ok. i thought i better blog smth before the disatrous week continues to unfold.....
some updates first....
1) training last week ended on a high note! thurs nite we went for 10bucks ktv,
and fri we catered food into the company. but well, i guess thats where the fun ends......
2) weekends were meant to be enjoyed to the fullest...... BUT, i am like super unlucky....
sat night just keep wanting to vomit and really vomit, den sunday i just practically sleep
the entire day coz my stomach was so pain......... so my weekends were gone just lidat...
3) monday. first official day of work i wld say....... OT till near 11, with no dinner. someone save me.... and i am like a total blur there. i tink my presence there is close to redundant,
coz i tink i totally no value-added for them........ so actually i am very very stressed up
abt the whole week or rather month or rather months ahead.
coz in the first place, i haven done real life auditing in my entire life.......
and i just feel i am going to mess up every single thing........ and den everyone's gonna hate me.
hai....... i duno, and i am beginning to think wat exactly isit that i want,
ok i noe this is crazy, first day of work and i am tinking of all the negative things.
but hai........ i duno. i just hope i can at least be of some help, and at least start to appreciate
reasons behind why we need to do certain things.......
4) depressing things aside. convo is TODAY..... when i heard the graduate representive
gave her speech, i was tinking, mine might be not that fantastic, that exciting, that
fulfilling, but at least there was one thing in common that i can find, that is to give thanks to my family and friends, because, somethings just cant be done alone.
And this is definitely one of them. so well.......
hehe. hope i have done u all proud! *muacks*