meetup wif twin and boots, where we reminisce abt our days in portek.....
and pour out our sorrows abt the present work.....
and try to think of what the future lies for us.....
i think its human nature to never be contended with watever we have.
like i remember saying "just let me get a job outa DT"
den now that i am finally out of the place,
i start to find fault in my present job as well....
and den, now all i am thinking of is, where to find the next better one.....
i tried to read back on my past entries and remind myself how awful those days were,
and tell myself i really sld be glad now that i am leading a normal life....
ha. little did i expect that reading back my past entries can haf sucha impact on me.
and i tink i must be the only insane person to cry while reading smth i wrote myself previously. =X
sigh... just a random emo day....
expectations.
for something. for someone. for anything.
i remember telling myself time and time again, not to haf any.
coz the feeling of coming face to face wif nothing really sucks.
am kinda confused.
abt life. at this stage. in all aspects.
isit just me, or sld things be going a bit more differently?
its like someone just went in and wreak havoc,
and left me in the state of mess, wif no intention of clearing it up for me.
watevers. zero expectations start tml.
寂寞寂寞就好吗？
Queen Tona @ 10:33 PM
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Tuesday, September 28, 2010
bad day at work.
doesnt help that my stupid neck gave me a major headache.....
hai....
random days like this,
i wish we were back in portek....
with my twin and boots and the rest of the ppl,
can go see cars when we are pissed,
can go down buy snacks when we are bored,
can go for toilet breaks together,
can talk and laugh at random jokes at different times of the day.....
can curse and swear at the same ppl who irritate us all....
the morning cab rides where i sleep like nobody's business and twin work on her lappie, the late cab rides home where half of the time we are all just in a daze....
sigh.....
shall just go sleep the blues away....
Queen Tona @ 11:00 PM
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Sunday, September 26, 2010
其实，女生是很简单的。。。。
多一点关心，多一点问候，多一点主动，
很多事情，真的很难说，
也许，一个转身，一个动作，感觉就对了。
现在的我，就真的，什么都不想管，
就跟着感觉走吧。
Queen Tona @ 11:07 PM
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Love at first sight is easy to understand; it’s when two people have been looking for each other for a lifetime that it becomes a miracle.
today watched gumiho and there was such a sweet scene of the old couple......
envious!
really, what more can u ask for, as long as u have someone u love, to grow old together with u......
ooooh, today is mum and dad wedding anniversary~~~ =D
so funny, mum complained my dad never gave her a single flower before, not even a stalk of grass......
aiyar, but i am sure she dun mind,
coz he has already given her what money cant buy. =D
我的爱情呢？
能和我一起慢慢变老的人在哪？
还是，他已经出现了呢？
Queen Tona @ 12:14 AM
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Thursday, September 23, 2010
action speaks louder than words.
words are free, u can say all the things u want and dun mean it.
but no one can force u to do something u are not willing too.....
in this crazy world,
show me some genuine actions,
coz i have heard too many empty words........
Queen Tona @ 11:08 PM
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Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Be thankful for what you have and you will end up having more. But if you concentrate on what you don't have, you'll never, ever have enough.
Queen Tona @ 9:37 PM
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Sunday, September 19, 2010
好像只要有让我心烦的事,
我就会躲到这里.
也好,我想也没有人会再上来这里.
这个只有我的地方,我想我可以喘口气了吧...
一个人的生活,这几个月,我过得异常平静.
有时候,我会觉得,好像真的可以一直,一个人下去....
那种感冒,可以跟他撒娇,让他担心,
晚回家,他会管我,甚至送我,
心情不好,一通电话,好像一切都变美好了,
那种自己被别人呵护,照顾,保护着的感觉,
说真的,我好像渐渐忘了.
两条线的交叉点,发生在什么情况下?
两个陌生人之间,爱情何时会出现?
心动的感觉,为什么,我好像找不到.
这次,真的可以放胆去试一试吗?
后果,谁要来承担?
友情升华不到爱情的话?
一切会回到原点吗?
若不小心伤到的心,我要拿什么心态去面对?
满满的感动,是有的.
但现在,就真的只有这样而已.
这样的我,还应该给彼此一个机会吗?
=(
心动的感觉，我有自信找的回吗？
幸福的滋味，我这次真的会尝到吗？
还是，到头来，搞得彼此更尴尬。
这样的结局，我又有勇气去承担吗？
失眠-ing...
Queen Tona @ 11:23 PM
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