Name: Jiahui
Age: 22
School: auditor in training ntu acc njc st nicks peiying pri
Often known as: Queen

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Friday, September 30, 2005

my left hand almost got ripped off by the 179 bus today.
wohoo.
thot it wld have made a wonderful headlines in the news.

F the no-brain bus driver.
black face.
BOO.

Queen Tona @ 11:11 PM 0 comments

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super sad. irritated. depressed.
nites

Queen Tona @ 12:36 AM 0 comments

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Thursday, September 29, 2005

http://newpaper.asia1.com.sg/news/story/0,4136,95139,00.html?
apparently there's been a big WUHA abt teachers "spyin" on our blogs
and going to the extent of suspending students for talkin bad abt them in their blogs.
oh wow, why am i so not surprised.

firstly, its either teachers are too free or they are so insecure abt themselves
that they go around typing their names in the search engines and hoping
to prey on any one who are apparently bad-mouthin abt them on net.
and juz this mon, my tutor told us that she came across someone's blog who said
that this stupid module is damn useless coz the tutors are apparently not needed.
seriously, its so true... and the more she try to rebuke... haha the more it shows that
YES WE DUN NEED YOU.

secondly, y cant we talk bad abt the teachers huh?
our evaluations and comments are neva heard.........
even in the uni, we do evaluations on the useless tutors budden
nex sem u see them saeing and doing the same stuff to the poor students.
den when we start to use this blog thingy to express our bu-shuangness,
they aso wanan come and complain.
pls la, we are all humans. i am sure that teachers do complain abt the students too.
den how? can we go sue them?
or sign a petition to get them fired?

all in all, i feel that if u din do anythign wrong, student wun bother to waste
their precious time typing abt u. so, in the 1st place, maybe teachers sld seriously
go reflect on themselves, rather than taking it out on the poor students.
some of them are seriously skiving away and wasting my $$$ ok.
and yes, i do have tutors who are way terrible.
WAY OFF.

1) write so tiny, for ants to see. wonder how she pass exams.
2) write so ugly, pratically scribbling.
3) ending lessons within 1/2hr. when the previous class he had was for 2hrs. obvious
favourtisim
4) doing nothing. dozing off during student's presentation.
5) telling u they are not sure abt this abt that. like if u duno, i will know.

omg.. i better stop.
before someones come and says that i am bad-mouthing abt them
and den i will be the 1st in ntu to be suspended coz i blog. abt teachers.
woHOO.

yawn.
crapz.

Queen Tona @ 10:49 PM 0 comments

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I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day .... of my life

haha thanks to the show, the song is stucked into my head........

yawn.
i meant to blog yest.......
but i was too sian....

i hate the feeling of ppl fighting against each other
and not wantin to help one another out......
selfish. un-willing to share notes/info/etc.
it kinda show me a v disgusting side of u.....
and i was so disappointed...

becoz i was juz there and u din even bothered to ask.

haiz.

wat can i sae?

maybe realli..... u can only depend on urself den.

watever....

Queen Tona @ 10:46 AM 0 comments

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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

haha. thanks to channel u......

one sentence sums it all.

he looks delicious.

Queen Tona @ 4:29 PM 1 comments

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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

following wat bluestar has said in the comments.......
i am determined to go on a diet.
and stop eating.
for the rest of the week.

BAH.

Queen Tona @ 12:09 AM 1 comments

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Sunday, September 25, 2005

strangely calm.....
numb-ed....
not bothered....
maybe i am already way past tat stage

wat can i say.......

we always ignore the ones who adore us, and adore the ones who ignore us.

Queen Tona @ 11:23 PM 0 comments

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i am buried under my 1200pages of text.......
roar.
anywhere, here is the senseless fotos. i mean here ARE.........

to slipper stealer: my new slippers!!!!
come and steal!!! hahaz


and yes.... the mrt train was so empty we start taking stupid fotos.....
pardon the market wear.. coz i only had one pathetic tutorial.
dun expect me to wear nice nice.....
haha summore i realli went to market b4 i went sch.
=P
and i look FAT.... but i shall insisit tat i am not la. hahaz
poor photography skills. =X

and so sad....... no continuation of the feet foto coz it turned out blur....
nvm. nex time.

ok back to the books.

Queen Tona @ 12:07 AM 6 comments

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Saturday, September 24, 2005

The chief financial officer of a large company is interviewing
three candidates for the top accounting position with his firm.
He asks each the same question.

CFO : What is two plus two?
1st Candidate : 4

CFO : What is two plus two?
2rd Candidate: 4

CFO : What is two plus two?
3rd Candidate: What would u like it to be?
CFO : you are hired!

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Friday, September 23, 2005

i hate the idea of projects.
especially when u work with ppl who get on ur nERVEs.........
ROAR.

anyway, i have so many projects to do!
lala~

i noe i am so not making sense today.

aniwaz, tony is on newspaper today!
my gawd, how can anyone look tat good huh?
*drools*

today i ate so much for the entire day. BOO.
haha but nth can beat xr la.
=P

and on the way back, we took so many senseless fotos.
muhahahz.

ok. i noe this entire post dun make any sense.

and b4 i forget, i keep forgettin to mention,
tat my only eye candy in sch, tat WL.......
omg, so SAD........ he has lost his "seh" already coz he went to
dye his hair to dark brown rather den his gold......
so he looks so guai now.......

there goes........

no eye candy.

no wonder this sem sucks to the core.

ROAR.

ntu is so pathetic.

everyone pls dun come.

Queen Tona @ 11:14 PM 1 comments

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Thursday, September 22, 2005

omg!!!!
we are nearing the weekends!!!
and den it will be a new week.
and den we will be nearing end of sem
and den it will be exams!!!!
and den it will be HOLIDAYS!!!!

WOHOO........

ok. i noe i noe.
its still early.
wait till i get pass the dreaded exams......
i have 3 open book exams. this is BAD.....
open book = u open ur book and aso duno anything.

BAH
IT project is due tml.......
i feel so uncertain coz i feel my proj a bit the farni.
=/
BOO HOO HOO........

Queen Tona @ 11:44 PM 0 comments

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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

since i am stuck in sch trying some stupid IT programs called great plains......
i shall flood the place with pics! =D






ok........ this is boring.
30 more mins and i can finally end my LONG day.....
been in the sch for 10hrs.... OMG. this is crazee

Queen Tona @ 5:45 PM 0 comments

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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

stood waiting for the irritating 179 for close to 45mins today at the bus stop.
mind u, it was raining, the bus stop was packed,
and i was 1cm short of being pushed onto the road........
its realli sucha irritating feeling, wet, hungry, sian, and juz wanting
to get myself outa the disgusting ulu place.......

den i was thinking, if any car is going to stop and give me a ride,
i am going to marry whoeva's in there. muhahahz........
its how desperate i was.......
maybe tony will drive and come fetch me, since he is in spore!

den a car stopped in front of me!!!!
yes, my prince charming came!!!!!! =D
and i got outa ntu safe and sound without getting drenched.

everything is true except it was the bus tat stopped
and it was the bus driver who came.
BAH.

fairytales.... they neva do happen

Queen Tona @ 11:03 PM 0 comments

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Monday, September 19, 2005

i realise tat its alwayz after mid term tat i start to start my engine.
wOHOO. bring it on manz, i cant wait for more work!
=D

Queen Tona @ 11:19 PM 1 comments

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Sunday, September 18, 2005

today is my ah ma bday!
and there was my fav mango cake.















and to prove that my foot is huge.......
it is even bigger than the TV *gasp*

Queen Tona @ 10:23 PM 1 comments

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Saturday, September 17, 2005

whoeva dares to go against me shall be KICK outa here.
ok my leg looks so HUGE

Queen Tona @ 12:06 AM 2 comments

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Thursday, September 15, 2005

You feel worn out, physically and mentally. Recently the going has been tough and it looks as if there is still a considerable way for you to go before you can see the light at the end of the tunnel. If only you could put a protecting wall around yourself and cut yourself off from the rest of the world - be it even for only a little while - how wonderful it would be, but you can't - so you need to bear with it. Just when everything will seem at its lowest ebb you will find that there is a turnabout and your problems will seem to find a way of resolving themselves.

You are working extremely hard trying to improve your image. You need for those people in positions that matter to recognize your potential and to acknowledge you.
Your confidence has been shattered. There are so many things that you would like to do with your life, so many dreams to be fulfilled - and you know that your hopes and dreams are not just figments of your imagination, they are real and you are looking for reassurance from someone. Basically your fears are such that you may be prevented in attaining your hopes and dreams. Even now you would like to broaden your fields of endeavor but in order to develop your 'inner- self' you need peace and solace. You are distressed by the fear that you may be prevented from attaining your goals. What you really need at this particular moment in time is quiet reassurance from someone close to you to restore your confidence.

It would seem that an existing situation or relationship is unsatisfactory and you feel that there is little that you can do about it without 'some help from your friends', but you have no desire to show the world how vulnerable you really are and therefore you consider it inadvisable to display affection or be over demonstrative. You regard this particular relationship as a depressing tie and although you would like to be independent and unhampered, you don't want to run the risk of losing anything. All this leads you to react 'touchily' and with impatience, while the urge to 'get away from it all' results in considerable restlessness and stress. Your ability to concentrate may suffer.

You need to be needed and would like a situation where you will no longer be subjected to pressures and demands from those about you. There is no harm in 'dreaming' but it is you - and only you - that can be able to realize those dreams and to turn them into reality.

its scary how true the results seem........
hmmmmmm

try it here: http://www.colorgenics.com/sps/

Queen Tona @ 9:22 PM 0 comments

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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

whoever sae the technology is advancing?
maybe sld let the nbs ppl know....
they bloody hell made us come all the way here to sit and type
the cover letter and resume, and den can go home liao.
cant we juz write at home and drop in the digital dropbox?!?!

brainless ppl.

now i am stuck at sch coz i refuse to go home only after one hr!!!!

irritating ppl.

writing resume is a waste of time.
like i have anything to write inside.
BOO.

Queen Tona @ 10:40 AM 0 comments

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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

in the real world.
its all fake.
dun even tink u can say wat u really tink,
juz be a parrot.
and says wat everyone want to hear.
yes yes yes yes yes yes yes
so dun feel free to speak ur mind,
speak wat ppl want u to speak.

there are answers to questions in life.
becoz, the ans is to not be ur real self.
fake.
puke.
gross.

i hate the working life.

Queen Tona @ 11:29 PM 1 comments

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Sunday, September 11, 2005

wat a special day.

Queen Tona @ 11:46 PM 1 comments

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Saturday, September 10, 2005

hmmm. haven been blogging.........
partly coz i have lost interest, and partly coz i seriously tink
i am sinking into depression v soon......

this sem has been nth but good..... not smooth sailing, not ez, not fun, nth.
and the amt of readings are enuff to kill....
and the amt of stuff that i duno are too much to be mentioned.......
and i dun have the passion, the motivation to get down and really
study and make some sense of those stuff.....
in fact, i have been feeling very down.
v v sian diao.....

i aso duno y...... maybe depression has realli creep in on me w/o me knowing.....
its like, i dun feel like doing anything..... and i juz pass everyday like a zombie.....
den when i tink of the stuff that are pilling on me, i realli wanna cry.........
and i realli cry. quite often..........

i alwaz thot i will be those kinda heck care, those kinda wait till last min.......
but now, i feel the urgency, even now........ in mid term.......
coz i realli realli am quite behind time.........
and i dun find the motivation to start.......
in fact, i feel v disillusioned......
i feel v lost.........
so lost, tat i dun even noe where to begin with.....

maybe, i needa brace myself up to get thru this crap again....
and emerge a stronger person.......
but can i?

sometimes i wonder, y all these crap? on me? alwaz?
i feel so tired, i want to juz leave everything and go away.......
everybody's bz with stuff..... i dun wanna go disturb any one.....
i realli hope tat when i look beside me, someone will appear,
and give me a pat on my back......
and tell me to jia you..........
someone, who is able to get me back on my feets.....

isnt it like this? in shows. when u hit ur lowest pt in life,
someone comes in and gives u the strength to carry on......
strangely enuff, its not going to happen to me.......

i am juz like anyone else........
y? y me? i dun wanan hafta deal with all these.....
the pressure, the loneliness, the low morale.....
everything..........

am i too weak? to allow myself to sink into this?
but i cant really pull myself up........ not v soon.........
i juz.......... feel so lethargic........ depressed........
juz losing interest in everything...........

a long time ago....... xr told me she envied my life......
maybe....... then, she din noe....... tat my life is nth worth envying abt....
sometimes i look at her, and i realli feel so happy for her......
after so much things, she finally gotten wat she deserve.......

me, i duno.......
i hope i get outa this thingy soon..........
becoz i myself is getting quite sick of myself.
i hate having to cry over the slightest thing.......

i realli want to be truly happy again.......

or at least, stop sinking any deeper into this "depression" state........

Queen Tona @ 4:17 PM 1 comments

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Saturday, September 03, 2005

cant believe it.
we are nearing term break.
this sem is going at break neck speed.
and i am laggin behind........
like a slow tortoise.

BOO

Queen Tona @ 11:56 PM 1 comments

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Thursday, September 01, 2005

ok. so in the end, he won.

let's not be bias....
and let's ignore his handicap.
but the truth is indeed tat, he din sound very good tonite.
probably only for the second song...... the rest?
i feel that he is merely singing for the sake of singing.
and tonite, i feel he seemed so sian diao tat feeling.
or maybe he is juz nervous? but he dun give me the confident feeling.

hai, wat can i say?
maybe like wat past compeitions have gone to shown,
winning doesnt mean anything.
u can win the title, but den again. its juz a name.
sianz. watever.

i am guilty of being those who complains but dun vote.
why? becoz i dun wanna take my money and throw into the drain la.
pls la, i noe so well that there are tens and thousands of ppl out there
who are willing to invest their money into letting weilian win the superstar,
coz to them, its not juz him winning,
to them, its in a way, showing them that miracles do happen....
that all we have to do is take that first one step ahead, despite the several obstacles,
and have faith in the things we do, and someday, we will achieve what we want.

so maybe, let's juz soak in the atmosphere of having the impossible turn possible.

miracles, maybe they do really happen..........

wat abt my miracle?

when isit going to come?

Queen Tona @ 11:26 PM 0 comments

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