday, July 28, 2003

words cant really describe wat i am feeling rite now all rite~
i simply cant stop grinning!!!!! hehehz, we got a gold for syf!! AHHH!!!! excited!!! seriously have been tinkin that most prob today results will be out but right till GP at 2.30, there is still no news... so i thought all rite... maybe another day. den 3.30 had a 5mins break, went down to the toilet. came out and saw miss sim, smiled at her and surprising she juz wave and ask me to go over frantically! thought she juz excited or something but den as i went nearer, i heard her say "we got gold!!!!" seriously at that split second, i really had that.. OMG am i dreaming thingy going thru my head. i cant realli register wat had happened or wat she had said, before i can react, she was huggin me rite in front of the TA block le. and the 2 of us were like crazy ppl, jumping up and down. whahha seriously, at that pt of time, i juz feel as if i have flown to the sky and back.

whahha dun worry, i din cry, but rite now, when the thing realli starts to set in, whhaha i have the urge to le... whaha so many months of hard work, its great to know that our hard work has paid off well... i mean seriously when i do leave njc, its not the amt of muggin i have been forced to do that will stay as memories to me, its these hard work and effort that everione has put in and in turn acheive great results that will be kept in my mind 4eva~ whahha i juz feel elated! jubilant! happy! whahah, cant remember when was the last time that i was this happy... hmmm when? not even when i got my O level results lor. whahha, juz feel like huggin everione i see, juz cant help grinning from ear to ear.

hehez, k shall not try to bore u all with this kinda stupid details. tink i will juz end up typing haha in every two lines. whaha once again, WOO HOO!!!! i cant wait to announce this happy news to the entire world. and congraz ppl, we have done well!!!! *hugs*

Queen Tona @ 10:00 PM 0 comments

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Sunday, July 27, 2003

hmmm today is another interesting day!!!!
wenta do cip with han wei at the MINDS. guess wat, we were supposed to sort out the money that they collected from the flag day la. and WOW, seriously, i have neva seen so many coins and so much money b4!! feeel so happy, wah if only all the money was mine man!!!! =) aniwaz, thot it was quite fun did for 5 hrs..... the only sad thing abt it was that i had to lose my beauty sleeP!!!! =|
anwiaz, ended at two plus. we two drop by the fo tang coz i wanted to see xiao yan jie!!!!! =) after that went 4 lunch at orchard and wenta shop shop a bit la. town was quite empty though, i mean for a sunday... wonder where are all the ppl! all studyin?!?!?! not that keen abt shopping nowadays, feel so sianz abt orchard. seriously, i tink i can memorise all the contents of the different shops le!!!! lidat aso good la, maybe that will stop me from going town so often~ hehe~
came home and did a bit of work.... realise i have a lot to do 4 chem.... i owe miss aw a lota work from last week lo...... i haven hand in the practical assignments, even that stupid equilibria revision thingy i aso haven hand in..... OH NO. i tink she will sure not like me~~~ neva hand in work, sleep in her class...... [whahah but i dun care, i dun like her too! =P]
anwiaz, tml marks the start of a new week. new coz, from this week, me will have no cca le... me will be able to go home earlier le.... maybe 4 the first few times will feel happy, but well.... no cca den muz do exercise myself if not later i grow so fat that i cant get outa the doorr!!!! OMG!!!!! whahah, k la, hopefully me will stop slackin so much, and aim to hand in work on time and mug a bit more den usual!!! hehez, shall try to live life like a mugger for once and see how it goes..... [seriously,i tink i cant even last 4 a day..... =X ]
oh aniwaz, wenta collect fotos.... and #$@%$@(%@)%(@ bloody hell that person cheated me of 4 buckS!!! coz i only got 25 pics rite? den she wrote 35 lor!!!! BLOODY HELL i came home den realise.... boo hooo hooooo. y am i so blur..... din tell my mum coz i tink she will sure sae i so pathetic one..... HAI. but well come to think of it.... i am. heex. k i tink i am pampered.

Queen Tona @ 10:05 PM 0 comments

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Saturday, July 26, 2003

hmmmmm today is sorta the first saturday that i get to stay at home..... *sigh* quite miss going to school 4 cca though. aniwaz spend most of the day clearin up my stuff coz seriously, my room is in a BIG mess. pack up my ws, throw away some rubbish, get rid of some useless stuff..... but well, there are some things that may seem useless but i neva can bear to throw them away.... no matter how many times my mum nags abt those stuff, i neva do intend to throw them away at all.

i have two boxes under my table. a happy box and a sad box. [ok seem quite stupid.. but well] sumhow the happy box is gettin more and more empty and the sad box is really gonna run outa space soon. wat does this shows? is my life becomin more and more sad? *shrugs* my happy box contains nice stuff from all my frenz! encouragin stuff, sweet stuff, letters, cards, etc. and everytime i open it to read etc, my heart juz feel so warm! =) my sad box contains..... sad stuff of coz. i seldom open this box, because everytime i do, i end up addin more stuff inside it. it neva fails to make me tear. sumtimes i realli have the urge to throw that sad box away, but no.. no matter how determined i am, deep inside me, i am hoping, that i can transfer the contents in the sad box back into the happy box, where it once had been.....

Queen Tona @ 10:29 PM 0 comments

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Friday, July 25, 2003

sometimes i wish life is simple.
sometimes i wish time can stop.
sometimes i wish i have enuff strength to carry on
sometimes i wish my tears will drown me
sometimes i wish u were here beside me
sometimes i wish i hadn;t been so stupid
sometimes i wish i will move on
sometimes i wish i can wake up one day and realise that all that had happened was nothing but a real bad nightmare...
sometimes.... sometimes, such wishes neva do come true.

Queen Tona @ 10:38 PM 0 comments

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shall blog an entry now to show that i am not as weak as i used to be! i din go for co concert! great man, i seriously think i deserve a pat on my back! *pat pat*

Queen Tona @ 9:37 PM 0 comments

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Thursday, July 24, 2003

hmmm had quite a good day rest today i guess... did a bit of work that needs to be done by tml.... spend most of the day tidyin up my totally MESSED up room and checkin my fone everi 10mins... coz results is supposed to be out today... duno... juz feel so nervous la, whahah tink i am more nervous den getttin my academic results man! but well, till now still haven got any news of it yet... *cross fingers*

tml is co concert.... not going after all. y should i even bother to waste my money rite? i noe v well that i seriously dun appreciate such music, i noe v well that in actual fact, i rather detest it. so y even bother going? i prob haven even gone to any sch;s production other den the co concert last year, irony, yes. seriously, i would have gone if zong rong and guangyi hasn;t decide not too. yes, i can so easily change my mind all rite? fickle. and i am bloody sure if someone is to come up to me and ask me personally, i would have gladly gone, i wun mind wasting my time and money at all. BAH. but thats in the past. this morning, someone msg me and ask me to go, seriously, i dun feel the need to and not even the urge to. instead, that msg makes my blood boils. i needed two words yest and it wasnt there. today that msg prob contains 30plus words, but seriously, i din feel a thing, i din even feel happy. is that all that is left? when ppl need a favour from u, they sudddenly juz turn up at ur door-step lookin as if u have been the best-of-frenz 4 the past years? maybe i was over-reacting, but seriously all that i felt was anger.

aniwaz, zong rong havin syf finals today~ wish him good luck, hope he is feelin betta at least for that few hours. and hope they put up a great performance! jia you! *sigh* its back to school tml... wonder if results will be out anitime soon.... hai till den, *prays hard*

Queen Tona @ 9:13 PM 0 comments

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whahaha din go sch today!!!! whahha time 4 ME to slack at home man!!!! whahahha yea~ laterz peeps

Queen Tona @ 11:23 AM 0 comments

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Wednesday, July 23, 2003

today has been a complicated and long day........

[morning]: went assembly with a happy mood.... but the announcement of the gold award that malay and indian dance got din help to maintain that happy mood.... i juz started to feel so stressed up all over again.. receive quite a few good luck msgs etc.... but there isnt any that i want. there isnt any msg that i have been waiting for. i juz sat there during warm up, thinkin.... how long more do i want to go on hoping? how much hope do i even need to have? i mean pls, i wld rather hope the pigs can fly den receivin that msg all rite? i tink i have got enuff of this nonsense, i have got enuff of havin to think and care so much. i will try to be ignorant, to be cold, to not care abt anithing that is useless. i shall mug, realli, i shall try to live a life-style that suits me most at this time. i shall not be bothered abt gettin any life anymore. i shall shut my emotions up, i shall not feel anithing for anyone.. u want me to turn into a heartless and un-feeling creature. seriously, i easily can. and i will choose to be one. one that is wary of ppl, one that will not let the heart rule the mind. din conc on tinkin thru the dance, all that went thru my mind was craps all rite?

[afternoon]: too hectic... spend 2 plus hours "dolling" up ourselves b4 leavin for acs.. we were early, went to this studio to wait.. saw many other schs. somehow, i juz feel smaller and smaller, i juz feel more and more nervous.... when it was finally our turn.... seriously, i duno how should i even comment on our performance today. all i can sae is that it was rather bad... i can feel it. when i left the stage and went out, i had the urge to cry. its a totally different feeling from college day.... i remembered gettting off-stage feeling happy and glad that we have done well.... but now? i feel as if we have juz wasted our precious efforts. i duno y... i tink i have tried my best to smile. seriously, considerin my mood today, i can easily burst into tears for u. but no, 4 that 7mins, i smile. the rather fake smile that u can get. but who cares... i duno. seriously, i came out and juz feel that we have juz move a mile away from that gold.... results may be out tml. i duno. i dun wanna noe.

[evening]: went out for dinner at PRince. everione was rather relax.... isit that we are confident? no. everione was juz tryint to be more optimistic... seriously, i duno. i cant stand that thot of juz us not gettin that bloody gold. but wat can we do all rite? its over. our v one and only chance....

tink i cant even get a good nite;s sleep tonite... i am dreadin results tml.... y? y isit that we neva get to have a second chance? y? y isit that in life, i neva get to have a second chance too.

Queen Tona @ 9:18 PM 0 comments

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Tuesday, July 22, 2003

hmmm was supposed to blog yesterday but was too tired... aniwaz yesterday was the official last dance practice that we are going to have... *sigh* seriously tink i am going to miss my cca days.... its sure gonna be weird going home at 3 on fri.... aniwaz, bing hao ended that practice by saein sumthing quite meaninful. "if u dun wana move, no one can push u." i guess, its all in the mind lor. we are only the ones who can decide for ourselves wat we want to do... be it in dance, or in real life. everione may be against ur idea, but if u refuse to change ur mindset, no one can force u to... frens can be around to guide u, to advise u, but in the end its all up to us, ourselves.... hahah, sounds applicable to me i guess. *shrugs*

aniwaz, today was boring.... slack in sch till 5 for organic chem lecture... whahah ended up in the lib! =) proud of myself, me actually tried to do sum of the organic questions! *grinz* whahha me, guangyi and yan zhi were doing that ws before the lecture la. din noe that i can actually be quite smart too. *beams* [give me a chance la, i seldom can be smart k? ] stupid zong rong went home... hai actually if i am smarter, i wld have gone home too.... *sigh* cant blame anione..

aniwaz, getting quite anxious of the big day... after so many countless mths of hard work, it all boils down to tml. it doesnt matter how well we have/have not done during the previous practices, becoz all that matters is the performance tml. we cannot have room 4 mistakes, we cannot have room for errors... becoz we only have the bloody one chance. gettin rather stressed up... nono is EXTREMELY stressed up. its v weird, on one hand i am yearnin 4 it to be over, on the other, i hope that day neva comes, becoz when syf is over, its time to mug... [thats sumthing i am seriously NOT good at...]

hai... shall try to enjoy myself tml la, since its supposed to be a joyous dance.... hope that nothing affects my mood tml... seriously... deep in my heart, i am hoping for something to happen tml.... but seriously, i noe, the chances are slim... but i cant help but hope.... hope for juz a simple 2 words....
its great to have hopes, but the higher the hopes, the bigger the dissapointment. i cant let that happen. i cant let that affect my mood.

aniwaz, jia you peeps! we have come so far, tml is the final showdown man! let's show the judges wat we have got! let's bring back that gold that we deserve! =) bez of luck. *hugs*

Queen Tona @ 9:07 PM 0 comments

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Sunday, July 20, 2003

hmmm... tml marks the start of a new week... quite lookin 4ward to it though.. coz syf is finally here!!! =) talkin abt that... today only did hw in the 1st half of the day.. spend 3hrs on the bloody head-dress!!!! ok lar, i suck at those kinda stringing beads... makin necklaces that kinda thing k.. and i actually did the thing on the wrong side and had to redo again..... HAI. no wonder my mum sae no one will want me, anithing aso duno one. not like a gal at all.... boo hoo hoo!!! whahha but well, thats the wae i am~ =)

hai. shall go pack up and ZZZZZzzzzzzz le. muz try to look refreshed on wed so cannot sleep late late these few days! hehez. k lar. have a great week ahead peeps. oh and i realise wed is stefanie sun's birthday too. kewl!!

Queen Tona @ 10:34 PM 0 comments

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whaha got this from yeemian's blog..
feeling quite bored aso so do 4 fun~

if you were _______, what would you be?
[a flower] sunflower
[a fruit] watermelon
[a vegetable] celery~ [yum]
[a spice] pepper? [whahha i aso duno much abt spices...]
[a color] wat else? PINK!!

[are you left handed or right handed?] right
[are you smart?] of coz i am! *winks*
[how many personalities do you have?] two
[how many piercings do you have?] ear-holes? [feel like piercin more... shall see my mood...]
[tattoos?] nah. i tink v ugly
[what was your first word?] duno? i mean i duno not that the word is duno... ok wateva whhaha
[are you superstitious?] depends
[do you read your horoscope?] yep. 4 fun la, they werent true usually
[do you believe in that stuff?] what stuff?
[can you do a cartwheel?] incomplete but still can la whahha but not that kinda perfect ones
[do you have bangs?] what bangs?
[do you have contact lenses?] yep
[can you drive?] no... i dun need to. whahha
[what do you drive?] drive my frenz crazy
[do you drool in your sleep?] depends? =X
[do you lick your envelopes or use a sponge?] i use stickerS~
[do you keep a journal?] yep.
[what languages do you know?] english, chinese...
[whats the best awards show?] i dun care whahha
[do you like onions?] ok la, neutral
[do you like cotton candy?] used to
[what words do you overuse?] DOINK
[what do you sleep in?] nothing. whahhaha kiddin la. pyjamas~
[whats your bedtime?] 11 plus? or well but it depends on my mood, my hw, my day.
[how many pillows do you have?] 2
[do you like to dance?] whahha how sld i ans this man
[do you like to sing?] neutral
[are you any good at it?] *shrugs*
[how many cds do you have?] less den a 1000
[talk on the phone?] depends
[how many times have you moved houses?] twice
[what do you think of chain letters?] uselesss
[do you like where you live?] yep
[is your room messy?] EXTRemELy
[how many people go to your school?] i tink the question sld be... how many rocks come to my sch......
[do you like your writing?] ok lor. neutral
[do you like to finger-paint?] as in? whahha
[what do you smell like?] sweet flowers~ lala~ whahha
[are you organized?] nope
[what do you put on hotdogs and hamburgers?] chilli!!!!
[do you sleep with a stuffed animal?] nope. i am allergic to fur actually
[do you sleep with socks on?] no la.
[are you ticklish?] yes. =X
[are you shy?] whahah if i sae yes a lot of ppl will protest. but well i shall sae depends on the situation! =)
[do you talk to yourself?] yes. a lot.
[is your house 1, 2, or 3 stories?] 8! kewl yea~
[do you have a basement or an attic?] yea 7 stories deep summore. =X
[what flavour fluoride do you get at the dentist?] yucks.
[did you go to preschool?] yep. 4 three days... [ shall not repeat the sad story here whhahhaha]
[are you a morning person?] no. absolutely NO.
[whats your favorite outfit?] shirt and shorts
[do you have a friend that you wish wasn't?] nupe.
[who has the sexiest voice in the world?] me!
[who has the most annoying voice in the world?] me!
[whats your evil test score?] 0! whahah i am an angel~
[do you believe in reincarnation?] yea
[do you believe in God] yea
[do you believe in aliens?] duno. maybe?
[do you believe in ghosts?] yeaps
[do you believe in bigfoot?] as in?
[do you believe in the loch ness monster] doesnt matter to me.
[whats your favorite feature (on yourself)?] feet
[what do you do when you're nervous?] play with my hands and hair
[who's your role model?] myself
[what celebrities do you act like?] y sld i act like them anyway
[do you like classical music?] on some days...
[how old do you wish you were?] back in sec 3....
[what will you name your daughter?] *skip*
[son?] still wearing glasses. *skip*
[have you ever gone skinny dipping?] no. whahah cannot la i shy. =X
[have you ever thought you were gonna die?] yea, die of depression.
[where do you wanna go?] go back in time......
[list all your classes] does it matter.
[whats the best advice you've ever been given?] i dun give good advices...
[whats your motto?] i have no motto.
[would you rather be tall or short?] normal? whahha not too tall and not too short.

ok its quite a stupid entry. heex

Queen Tona @ 10:08 PM 0 comments

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Saturday, July 19, 2003

was talkin to zr on the bus on my way to orchard.....
we weren;t even talkin much abt that idiot.... but y?
y did i even have the stupid urge to cry? in public? again?
hello... he is already not worth my tears k? but i duno,
isit that wae zr saes it? or isit me? juz feel like burstin out into tears.... why....

funtasia.... reminds me of ac funfair.... reminds me of stuff....
today i was walkin with hanwei they all, being lite bulbs.... seriously i feel bloody extra all rite? i feel so sianz diao. so lonely all rite? everione was havin fun, he was havin fun, but was i? its a scary feeling... the crowd was huge but all i felt was loneliness. i feel detached. seriously, i have gotten sick of being alone. i have gotten sick of freedom.

y isit that i alwaz do the wrong stuff? y isit that i always say the wrong things? y isit that i alwaz make the wrong choice? y isit that i neva had a second chance? y isit that i even bothered to give him countless chances? y isit that i juz feel so left out? y isit that i juz feel useless? y isit that i juz feel unwanted? y isit that i dun even dare to fight for what i want? y isit that everything is already too late? y isit that i can laugh when i am tearin inside? y isit that i can smile when i am hurting inside? y isit that i can act as if i cant be bothered when in actual fact, nothing could have bother me more?
y isit that when u love someone, all u can do is to watch him go......

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hmmmmmm havin mixed feelings abt today..
but well shall blog the happy entry 1st~

funtasia wasnt as bad as i thought it to be...
hehe, although at first i thot the crowd was rather small... but well after a while the whole place started to pack up la.
anwiaz me class had two stalls one craft stall and one game stall... in the morning helped out at the games stall... saw miss sim win her watch. whahah she a bit small kid lidat one, win still jump up and down. DOINK. after that... wenta be lite bulb... whahha coz chi cheng came with han wei's mum... feel quite stupid and bright.. but well han wei ask me to pei her.. so nvm la. realise miss aw's "secret" whahha not bad la quite cool~ her bf is quite cute though. and chi cheng was actually in the same cca as her. but well come to tink of it.... imagine if chi cheng was our chem teacher (since he same age as ms aw) ... den han wei with chi cheng... isn't it a bit weird? *shrugs* she like can liaoz lor, aniwaz love is blind.

saw the dunking pool, martin chew was there, quite sporting of him i guess.... hwhaha heard sharon phua got dunk for 500 bucks. WOO HOO. too bad i wasnt there to witness the scene of the year. i wun mind dunking mrs cheng though =X aniwaz in the afternoon, help out at the craft stall... business was v v good... saw quite a few of my frenz but aso din talk much... hmmm when the funfair finally ended.... suddenly feel so tired and drained.... and i din even eat lunch! wow~ uncommon of me whahhaha.... aniwaz after that went dinner with a few of my class mates... [me only gal!!!! ok maybe to guangyi, me not considered gal whahah =P] went cine, hmv and taka~ but only a while la, damn tired..... YAWNZ

oh and one good result!!! weber is the best player for touch rugby!! AH!!!!! my idol!!!! i am so proud of her!!! bring glory to our cosine gals!!! AHH!!!!! *hugs*

aniwaz, laterz 4 the not so happy entry~

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Friday, July 18, 2003

*sigh* i guess i haven slack so much in a week before... but seriously i cant even get down to serious work... juz too tired and my mind is simply not there... aniwaz, indian and malay dance got gold 4 SYF.... duno y, juz feeel more and more stresssed up. had a nitemare last nite.... din sleep well... cant stand this kinda life....

wed had better come faster....

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Wednesday, July 16, 2003

*hai* as usual... juz finally finish bathin and can "rest"
have a damn BAD headache today and its real BAD. feeling damn stressed up this week, for ur info i haven;t even have the energy to do a single tutorial...... when jingling cried during dance juz now, had the urge to cry too... hai juz feelin damn sTREss.... can juz feel my head splitting up... *sigh* but well, juz feel like blogging a long entry today... wonder y? maybe its coz of this wonderful rainy weather....

seems as if i am going 4 the co concert, and dun worry, i will not let history repeats itself... i will not shed a single tear for someone who doesn't even noe i exist on the surface of this earth. sumtimes, i can really be proud to announce that i have indeed grown stronger, i have indeed prove that i can easily live on well enough without him. yes, on the surface, things seem all wonderful. i seem happy, relax, cant-be-bothered esp with his presence..

but sumtimes i ask myself, have i really got over it totally? can i truly sae that i dun feel a thing at all? sumtimes i wish that i will wake up one day and find that i have forgotten sum stuff, that i have maybe went a few yrs back. but is that realistic? whahha come to tink of it, how sure am i that he is the one? how sure am i that i have really lost the one i truly love? if i am not even sure, y does it still leaves a lingering pain in me?
y do i even bother to waste my bloody time? i cld have gotten sumone else, but how fair am i being? how fair will that be to him, and to me?

time can ease the pain... but how long will that takes? or perhaps how long more am i willing to let that pain stay? *shrugs* i tink i am uttering rubbish... its always during this kinda time and weather that i get all sentimental and crappy, that the slightest thing will make me tear. it will be the time when i lock myself up in my room and pretend to sleep... because in the dark, no one can see my tears...

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Tuesday, July 15, 2003

this is it. i tink i have reached by saturation pt... i have neva been so sianz diaoz and tired abt cca.... i am juz damn freaking tired!!! cant seem to do much work at all.... and i haven even start anithing yet.... juz reach home at 9 plus.. feel totally lethargic abt things around me... bro tried to talk to me, i simply too tired to crap along... parents not back yet... me juz SIANZ la... at least the bath helps make me feel a bit more refresh... aniwaz, shall try to jia you more... tink on the long run, i have like only 4 pracs left? *sigh* and today is the last day that mr tay is coming to really coach us... feel quite sad... prob thats y we only ended at 7.50? whahah all dun wanan leave.

aniwaz, 38 club was talkin abt the CO concert.. whahha actually thought i wun be going 4 it this yr since zeyan is not that keen abt it already, but well when they sorta mention it, i juz wanted to go again.... wat is the reason 4 that? i noe too well myself,... but apparantly i remember tellin myself i should not go 4 it becoz of THAT, den y? y am i so pathetic.... #R@%@^@.duno la, shall see how things go...

sianz, can feel my eyes closin real soon.... y am i 4eva so tired? y cant i sleep lesseR? y am i such a pig!!! =| oh well, but i love being a pig, juz eat and sleep and no work!!! =)

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Monday, July 14, 2003

hmmmmm juz got home from cca... YAWNZ.
got a big blue black on my knee, it HURTS!!! i cant even bend it properly!!! hai come to tink of it, feel quite sad abt syf coming and cca endin... yes, there are times when i feel so tired and sian diaoz that i dread it totally, but the thot of having only 5 more practices left makes me feel quite sad... quite she bu de....=(

aniwaz got back CT results, not that fantastic, not that good but well i am juz thankful la that i can scrap thru yet again without too disatrous a result. got two Ds two 07s... feel quite sianz diaoz abt both chem and econs, i noe if i din slack that much during the hols and put in a bit more effort, i can easily pass... *sianz* but well the physics results is enuff to make me fly over the moon~ yea~ i pass!!! i told myself that i can slack 4 all the subjs except physics becoz i wanna pass it and get outa the bloody remedial!!! yea and i pass, feel quite proud of myself! =) and mr yong even said that i improve, and sae v good!!! yeah!!! i noe la D is not a fabulous grade but well i pass!!! woo HOO! lalalla time to rejoice and celebrate manz~ ... 4 the rest of the subjs... whahah i cant be bothered. =P

tml dismiss 1.20... cca at 4. tink have to spend time rottin again. *sigh* tml's full dress... hope i din grow too fat during the hols, hope that i can fit into the costume!~ yea, in the meantime, i shall continue celebrating my "victory" in physics! =P

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Sunday, July 13, 2003

i was clearin my desk today and i came across a light stick. no, not one that haven been used, its one that has already been used. yes, u may tink, use already y still keep? i look at it, and i cant help but tear.... memories flood back...

eternity, thats wats he wrote on it. "if love is time, i wld give u eternity". i have been keepin this lite stick with me 4 so long... i neva wanted to break it. theres a story, a story behind it....
when un-broken, there are 2 liquids in it. two immiscible liquids... when broken they'll mix and cause a chem reaction
a beautiful one...then will be permanantly mixed together, cannot be separated... y? y isit that this neva happen? i broke it, i saw the beauty, but i saw that alone in the dark, where the only thing that surrounded me was loneliness.

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Saturday, July 12, 2003

ok i am in a damn pissed off mood today. dun even try to ask me WHY.
idiot bro had to purposely wait till nine plus to use the com, i mean bloody hell la, he knew that i wld be using com usually at this time lor. and he had like the whole day to himself with the com, and y the hell did he not use it at that time? DAMN attitude lor he, and here he is claimin wat he got to print an impt proj, i mean HELLO if it was that impt, he wld have done it in the afternooon! and stupid mum actually sae that i shld let him use the com coz its sch work. i mean, PLEASE la, can use ur brains a bit not? #!$!($!($!)$!@!#@!$@% pissed. bloody pissed. extremely pissed. i feel as if i am going to BLOW UP. stupid bro, sumtimes i juz feel like ARGH.

ok, tink my mood is juz going to get worse and worse these 2 weeks. i cant imagine funtasia on sat, i tink i will eat up whoeva who comes by my stall. i cant imagine nex week, havin cca everiday..... ARGH.
i've got a damn stupid life. i feel as if i am juz tryin my bez to keep myself busy, so busy that i wun have ani time to even stop and day dream.... so busy that i feel numb, that i cant be bothered abt wats going on ard me...

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Friday, July 11, 2003

yawn yawn, me is in bytz yet again typing away.... feeling quite tired...
part of the class is discussing abt the stupid funtasia thingy... whahhaha and me simply refuse to contribuTE! =P
me aso not part of that commitee.... hehez =)
aniwaz, today's been a loong day. nearly fell asleep during maths... quite sianz diao abt it. whahahha summore me sitting in the front row summore.... =X

aniwaz i have exactly one hr to dance.... and seriously i tink i am going to be damn tired there again... its like i literally feel my energy drainin off from me... its only been one week and now me already feel as if its been like a mth? hAI. tink later got full dress summore... OH NO. tink i have grown fat durin the holidays!!! aniwaz. haha today got back section A of the stupid physics paper.i mean its like how tempting....... makes u start to wonder if u realli pass... well only got 34.5/60 for section A..... quite pathetic considering that i noe MCQ will be a complete disater... HAI. prays hard that i will pass coz i realli dun wanna get into the remedial.... =( . *cross fingers*

apparantly sumone is lookin at my screen... IDIOT shall stop here. laterZ~

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Thursday, July 10, 2003

sigh... its been yet another long day at sch.... glad that we ended at 4 plus... my early day! today wasnt a nice day at all..... NOT NICE!

sch started with the stupid principal naggin abt that bloody funtasia... talkin abt how 'FUN' it will be, how much we muz earn... appararently she tinks its realistic to set targets as high as profits of $5000... i mean HELLO, wake up la, u realli think thats gonna happen? in njc?... seriously, i tink funtasia is juz a bloody waste of time and resources!! and she went on the comment of the sales of coupons... saeing it was not satisfactory, saein we muz sell almost 100% of the coupons, i mean HUH? u go ard telling ppl there is funfair in nj, u tink they will even bother to waste their bloody ten dollars?
"funtasia is gonna help benefit everione in the sch, esp students....blah blah blah" i mean hello? i am graduatin soon, u realli tink this thing is gonna benefit me? i wld rather spend my time at home sleepin or even muggin den picture myself killing flies at the stall~ damn pissed of with this thing la, i see no pt in havin this stupid funtasia thing, its juz totally useless. at the end of the day, i juz tink we are bringing trouble to ourselves and frankly speakin, i dun care even if the sch is going broke, becoz i dun even feel anithing 4 this bloody sch la.!

lessons were boring. physics was killer, he was screamin 4 volunteers and everione was stonin there, tink any more longer, he wld have punish us with a million push-upS! thank god 4 vikram! seriously, i am beginning to totally DREAD physics... where is dear jenson? was suppose to do rock-climb 4 PE but gave it a pass, legs are aching and din wanna risk it. =) aniwaz weber had quite a fun there at the wall, whahha with mr menon "suanin" her. ooh, sumthing happy abt today! heheh that farni zongrong actually bought pocky 4 me! hehez, quite shocked la coz i was only kidding abt him owing me sumthing. he aso arh, aiyo, feel quite bad... but dun worry me haven eat yet! not so greedy, tml shall go share with weber they all~ =) [whahaha hope zr din meant to poison me =P ]

GP was BAD, compre only got 22/50..... #@!$@#$@ the passage was practically greek to me...oh yar, got back chem MCQ.... got a bloody 7/20. yes seven.. not lucky seven but stupid seven... and there are only two ppl who pass MCQ.... doink la, seriously i tink the sch sld start calculating the no of mistakes we make instead, think i can easily get a A/B... #!@$%$@%@. ARGH. in short, today was a BAD day..... tml will be 2hrs physics... bless me man! tink gettin back papers... i dun wanna fail!!!!! i wanna get E!!!

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Wednesday, July 09, 2003

this is v weird ya noe.... me blog in sch in the afternoon but duno wat happen, the entry din seem to come out... or at least not here in my com..... thanks to that bloody teacher lar who chase me outa bytz!@!$@%#^.

aniwaz its been a rather loong day.... ok v long. sch was boring as usual, with me sleepin in chem again.... zhi yue aso whahah, everitime we two sleep one! den han wei will be quite sianz diaoz. =P hai, but realli chem is boring.... TOTALLY. thot miss aw loooks a thousand yrs older with her frameless specs.... and that din help to keep me awake too....... *yawnz*

sch ended early at one plus, almost everione headed for the GATE.... poor me.... ended up at bytz with zong rong who had to do sum S paper stuff whahah.... quite farni coz he was havin a hard time using the com =P . [k shall not lauff animore.. whahahha =X ] that was b4 that Teacher chase us outa bytz.... headed 4 the lib to pay my fine 4 books.... i tink my memory is failing me... i thot i had returned the book long ago... den yest i came across it in my drawer... HORROR HORROR.... sianz diao. the librarian was like.. "aiyo y overdue" i mean i am like, huh u tink i want to give my bloody money willingly to the sch? ARGH!!!!!! $@$@#%@%) ok shall learn to stop cursing so much whahha.

after that wenta canteen for bubble TEA~~ whahha sumtimes i tink its a nice feeling to sit in the canteen and juz slack and talk and drink bubble tea...so carefree, WAH i love it!!! hai, but i wasn't that happy... maybe it was due to him at the next table? din want to stay when i saw him... but since i sorta drag zong rong there one, so cannot suddenly leave rite? so stay la! aiyarz but y sld i even bother abt him rite.... heck. aniwaz, talk and crap quite a bit with zongrong. whahah sumtimes i tink talkin to him is quite interestinG! can suan him a bit, and sumtimes he juz have sum da dao li which are quite true la. heex.

dance was bad. really and totally. the guys' new costume arrived. it aren't any better den the clown-like one b4... this one looks like sumthing like 4 funeral one... but well cant change animore the sch will MURDER us.. its like 80 plus per perosn lor..... gym was stuffy and hot but we need it to really do the entire dance... tink coz its after sch and we rested quite long... everione was so tired... even me myself.... realli no even have energy to complete the dance once... tink the stamina is realli dropping.... quite worried, everione seems lethargic abt the syf, everione seems sianz diaoz. i mean, i wun want our efforts to go to waste, i wun one us to get something that we will regret, i want to get that gold that i tink we all deserve. *sigh* jia you la, though me myself is aso realli v tired, esp days when its like after sch, u are already so tired and yet u need to pia even more.... sigh. aniwaz peeps, jia you~ hope we can acheive our goal!! =)

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hmmmm its a great wednesday afternoon and great... almost my entire class is back at home while i am still stuck here waiting for the stupid cca to start.... thank god for the computers, if not i would already have fallen asleep long ago... YAWNz. although there is only 3 tutorials... but i cant help but sleep during chem which is the last lesson.... whahha k, i dun feel guilty abt it at all... coz i cant help it!!!! me and zy were dozin off and the temperature-taking charm manage to wake us up! COOL... hai got back only maths results for CT... got a bloody D... so many careless mistakes... all press cal wrongly.... SAD... i cld have gotten a B lor... ARGH. pissed off with myself la. cant do simple addition! #$@%$^%#^#. what happen to my primary maths!!!!!! =(

aniwaz, yest was supposed to stay for chem revision lecture at 5pm but me and han wei decided to skip it and went out for lunch at jurong pt~. hehe, ok la, quite bad of me... but SHHHHHHHH dun tell anione!~~~ aniwaz, talk a bit and crap a bit and window shop a bit too.... seriously, i juz start to realise how little money i have left to spend man... shalll start to look around for ppl to sponsor me around soon~ hehe oh aniwaz, seem as if hsing chi is leavin singapore for studies real soon... whaha good for him la, can go further his studies and maybe learn to come into contact with more ppl and become more havoc~

ARGH!!#!#!#$!$! GREAT, there is this big monster chasin us out... laterz

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Tuesday, July 08, 2003

i looked down the LT and saw u sittin at ur usual seat,
we were juz a few rows away,
but i noe in real life, we are miles apart.
i stole another glance,
u weren't there anymore,
someone else had came and taken that seat,
and i wonder who that someone will be.........

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Monday, July 07, 2003

hmmmm today marks the end of my slacky life......
its back to mugging and the study life... something i simply DREAD. =)
hai... dreadin the return of sch tml... dreadin the return of papers.
dreadin the results of the CT... dreadin the hectic lifestyle... dreadin njc.. dreadin the ppl that i can see in njc..... the list juz goes on.....
hai. wonder how POORLy i will do for the CTs.... seriously i cant even think of any subj that i am confident abt..... *sigh* and miss sim was tellin us during dance that maths paper was done badly...... there goes my only hope lar.
hai. will see how things go tml.

aniwaz, was talkin to mum over dinner. realise that she nearly had a miscarriage when she was pregant with me. wow. imagine this, if she had arrive at the hospital like a few hrs later, i may not even be here happily typing away. hmm wonder what will the world be without me.... whhahaha k i am not that significant la i noe. =) but well, quite curious abt that entire thing la. imagine if i had not been born to this world... hmmmm will any thing have changeD? *shrugS* shall not ponder any further.. heex.

aniwaz saw a v nice template on my daling's blog... hmm one guy and a gal walkin in opposite directions~ thot it was quite cool and is rather thot-provoking. maybe shall go catch that movie too. sigh.... tml is the start of sch.... and we are nearing that bloody funtasia and syf~ seemed as if these few weeks will be damn damn bz for me...... hai. hope i can survive with less dark circles....

jia you~

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Sunday, July 06, 2003

oh great! i am at chapter 14 of harry potter.... hope to finish it real soon coz once the stupid sch starts, i tink i wun even have time to blog.... let alone READ.. =|
aniwaz feelin quite sianz diao abt incoming messages on hp..... feel like offin my hp... dun wanna reply to those msgs.... duno how sld i reply......ARGH. white lies.... i seem to be tellin loads of them these few days..... i am totally sianz diao abt that k... so 4 goodnez SAKE...... can u pls stop msgin me!!!! e@!E!$!!%#%$

aniwaz off to read my harry potter! cyaz tml~~~~~~ *muacks*

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hmmm surprised and happy so see that my red blog is back~
whahha and to tink it happened so fast~ thanks arh zp!
aniwaz guess y me wasn;t online last nite?!?!? whahha i fell asleep lor...... =|

k beta update my days..... fri wenta sch early in the morning.. wasted my time at cca whahah =X. quite sianz of the whole thing la... its been like sooo long..... 9mths.... after that... wenta get my shoes at the bloody constume shop at the golden landmark... @!$#!@%!% the shop move still neva sae hai me almost wanted to leave le den suddenly saw it at another shop at that level... *phew* aniwaz got the shoes, at least the shop looks neater now la, last time was so bloody messy. after that, wenta shopping at bugis village.. slack a bit. after that meet my mum 4 tea~. den bought my HarRY poTTER!!!!!! *muacks* =)

sat was even worse!~~ had to reach sch by 7.30..... i only slept less den 6hrs lor!!! wats more, woke up with my ankle hurting even more@#!#!$. had to wear slippers to sch.. aniwaz after that met xr for lunch and movie~ twin effect! whhaa din tink too highly of that show at first except 4 edison~ whaha but well overall, it was quite farni lor. oh yea, we were sorta late and had to squeeze past so many ppl to get to our seats which was in the RIGHT MIDDLE..... =| i hate to be late~. anniwaz edison was v shuai in the movie despite the fact that he is a vampire... hahah shuai is lidat one la.no matter wat u are aso shuai one! anwiaz the movie aso got quite sad part.... when ekin turn into a vampire and the gillian have to actually kill him....... *sob sob* imaging havin to kill the person u love..... BOO HOO HOO!!!!! but thot the endin was quite stewpig... aiyarz all endings are stupid one la. after that walk a bit b4 meetin my mum to continue shopping...... by then my ankle was hurtin even more.... really damn tired.... thank god they only walk a bit den makan and go home le.....

practically collaspe onto my sofa at home. damn tired... my legs din feel like my legs... wanted to take a nap but ended sleeping till ten plus.... decided not to come online lor... so went to ZZZZzzZZZZZZ again. whahha me woke up v early v harry potter today~ but only at chapt 10 only..... *sad* hope to finsh the story early...... but i still have holiday assignments and tutorials undone... hai tml muz pia again.... k laterZ~

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Thursday, July 03, 2003

WHAHAHHAA.... dun i sound happy today?
heex oh well, it is the end of the most dreaded CT so it calls for a HUGE celebration!@!@! wooHOoooo.
heez, i guess this kinda slacky life suits me more man~

aniwaz, chem paper was sucky aso... wats new.
MCQ was OMG... 1.5mins per question.. if i take 0.5mins to read and understand, i am left with 1 min to read thru the options and find the rite one... provided i noe.... and guess wat... it turn out to be a huge guessing game!!! =| sucks and in the end still not enuffff time, juz shade which alpha i like....
the other section wasnt any betta, food chem was all mixed up inside my head, i am even picture the info on proteins, carbo all MIXED up.... couldnt remember much abt the vitamins part but anihow use common sense [found that i was rite!!!!! =) *pat* ] heex inorganic was blur coz i dun reali noe much of the reactions, din bother to remember aso... organic was at least quite ok.... cld do some la, since i got memorise.. hope can pass.... *cross fingers* whahha and miss aw was looking so stress during the exams... i tink she muz be praying hard that we wun be the last few classes in the entire level again. =P

aniwaz, headed to town after that. its also like a routine thing that we head to town after the common tests.... quite bored of that place actually... had lunch at long john's at far east [yummY!] den zong rong, guanyi and vikram wenta watch i-max. dun wanna waste my money on those, so the gals went ahead with shopping~!~!~ yEE-HAa. walk a while in far east, decided we realli haD enuff of that place den wenta hereens~ not bad lar bought some stuff whahah i love shopping~ =)

sat on the mrt.. fell asleep... really so bloody tired... tink the stupid ct has drained all my energy although i din even get my best in mugging... =| betta start to build up my stamina.... aniwaz there was a mood spoiler today though... saw a GAY at the yishun mrt station. bloody irritated and pissed with his face. disgusted... feel like going up to him and asking him to please go for plastic surgery.... sickening "man" ARGH. made me so irritated up till now, duno y he juz seem to make my blood BOILS..... i mean i seldom detest ppl but realli i totally DETEST him. SUCKS.

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Wednesday, July 02, 2003

yawniEEEeeee. damn tired today.. thank god only got physics paper..
aniwaz i am proud to announce that in last then 24hrs time i will be free to play 4 all i want!! =) FREEDOM! i seriously think that i am not supposed to be wasting my life mugging 4 one stupid paper which is only 3 hrs? that bloody 3 hrs can juz determine ur future man~

aniwaz back to the SAD bits.... maths paper was quite tough i guess, couldn';t finish (wat;s new?) and i had to stare at a bloody one mark question so long b4 my mind stops mental-blocking.... pls lar integrate xe^xsquare i aso stare 4 so long..... ought to be shot.. tink my mind wasnt in the rite condition.... econs was BAD, ok bad is an understatement la. case study was killer i was practically crapping on and on and now i tink of my ans, i wanna laugh.. i tink phyllis will DIe laughing.... =| mcq isnt much better what with a highest class ave of only 15/25? omg..... thats like... hai XI GUAN le.......

aniwaz today;s physics... hai. ok i DETEST physics la k, and i suck at it. so maybe my view of the paper is wrong. maybe it wasn;t that hard. but to me, it was GREEK!!!! MCQ was atrocious!!! i was sittin there, duno how to choose, and picturing myself getting back a mcq with like wat 8/50? save me lAR.........
hai, aniwaz wats over is OVErrrrr, left with chem tml~! actualli i am quite in a party mood. thats y i am here~ whaha loads of my frens finish CT alreadi le..... and the stupid zeyan even msg me and thot i also finish le!! !#!@$!%! whahha k i noe he means no harm... but well cannot gek me mahz though i also gek him one la. =P

hai.... off to mug la... seriously i tink if the CT is any longer, my dark circles are going to stay 4eva..... NOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooo........
hope chem is betta tml, coz so far, i haven seen a paper that i feel is suitable for humans to do.

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