it had been a well-spent weekend~~
fri: since i pulled stunt, i managed to watch my youtube, collect my lucky draw prize, shop for a big bag to put all my stuff for work and eat dinner with my mummie~
sat:bro was back from the army, went to attend my cousin's wedding, which i shall not comment much. To me, it wasnt a v cosy event, coz i just dun understand them sometimes........ or rather i shld say, most of the times i dun understand. watevers.
sun: today went for the airshow at changi. spent 2 precious weekend hours baking in the sun and watiting to be transported in and out of that exhibition place, but did managed to catch some parts of the display show. all in all, it was ok, but not fantastic, next time can give it a miss haha.
next week: back on job with that smoke monster...... i have a feeling it will be a bad week ahead,
so i stock up on my fave sweets in case my blood pressure rises too high, but i reckon since todae's event already trained up my patience, so i sld be able to take more of the ridiculous stunts that he is going to throw to me.
time flies, seems like only yesterday when i was wishing to get out of school,
be given more freedom, be able to do stuff that my parents tell me not to.....
and its ironic how, now i see everything in the opposite light....
forget it,
feeling kinda lonely today,
when the next in line in the family to be attached is me,
it just turns me off that at every gathering they have to jokingly ask abt it........
watevers.
i have more impt stuff to handle than worry abt such things,
dealing with smoke monster and surviving nex week's job is first on the list.
看到眼前，一对对的恋人，
有时候，我会想，
为什么，茫茫人海中，
他们找到了彼此，
而我，好像总是迷失方向，
一个人的我，
可以很好，
但，那是因为，
我必须一个人。
也许，
就是，
这样。
Queen Tona @ 9:57 PM
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Wednesday, February 20, 2008
sian. blogging from work......
my stupid neck is aching,
my back is aching too.
the room the client gave us is so small,
i have to squeeze to do my stuff,
and i feel so cramped up.....
and the stupid aic had to raise so many review pts,
i mean i dun see why last year it was ok,
but this year i just did the same thing and he got so many stuff to say.
feeling hungry........
actually i am in no mood to work alreadi,
but my A11 cant finish her stuff and today she got to pull out,
so well i am just slacking and waiting. =X
v sian,
one of those, i dun feel like working anymore days.
Queen Tona @ 6:55 PM
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Tuesday, February 19, 2008
tired day at work.........
was super stressed,
and super unlucky i wld say.
1st thing early in the morning went back office,
rushed to send out all the confirmations,
before heading for stat audit at 9.30 which i aim to finish by ten,
coz i got to rush down to client place to rush my work at ulu boon lay.
when i reached level 15,
all i saw was an empty office,
it was super freaky.......
so i head down again and the security guard told me they shifted.....
and by then it was close to 9.30,
so i called them up and realised they shift to yet another ulu place,
international biz park,
so rushed down there, and had trouble finding the building in the park too........
so by the time i managed to get my stat audi settled and head down,
it was near 11.
super sian..........
and i rush everything at super sonic speed also,
coz this client must leave by 7pm.......
so well..... now my eyes feel v blurry......
must be too many numbers.......
cannot take it,
going to take a break......
and fri.........
hoho. i got some tricks up my sleeves!
=D
Queen Tona @ 10:29 PM
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Sunday, February 17, 2008
here i am again,
sitting in front of the computer,
typing my closing weekend entries,
and wondering wats installed for me in the week ahead.
all i know is,
i am going to be at somewhere really near NTU.....
weekends was well spent,
got my shoes, spent time gossiping with the gals,
met up with half the cos gals and 38 club,
and have a good laugh over our good old days,
today touched up some work,
watched some youtube,
and continue reading my book.
yep, recently i started reading this book,P.S. I Love you,
which is actually screening in the movies now i think,
haha, yah, other then work, eat, and sleep,
i do READ. =X
i mean after spending most of my day looking at numbers,
i need to look at some alphabets too!
my fren told me the book is v nice the other time.
really not bad i wld say, not sure abt the movie though......
anyway i think i am really growing old,
even youtube doesnt interest me as much,
other than my dear kui,
nowadays i dun even feel like watchin much youtube.
i just like to laze around in the room,
read some mags, listen to radio........
watevers....
a new week of uncertainty awaits,
wonder who i will meet,
what sections of the fs i have to do,
what time i can go home,
what team i will have to work with.......
when i can truly get what i wish for......
have a great week ahead~
Queen Tona @ 10:25 PM
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work's demanding and stressful.
colleagues, clients, review notes, deadlines.
i really wonder how much of it i can handle.......
the other day i was at this client place alone,
clearing up review pts for some other person who did it,
and tat person had to give me such a horrible attitude,
it made me felt like i am sucha idiot.
times like this,
i can literally feel tears rolling in my eyes,
and den i feel so angry that i wanna cry over such useless people,
and to waste my tears over a stupid job totally makes no sense.
i realli dun wish to be so weak,
but sometimes, there is just so much to be done,
and so many stuff to be understood and cleared,
and u are just left alone to complete it all,
u just feel so trapped and tired...........
watevers.........
i guess,
thats work. thats life.
and i just got to live with it.
coz no matter how shitty the job,
it WILL come to an end.........
and before we know it, the peak is over.
一个人的我，
心不再为谁而跳，
泪不再为谁而流，
开始觉得，
一个人的我，
有点忘记，喜欢一个人的感觉。。。。。。。
Queen Tona @ 1:01 AM
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Sunday, February 10, 2008
the long cny weekend is almost over.
this year's cny is v diff for me at least,
coz there is no anticipation and coundown on my side,
i just basically work day and night till the very eve.
in fact,i was so sleepy during cny eve dinner,
i almost cannot remember wat i ate.
cos the previous day i worked till 5am
and reported to work at 8.30.
but at much as eating was really the last thing on my mind,
of coz must make every effort to stay awake coz its reunion dinner!!!
time for family bonding!!! =D
dun ask me how i manage to keep awake,
times like this,
i really wonder how i manage to keep my mind working too,
but it realli just works. so well,
just that the reaction time gets a bit longer. hoho.
oh yes,
now everyone's looking forward to v day.
i duno,
its either i spend my v day with work, highly likely,
or i spend my v day with my mummy.
so well,
u see, i have one less event to look forward to.
=X
Queen Tona @ 10:33 PM
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Wednesday, February 06, 2008
sleepy at shenton way.
hai,
y i always hafta to get into such shitty jobs.
i have no idea.
i just know,
cny i am so going to look old and haggard.
Queen Tona @ 3:16 AM
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Sunday, February 03, 2008
life's a routine.
yet,
mine's a constantly changing routine.
i kinda enjoy audit.
in the sense that i can see diff places,
diff people. diff businesses.
but that being the case,
it adds to another reason y i find it challenging,
its like every few weeks,
i go to a new place,
i got to understand the new company, the new accounting system,
the new company policies,
i got to know the clients well enuff to know,
wats the best way to communicate to get what i want,
and most imptly,
i got to try to work with a whole new team,
and pray at the start of every engagement that,
i meet people that are ez to work with.
sometimes,
i tink its so much better to choose to see/hear only the good things.
becoz at the end of the day,
y make ourselves miserable,
its sucha a complicated grown-up world out there,
and as much as my age certify me qualified to enter it,
i dun even feel like stepping my foot into it.
there's no black and white,
only many different shades of grey.
Queen Tona @ 10:39 PM
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