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Name: Jiahui
Age: 22
School: auditor in training ntu acc njc st nicks peiying pri
Often known as: Queen

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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

ok. i survived two days.
this has got to be the most unorganised engagement i had ever been on.
no one knows whats going on,
where to get wat, what info can we get,
what testing sld we perform,
what is this account pertaining to.
but all they do know is,
they need everything by this date.
and Ta-Dah,
we, are supposed to make sure it happens.
doesnt help that the place has security as tight as prison?
and all the employees are so scared their head will roll just becoz we browse thru some documents.
and everyone is practically playing hide and seek with us.
u can try doing one account for one day,
and maybe at the end of the day, u are referred to so many people,
u are back to the person u started with and,
GREAT, you just wasted a day.

seriously i think we are totally NOT capable of doing this audit.
and the only reason y we are chosen is most prob coz,
we are CHEAP.
this sucks.

if u dun have such a big head,
buy a smaller hat.
seriously.


Queen Tona @ 11:03 PM
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Monday, March 30, 2009

its been long since i had this sickening feeling.
i remembered the last time i had this feeling,
i was on my first job in portek, and everything seemed foreign.
and i did not know where to start and how to start.


today, i had this sickening lost feeling too.
its just like being overwhelmed by information,
and not knowing where/how/what/who to begin with.
and everyone around me seemed to know everything.


i sat there, stoning for a long time and my first thought was to escape.
and i hated that.
is this my limit?
but i haven even started.
am i capable of this?
and what am i getting stressed abt?
not meeting people's expectations?
not meeting deadlines?
not making sense abt what they are doing?
not understanding the numerous systems/policies?
appearing stupid in front of others?
getting scolded by client?


or rather, at the end of the day,
realised that after exposure to so many diff jobs,
我也不过如此而已。
回到原点。


disappointed.
in myself.
losing control.
in my life.
dilemna.
in me.


Queen Tona @ 11:01 PM 0 comments
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Sunday, March 29, 2009

yes! caught my much-anticipated movie!!!
Confessions of a Shopaholic!!!
i totally loved all the books of this series.
its all duper hilarious!!!
and although the movie did not had that much of a plot,
nonetheless, it was still FUNNY.
and a good way to spend my weekends,
especially after a whole long week of raising blood pressure coz of some idiot guys.


hai, i shall not complain abt work.........
i shall not even waste my blog space on that man.


“我喜欢你,喜欢到想费尽心思不喜欢”
F4-ed. totally romantic!


爱情和友情之间。
我选择友情。
哈。
也好像,根本没得选。
=P


Queen Tona @ 11:21 PM 0 comments
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Saturday, March 28, 2009

25 random things…….
(haha, took me SO long to collate man!)

1) I do not sleep in air-con in my house, coz I need to sleep with my bedroom door open. I aso duno why, seems like I am scared to be in a confined area myself, so the only way I can fall asleep when I am in the room myself is to sleep with the door open.

2) If I am not stuck at work, I will have to access youtube daily. I can totally conclude I am addicted to youtube. And recently I also must play spot the difference and pet society on facebook daily if I am free too. Haha, one more, I need to log in to my hubby’s fanclub website to check out on his latest news and updates hahaz.

3) I sleep with two pillows and one small bolster. One pillow for my head, one pillow for my legs and one bolster for me to hug. I must make sure that my pillow is at this particular side before I can sleep.

4) I don’t eat fish. Cuttlefish doesn’t count haha.

5) I am a fan of dramas. Taiwan/Korean/Jap dramas. The only dramas that do not appeal to me at all are HK dramas and 古装。

6) I dreamt about my hubby once after I saw him in spore in Jan 09. And it was not a happy dream at all, it was a nightmare. He turned out to look pretty scary when I went close up to see him in the dream. =X

7) I can’t ride a bicycle. And I am too embarrassed to learn it now. Very sad.

8) I like to go for haircuts, although I dun have much hair left to begin with. I just like the idea of someone fussing with my hair and I can sit there and enjoy

9) I like to end off my sentences with haha, doinkz, sian, heex and BOO. I like to use them to fill up the empty spaces.

10) I totally love babies and kids. I tink they are all super cute and adorable

11) I have a scar on my forehead coz apparently according to my mum, I walked right into the wall when I was young and got a deep cut there.

12) I like to blog, in Chinese. Haha especially blogging things that only I know, and yet at the same time, remains a mystery to others who read them.

13) I usually sit on my bed and read one chapter of a book before I sleep. Unless I am really tired from work.

14) If I am working with someone I truly detest, I will blast the music and ignore him/her unless really necessary.

15) My fingers are really short, so I tend to keep my nails a bit longer so that they appear long.

16) I hate it when people I am not close with communicate with me in capital letters. It just seems that the person is screaming through the computer screen at me.

17) Every morning within the first one hour after I wake up, I will definitely sneeze a few times. I also have no idea why…… I guess its my nose’s way of telling me its awake.

18) Wearing high heels to work makes me feel more secure. The days when I dun wear heels to work is the days when I totally do not feel like working.

19) I don’t eat papaya. Since a very long time ago. Got nothing to do wif the payaya butter episode though. Hahaz.

20) I will get “rashes” everytime after I bathe. I also have no idea why hahaz. Must be allergic to water.

21) Other than my handphone and wallet, the other thing that I MUST bring out with me is tissue paper. I just use a lot of tissue paper.

22) I am lazy. Very lazy. HAHA

23) Usually on Sunday, I will go to the coffee shop near my twin’s house and eat lor mee. I just need to show my face den the uncle will know I want lor mee! HAHA

24) I have taken several days to do up this list…… just adding on as and when I think of some random stuff when I am bored at work.

25) i don't know when can i leave this company for a better job.


Queen Tona @ 11:47 PM 6 comments
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Thursday, March 26, 2009

昨晚看了败犬。
哇!
哭惨了!


Queen Tona @ 11:04 PM 0 comments
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Sunday, March 22, 2009

yest me and xr went back to our 母校。
the place where we met, literally. haha.
we set the theme to be blue and white haha coz its SN colours,
seems like nth has changed at all,
seems like only yest when we stepped out of the school to go home.........
feel so like going back to school on monday.........

anyway let's just post pics of my BEAUTIFUL sch.........
fotos by xr coz my camera is officially spoilt. sian

weather was kinda gloomy so pic is a bit dark......
this is the view from the corridor outside the canteen.
overlooking the track..
the field.... still remember the long hours we spent for the track opening,
squatting under the hot sun and playing random games,
practice until the field start balding. hahaz
this is also where we held the first sports day at night.
haha smth like F1 at night u know~
it was sucha cool experience!

the sec school block...
my sec 1 class~
was in faith for sec 1 and 2 den unity for sec 3 and 4.
so i guess, these are the only two virtues i have haha.
of coz not.... i am the queen ok!


roof garden. remember we took one sec4 class foto here or smth for the yearbk

view of the new extension


us acting emo outside the lib.


this is the multi-purpose room. the place where we sit in rows to get our exam papers,
omg, i can still remember the smell of this room i think. scary~


view from new extension~

the sunken forum.
ok think this pic does not do justice to this place,
coz seriously its much prettier,
some ppl even come here to take wedding fotos!

this is taken from the specs stand,
just thought the sky is of a very nice colour! =D


thats me outside our 3 unity classroom~
its quite a nice place coz its big and airy~ i feel hahaz.
and its near the tracks, so PE lesson v fang bian.
still remember we do silly things to make yu laoshi angry,
and i remember miss ong keep doing some kitten cross stitch,
and we even learn roller blading here in the classroom hahaz.
ok, this is the famous orange bowl uncle.
who totally look the SAME.
and cook the same way! haha
we queue like 45mins for the bowl of noodles?
and it really taste and smell the same!
yummy!!!! =D
tink there is no foto of the canteen, but i totally love the BIG canteen with high ceiling.
its the best canteen of all the schools i have been,
with all the yummy food....esp wed which is fried food day,
and we will all dash to the canteen to buy chicken wings,
or how we will smuggle toast back into the class to eat....
After dinner at the canteen, we managed to sneak into our 4unity classroom.
all the tables and chairs look THE SAME.
that was the spot i sat, at the back of the class, and xr sits at the table beside me....
and we do silly things like read love stories during physics lessons,
eat mammie, and xr sells mammie for a period of time (i haf no idea why)
cheat during some chinese quiz....
i love the classrooms coz there is a small balcony in each one....
too bad, no pictures.
and so, we end the school tour......
with the school icon so to speak, father barre.
still some missing places that we din take,
like the family lounge, the hall, etc....
i never knew how much i missed the school until i went back yest.
all the windchimes, all the full length mirrors at all the different corners of the school,
all the familiar faces at the canteen stalls,
all the familiar parts of the school,
all the super long monday morning assembly at the field,
where we do things from morning exercise, to family dance, to line dance, etc....
all the super long fri afternoon assembly, where different classes perform funny things,
where mrs hwang likes to give long and naggy speech,
which i truly miss, although we used to dread it.....
its been eight years, and yet, it feels just like yesterday.
and its like every place u go, memories come flooding back......
its here that we have grown, from young girls to young ladies,
and its here where i have met and known my two best frens,
whom have done many crazy things and shared all the wonderful memories with me.
this is more than a school,
its a family,
the St Nicholas family,
and i am happy to be part of it.


Queen Tona @ 7:45 PM 2 comments
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Tuesday, March 17, 2009



这部戏,我很喜欢。
即使他们曾经是彼此的梦想,
即使他们分开的原因只是误会但,
错过了就是错过了


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Sunday, March 15, 2009

so, queen went to the IT show today.
squeezy is totally an understatement.
i will realli not go there unless REALLY needed next time.

anyway, last week's job at tuas with my fav client,
was indeed enjoyablE!!! =D
if only every job is like this.......
but den, my shitty days are here to stay.
dark universe, govt body, land of pork...... sigh.
just wonder how much of the shit i can endure.....

anyway next sat me and xr are going back st nickS!!!
omg, just looking at the webbie today abt sat's event brought back SO much memories......
really SO much.
st nicks def offered a v different schooling experience,
i mean, at least for me.
we have so many weird and "happening" events,
we do so many crazy things that we often curse and swear abt when we were there,
but seriously, its those crazy things that i do remember and smile at now.
and i realised, its been like 8 years since we graduated?
omg..........

i am kinda excited and looking forward to sat.....
i want to go back and look at the school,
the school which stores so much of our memories..........
the classroom, the balcony, the forum, the track, the canteen, the labs, the hall, the specs stand, the toilet, the roof garden, the concourse, the family lounge..........
sigh, truly missing the days when we were still schooling there......
it was all so very different.
we were so young den, the world seemed so wonderful then,
happiness seemed so much easier then.....
ok, watever, let's end this post with a high note.
allow me to post up pics of my hubby in this uber cute outfit.
omg. its truly CUTE







omg....... i tink i am going nuts.
abt him and you.


Queen Tona @ 11:09 PM 0 comments
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Saturday, March 14, 2009

sometimes i feel that there are just too many roles that i set for myself to play,
with different people, at different situations,
that i get mixed up, and let certain things get out of hand.

you know sometimes, somethings,
somehow, you just know the result.
and yet, you do everything you can,
to try to make things move in the opposite direction.
and everytime things seem to be going how u want it to go,
u start to believe that actually, maybe ur instincts were wrong.
but actually, at the end of the day,
what we are practising are just self-dillusions.

certain days, i feel i am at what i set out to achieve,
certain days, i feel i let the mind get the better of me.
i feel i see no end to this entire thing.
occassionally, i imagine extreme scenairos,
picture what will happen to this carefully-maintained relationship,
if smth drastic should happen.

ah craps,
u know sometimes i wish,
i am not who i potray here, in my blog.
it sounds like a pathetic weak girl,
who cant get a grip of herself.

maybe its time to just end this whole thing.
and who gives a damn of what is going to happen.

我所努力经营的一切平衡,
该由我自己来打乱?
只有面对,才能真正的跨越?
但,面对后果的勇气?

???

...



Queen Tona @ 11:38 PM 0 comments
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IT show is here.
and queen hasnt been to any IT show before,
and xr say i am like 默默 which equals 宅女。
where got!!!!
i just dun like to go crowded places filled with IT gadgets hahaz.


but well,
the show is nice! =D
i am loving it!

ok, off to yoga......
last lesson,
looking forward to kick-boxing though.
cant wait to shed some fats......
been eating too much for my own good
blog more laters~


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Sunday, March 08, 2009


那天,
因为某些原因,
脑海了,
就浮现了这场情节。


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Thursday, March 05, 2009

haven been updating my blog.
just kinda lazy, and not much to update.
or rather, as wat me and my twin will say.
status update is single and available.

have u ever parked ureslf on msn for hours,
just to wait for someone to appear,
and den, when the person u are waiting finally appeared,
u dun initiate any conversation,
and instead wait for him to click on u to chat?

have u ever picked up ur fone several times,
and keyed in several msgs,
only to save them to ur draft folder,
coz u realise there is just no excuse for u to sms that someone.

have u ever got sick of waiting,
and wanted to take the courage to ask him out for a movie,
only to end up talking abt movie reviews,
and hoping somehow he gets the hint,
which never happens.

i have. the crazy things that i do.

remembering nitty gritty details,
keeping small meaningful items,
happy over certain reponses which were prob unintentional,
appering to be not concerned when i do care.

the silly things that i do.

最甜蜜的时段,
好像就是暧昧的阶段,
但也需要,
彼此都有好感才行吧。

单方面的爱情,
始终会有,
变得苦涩的时候。




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