Name: Jiahui
Age: 22
School: auditor in training ntu acc njc st nicks peiying pri
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Sunday, May 18, 2008

WhEEEeeeeeeeeeee

Queen is off to japan till 29th may! =D
away from work, no more FRS, no more reasonableness test, no more deadlines~~~
only cute jap guys, nice jap sceneries, and exciting jap culture!

yaHOO.

be back in 11 days~

Queen Tona @ 11:50 PM 1 comments

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Tuesday, May 13, 2008

it was quite an unlucky day for me today,

reached the client's place only to realise i din bring laptop charger,

and since i was the only one down at client's place,

i had to rush back office to borrow charger.......

and then, i hurriedly got on the cab w/o realising that i got no cash left,

so i had to draw money at dbs to give the cab driver,
and then in the afternoon,

the sun was so blazing hot, i walked the long way to eat lunch ALONE,

and came back with such a bad headache, i just wanna kill ppl!!!

but nvm, tml will be a better day.

i got so many misc stuff to settle,

and its a bz weekend ahead as well......

and before i know it, i will be in Japan?

omg, this feels so unreal, i have no idea why.

AHHHH, totally random but they look SO GOOD.

Queen Tona @ 11:58 PM 0 comments

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Monday, May 12, 2008

the forces of nature has done it yet again.....
this is definitely one kind of news that i cannot take,
as in, i cannot even bring myself to read those saddening news.......

let's pray for all those innocent lifes lost.....
pray that those who survived has the strength to carry on with life......
pray that those stupid stubborn higher authority can wake up on their idea,
and stop killing more and more lifes.......

pray that, the earth will not be so angry anymore..........
i noe in the first place, we are the ones whom made it angry.
but,
hai, this entire theory of life,
and who gets wat,
i still can never understand.

Queen Tona @ 11:15 PM 0 comments

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Sunday, May 11, 2008

Happy Mothers' DAY~~~~

my poor mummie was down with gastric flu on this special day,
can u imagine the odd scene of her,
eating plain porridge and some fish?
while me and my bro feast on our own creation "abalone spagetti"?
=_=
thank god i already treated her and my dad to a "feast" on thurs. heeX.

anyway,
i know they say this kinda special days are just ploys for ppl to earn $$,
but in fact,
its a chance for us to reflect on ourselves and treasure our dear mummies.

i know i may not have been the best daughter ard,
there are so many occasions i regret giving u black face,
so many times i wished i had time to listen to u complain abt work,
so many days i wished i can accompany u more,
the numerous times i ignored ur naggings and refuse to tidy up my pig-sty,
the upteen times i got so angry with u coz u dun seem to understand my pt of view,
so many instances of having to make u so worried abt me,
so many nights u have to stay up to pick me up after my late nights of work....
so many things that i rely on you for........

曾经年轻的我很想飞，
现在，我只想，
停留在这充满爱的家。
因为，唯一不会变的是亲情。

Queen Tona @ 11:10 PM 0 comments

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我所知道的，
也许，你不会知道。
我自己不清楚的，
也许，你心里很清楚。

希望，我不清楚的，是你知道的，
而你不知道的，也是我清楚的。
但现实，好像往往不是如此。

我喜欢，拿下眼镜看世界，
因为，模模糊糊的，
反而更漂亮。
难以理解的感情也是吗？

在很久很久以前，
一切再也明确不过了。

我可以，再努力一下下吗？
我可以，再希望一次吗？
我可以，再期待一回吗？

我想，我可以，
只不过，
我的心，又要痛多久呢？

Queen Tona @ 1:04 AM 0 comments

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Thursday, May 08, 2008

sneaked outa client's place,
off my fone,
bring back some outstanding work back,
just so i can eat my dinner in peace with my dear parents.
Ha, although i was supposed to not eat dinner this week,
as part of the slim down operation,
but today is definitely an exception!!!!

seriously, i cannot remember the last time i sat down and had
a proper meal with both of them at the same time,
*sigh* if only bro is here........ (HA, we din even dare tell him we went
ahead and ate his beloved sakae sushi w/o him =P.)

dinner had never tasted that wonderful........

11 days to Japan!

Queen Tona @ 10:53 PM 0 comments

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Wednesday, May 07, 2008

sian........
mid week,
i am super irritated with the dumbo company's policy,
its like i just take two weeks leave, its as if i am going to take two months leave,
and oh please i am not even of any managerial level,
in fact, i am like the lowest lifeform there?
and the amount of admin stuff,
the number of forms i needa fill,
the amount of signatures i needa get,
the amount of evidence i needa show in order to get that two weeks of leave.........

URGHHHHHHH
its their ploy.......
to prevent us from taking leave.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRR
super irritated.
just how many trips do i needa make to the office to settle this dumbo leave application.

Queen Tona @ 10:38 PM 0 comments

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Sunday, May 04, 2008

yes yes! may is here,
its officially off-peak,
i can count down to my vacation~
another reason y i wanna get outa here is coz its freaking hot!!!!
its like a desert in here.

this morning, one trip to the market and back,
i was already sweating like mad.
den just sitting in my room doing nth, i aso feel hoT.........
and the worse thing is to do hse chores in this horrible weather....
haha, but i rewarded myself with a super long shower. HeeX.

wonder how to survive the week.........
there is no dear ah chang to be there to motivate me......
SIGH.
i just hope i dun get any shitty jobs,
and i can just spend my two weeks in the office,
working normal working hours.......
coz i dun wanna go to japan feeling tired......

sucha boring and lame post..........
ha,
guess wat.
thats my life.

Queen Tona @ 10:45 PM 0 comments

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Thursday, May 01, 2008

peak has officially ended.
and some ppl have already started claiming their toils and disappearing from work......

just seems that the longer u stay,
the clearer the picture u get of stuff,
u understand certain things more.....
and they may not exactly portray very nice things.

been kind of demoralised lately,
even public holiday this week din mange to perk me up.......
i have no idea why..........
maybe its the workload,
maybe its the stress of not being able to deliver,
maybe its the uncertainty faced,
maybe its just the thot of getting the same shit everytime,
maybe its the people,
maybe its just the whole cycle of how things have to be done,
maybe its just me.

perhaps its just this job......
perhaps.

or perhaps, its coz i see that in the long run,
things dun get better,
in fact, they just get worse.....
and i am beginning to see no meaning,
in this entire race, to hang on.

in need of a long break.

Queen Tona @ 11:10 PM 0 comments

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