Name: Jiahui
Age: 22
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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

pardon me if i sound too explosive.
but my blood is boiling at i tink 100 degrees now.
i duno how many more times must i come here and complain abt u.
like i duno y u are so impt till the extent that u get so much "air time" here.
like hello!!!!!!
i dun even tok abt tony that frequently.......

ok thats beside the pt.
the pt is, congrats!!!!!! manage to make my blood pressure rise again.
u wan give me lousy work, at least put in the effort to smoke me la,
give me those kinda, pt form incomplete sentences,
no link stuff, u tink i am idiot?
i am so angry!
y isit that we are the ones who hafta finish up all ur work?
den u sit there and appear u are v bz and want die alreadi.
look who's dying la HELLO.

tryin to edit ur part, i tink i can puke blood.
realli, now even the audit text looks so much more welcoming.
spoil my mood todae totally.
forget it forget it.
i am just glad the semester is coming to an end.
den i no need to appear so fake to myself too.
y huh? y i still try to be nice?
y am i so fake? two-faced person.
i realli quite detest u ok, den yet i still can tok happily.
so maybe i sld hate myself too.
watevers.

nvm.

for a tutor who dun teach in class,
i see no pt in him pushin lessons back coz he lost his voice........

Queen Tona @ 11:48 PM 1 comments

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306 quiz.
i thot heaven was on my side when the venue was changed from exam hall to LT!!!
but to my horror, i sat down.
and the 1st sentence on the cover reads
"this is VERSION A of the paper"
den i look beside, VERSION B was staring straight into my face.....
wat to do, fate la fate.
anyway, i duno how to do so many, i duno to lauff or cry,
so i just choose all the options that were closest to the number i got.
haha.
crapz.

aniwaz, todae marks the end of 206!
like WOW.
i cant believe its over tat kind.........
wat can i sae,
the usual.......

aniwaz, everyone pls go grab iweekly ok?
shin looks damn delicious. yes yummilicious la!!!!!!
OMG
okok remain calm.......

aniwaz, tml submittin applications for big 4.......
wish me luck.......
get me a job........
and let me be rich.......
and successful........
hahahahha. crapz

ok i better go do my report.
=D

Queen Tona @ 1:31 AM 0 comments

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Sunday, October 29, 2006

hai. forget it. time now is 9plus.
12 more hours to my quiz.
just going to dump it.
let me fail den.
show how stupid i am.

so, tats it, 306.....

nvm......
aniwaz, my bro got himself a new hp!
kewl. makes me wan get new one too.
i wan get that chocolate hp!
but its ex la, and not v user-friendly i tink.....

i don't want to appear weak, in front of anyone....
but sometimes, maybe its way too hard.....
nvm, take a rest,
scream everything out, and tml will be a better day.......

am glad to see wat happened..... typical him...... lucky you........

nice song, just wan share.
周笔畅-别爱我 像爱个朋友

别爱我
像爱个朋友
在友情和爱之间
你可曾为我想过
就在灰色地带你和我
是要不到
又给不了的爱

爱
如果悄然无声
为何心会澎湃
当你眼神看过来
也许
爱是美丽意外
能不能对我说
说个明白

别爱我
别爱我 像爱个朋友
你寂寞难忍耐
就来到我门外
别爱我
别爱我
当你只会说
我是这个世界最了解你的女孩

别爱我 像爱个朋友
在友情和爱之间
现在该有个选择
虽然痛在心折磨着我
爱已给了你
现在收不回来

爱如果悄然无声
为何心会澎湃
当你眼神看过来
也许爱就是美丽的意外
你为何不面对
我的爱

别爱我
别爱我像爱个朋友
你有了新的爱
我就像不存在
别爱我
别爱我
当你只会说
你不能忍受失去的是我

别爱我
别爱我像爱个朋友
我输了我累了
不想再等待
别爱我别爱我
当你不能说
说你对我有同样的感情

别爱我
别爱我

Queen Tona @ 9:27 PM 1 comments

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sian. i am sick.
ok la. i am not SICK sick,
as in if u tell me now i can go watch goong/youtube, or go out shop and havoc,
i can be up and about in no time,
but u tell me 306 closed book quiz is tml,
i just want to curl up in bed and be SICK.
so tat explains y i feel sick and can going to declare that i am sick.
=(

sucks.......

i tink depression is sinking in again.....

its always 306. ALWAYS.
forever making me wanna just drown in the notes and numbers,
make me wanna go hiding,
and hope no one finds me........

boo hoo hoo.....
poor me......
poor me..........
POOOOOOOORRRrrrrrr meeeeeeee..........

sad.

Queen Tona @ 11:43 AM 0 comments

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Friday, October 27, 2006

sigh. i must be crazy,
tearing while listening to the radio.....
hahaz.

was sad and shocked to noe lingzhi was leaving....
i mean, i was once a fan of the music diary ok.
esp jc days, when u reach home, switch on the radio and do work,
den i will sure listen to it.
happy/sad/touching stories......
den when she did morning show wif cruz,
i like the chemistry btw them.
v funny and nice.
and her joke of the day which is more cold den mine. =X

so sad.........
morning show will be so diff w/o her.......
BOO HOO HOO.
who is going to accompany me when i wake up in the wee morning to mug.
SAD.........
SAD....
SAD.

aniwaz, my flu is gone but i haf a cracked and funny voice.....
thanks to the sorethroat =(
nvm..... mugging continues.......

i wan go retail theraphy though. =X

Queen Tona @ 10:14 AM 1 comments

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Thursday, October 26, 2006

hai. my body finally starting to go on strike.....
can feel the flu bug creeping onto me.......
so i guess shall pop a cold tablet and sleep a full 8hrs later bahz....

todae, ge last lesson, and mug in nie library, nice place,
and den headed for EY talk on audit.
which ended at near six
and although i felt so tired coz of my stupid nose......
still rush home to catch my prince charming......
miss a bit of the front but nvm.......
worth it.....

aniwaz, ey talk was insightful.
haha at least i know HOW MUCH the partners are earning manz........
but den again, 10yrs of ur life to reach a partner?
and not as if everyone can be one.
i duno, i duno how long i will stay in the audit mkt
shrugs.
duno la, shall not talk abt such cheem stuff,
my mind is feeling v blank and tired......
and i am sneezing non-stop.......
=(

hai.
k off to rest la.
take care ppl.
drink more water ok?

=D

Queen Tona @ 10:22 PM 2 comments

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hai.
i dun understand.
y isit that u already have him to care and love u
and there u are complaining abt everything under the sun.
and saying things to hurt one another.

k, i tink i am just being kpo.

i struggling down here till wan drown already,
and yet have no one to go and complain and "sa jiao" to
and yet, when some ppl haf it easy, they dun learn to appreciate.
they duno wat it is like when one day,
u realise, there is no one there to even listen to ur complains............

i can only say,
dun take things for granted, girl.
i dun want to see u repeat my mistake.....

Queen Tona @ 7:48 AM 0 comments

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Wednesday, October 25, 2006

i have good things to say.
bad things to complain.
and some thoughts to share.
so i guess it will be a v random post.

start wif bad things.
i tink i haf complained b4,
just that i feel that time to time, i needa come here and vent out my anger,
before tis volcano within me erupts w/o warning.
seriously, i am not considered those kind angels,
whereby u can come take advantage of me till the very last bit.
there is a limit, once a while, ok, i do, i endure.
but AHHHHHHHHhhh, u asking ppl to do everything for u.
u tink we superwoman? u tink we v free?
y huh? y lidat?
y am i forever fated to meet S.P.M.
every year w/o fail, i will have some ppl come and spoil everything.
BOO.

ok nvm. shant dwell too much on that issue.....
i can only sae its FATED.
aniwaz the good news, or rather normal news,
is that i got A for 206quiz, but it doesnt help that i tink half of the world got A
and there are morons who are gettting 96????
hai. i duno la. duno wat to say.
juz be glad that at least i din get lower den the average bahz.

next issue.......
todae goong was so irritating!!!!
ended at sucha wrong timing.....
and tml the EY ppl coming to lecture, i tink i gota give the show a miss man.
damn sad........
aniwaz, i tink i am going mad.
as in, the 1st time i watch goong, i wasnt THAT addicted,
but now, i tink its all the channel u's fault lahz.

aniwaz, i realise alwaz in shows,
when this person comes and spoil the r/s btw the leads,
we will hate them so much........
i mean, i noe lah, most of the time we hate them coz they do stupid and mean things,
but actually, when u cant get the love u want....... and having to see her/him land up
in the arms of the other person.....
hai. that alone is sad enough.....
yes, they may be mean and irritating,
but..... maybe they are just helpless.....
just like Yul.....
as much as i tink he quite irritating in some parts,
but he is ke lian........
我不要求你心里的风吹向我, 最起码你不要推开我.
我会等到某一天,你心里的那阵风吹向我
nvm.
i guess thats life.
not everyone gets a happy ending.

Queen Tona @ 11:32 PM 1 comments

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yawn.
spend the day 306-ing.
and watch goong.
and a bit of youtube hahaz.

presentations came to an end on monday.
and mon went quite sianz.
when ppl come and spoil the mkt,
and ur grp is sorta unprepared, u just feel like leaving the seminar room.
sometimes i really wonder how come some ppl seemed to have so much time?
they do every single tutorial even extra stuff,
they do such detailed projects and presentations,
and they even managed to keep on par with the heaps of readings.
i am really curious.....
i wonder wat they do at home?
or they just born smart?
or am i just born lazy and slow.

exams are near,
i cant believe i am another step closer to entering the corporate world.
i duno wat to expect.
or rather i can foresee wat to expect.
more and more work.
less and less sleep.
wat to do? want $$ hafta work.
sad fact of life.
no $$, no hope, no future.

right at the same spot.
i can only say i give up

Queen Tona @ 12:16 AM 0 comments

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Sunday, October 22, 2006

Goong craze.......




and some of my fav scenes~~~

tis is definitely my all time fav.
i think i have watched it 5 times already.
omg.......
although her dressing quite bad here,
but it doesnt matter!!!!
love beautify everything!!!!
omg........
sweet ^ 100000


i cannot find the real pic of my fav cinderalla scene...
but its at this part la.....
another v sweet scene.


and i like tis one too.....
just going out there and spending a day together,
doesnt matter who he is or who she is,
just spend time like a normal couple.....
so romantic~~~~~

ok. goong is evil.
its addictive.
and channel u is evil too,
they also show things to addict us.
the last time was the wang zi bian qing wa.
now is this!!!!!!!

omg......
where is my prince charming manz,.

Queen Tona @ 11:35 AM 1 comments

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sigh. thought of the day.
"guys can be real jerks sometimes"
say hi only very difficult meh.
if i am the person in question, i swear i will breathe down his neck
and make sure he acknowledges my presence.
ok fine maybe that wun be necessary,
coz who cares.

haha i worry so much for wat i aso duno.
not as if i am going to encounter such incidents.
interestingly, the question of who is going to get married first,
appeared both yesterday and today.
i duno. i can only sae that if i have someone,
i can be the first to get married.
haha. yes, thats provided i have someone,
which at the age of 21 now, no one wants me!!!! =O
so well, maybe its either i get married early, or no one wants me and
i remain a nun forever. =X

but den, of coz, i hope that wun happen......
sometimes i wonder wat if, realli someday i will grow older and older,
and den b4 i knew it, my white hair is coming out and my wrinkles are all over,
and still i found no one.....
choy choy choy.

k. i duno wat the hell i am typing here.
isit that when u procrastinate on smth too long,
it will sumhow disappear, and den u can only look back with regrets?
sometimes i duno, whether if i dun do smth, someday i will too look back with regrets.
but wat if somehow things dun work out the way it sld?
den will things turn for the worse?
and i see a situation similar to todae happening?

am i really wanting to try for the sake of trying?
or do i really want to?
isit my heart?
or isit my mind?

confused.....
becoz i dun even noe wat i want,
or wat i truly feel....
or wat i truly needs......
sometimes maybe....
some actions......

but den again, maybe i can start regretting already?

Queen Tona @ 1:43 AM 6 comments

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Saturday, October 21, 2006

sianz.
i hate the haze.
i cant study.
haha.
ok partly coz my eyes gets itchy and tired and feel like sleepy
and partly coz i dun feel like mugging....

so i onli mug half of my frs 39 thingy....
the chapter never seems to end....
den i end up doing stupid things.....
like use the mask that i bought thousand years ago



haha. den i modify my black nails to get this.

haha ok i noe i am lame,
but i am so sian and dun feel like mugging.....
so well....

aniwaz, lookin forward to going out later.
basically i am just waiting for time to pass.............
lazy me.

Queen Tona @ 3:43 PM 0 comments

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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

sianz.
done nth todae.
except prepare for presentations tml.....
just feel so sian after 306.
always.

the stupid 306 alwayz makes me feel so sianz.
go there. duno. dun understand.
den see other ppl conjure up all the numbers.
see already aso sianz.

forget it.
no no no,
no more complaining abt work.

haha. todae Goong was nice~~~~
haha although yes, i alreadi watch b4.
but i still watch again wheneva i can.
haha it also motivates me to reach home by 7 everyday if possible
i tink its so ROoooomantic when he helped her wore her shoe.
haha i duno, i alwaz tink when guys help gals wear shoe or tie shoelace or wat.
haha its v sweet and romantic.
muz be mad..........

haiz.
since i am slackin
might as well go sleep.
and wake up earlier den......

wish me luck for presentations tml.
haha dun later ask me questions den i blur.
den double sianz.

ohz. and i am contemplating to cut my hair.
getting sick of long hair liaoz.
shall see how........

tataz.
free dinner tml!!!
=D

Queen Tona @ 11:29 PM 2 comments

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wat an irony.
i dun feel appreciated at all.
hahaz.

tis is the first time i eat buffet with a small plate siaz
terriBLLLLLLLLleeeeeeeeeeeeee

k. i am v tired.
cannot type.
830 again.
*gasp*

Queen Tona @ 12:17 AM 0 comments

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Monday, October 16, 2006

wat a hazy day it had been.
my eyes were damn itchy.
i duno if its coz of the dumbo haze,
or coz of my serious lack of sleep.

its exactly one month to my 1st paper......

forget it.
just treat it as if i duno.

now.
i am going to give myself a treat.
haha. 7hr sleep!
YEAH!

Queen Tona @ 11:26 PM 0 comments

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Sunday, October 15, 2006

ghost town in ntu on sunday.
there was not a single soul.
except us of coz.

let me share with u all smth damn funny.
so early morning the smart me decide to buy sandwich from the machine
coz the canteen was not open.
and i only had a ten dollar note.
so i see the machine, it says ten dollar is accepted.
so since the sandwhich is two bucks, i am supposed to have $8 change rite?
so i PRESUME it will come out 8 one dollar coins.
so i put in.
press my sandwich.
wait.
i heard coins dropping down.
10secs later,
still hear coins dropping down.
i kneel down to look.
guess wat?
the small place for the change to appear was overfloooding!!!!!
becoz the coins that came out was ALL ten cents!!!!!!!
b4 i can decide to laugh or cry,
i hafta hurry dig out the coins so that more can come!!!!
and those EIGHTY coins were too much for my hand lor.....

seriously, i am jus glad tat no one was there to witness tis.
hahaz. i truly wondered for a moment if i was on gotcha....
so i was totally amused and felt stupid haha.
and i use some coins to buy drinks etc lor.
the rest, i hafta keep it in a pouch to bring home hahahaha.
and see how much i STILL have left


so well, tat was the hilarious incident that happen todae.
after tat, there was nth hilarious.
after 8hrs of intensive project.
i am just glad that i manage to get one report done.
but now, i hafta rush out the other one by tml.
WOHOO.
no need sleep liaoz.

aniwaz, tuesay there is appreciation dinner for imf at vivocity.
and thurs there is big4 networking nite which is free food too.
haha so well, those are the onli stuff to look forward to nex week.
nex week i also haf two presentations, and one project.......

and i just realise the weekend is over.

Queen Tona @ 10:05 PM 0 comments

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wonderful.
tml i am going to experience a first in ntu.
first time going to school on a SUNDAY.
as if its anything to celebrate abt.

sian. not i wan complain abt the project,
but todae we do for 8hrs ok.
felt so drained....
and its realli unfair!!!
other ppl do case study, we do two.
den unrelated somemore, den must critally evaluate somemore,
and den so confusing somemore......
haiz.
i just hope all hard work pays off.

in the mean time,
i still hafta rush out the two reports,
and my readings and tutorials are so lag, i can never catch up.
i tink i am so going to give up.....
shall start revision for exams soon instead.

b4 that, its a whole new week soon, w/o a single break.......
=(
how much more energy do i haf left?
i realli wonder........
since when, did i turn into a slave of accounting.....

Queen Tona @ 12:42 AM 3 comments

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Friday, October 13, 2006

quiz.... AGAIN.
tis time even worse.
which kind soul will want to put a quiz on fri the 13th?

BOO.

wish me luck.

Queen Tona @ 12:39 PM 0 comments

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Wednesday, October 11, 2006

wonderful.
i am going to sleep now!!!
at sucha early time. 11pm.

no choice.
i am really brain dead.....
been waking up at 6 everday to mug for the quiz.....
i feel old, and i look old.....
my face looks so TIRED *$#%(#(^#(%^$#^(
been workin on the report which is so hard, unfair coz i tink other grps were much ezier,
and todae.......
10hrs in school.....
and it doesnt help tat i realise i can still tons of stuff to catch up.....

nvm....
tml will be a better day den.....

see ya at 6am.....
haha only good thing is i see the sun rise every morning~~

Queen Tona @ 11:04 PM 1 comments

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830 crowd later.

Queen Tona @ 12:16 AM 0 comments

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Tuesday, October 10, 2006

recently been on a high from the lack of sleep.
i just hope that this week can end.
or rather, the nex week can end.
or rather the exams can end.....

everytime i look forward to the weekend
only to see more and more things coming my way.
sigh....
this week....
hafta cramp 6wks work.... in the wee hrs of the mornings....
hafta meet for project discussions....
hafta go for lessons....

i can onli wish i have 48hrs a day....
which i dun even think will be enuff.....

nvm.

life goes on~~~~~~

good things will come along somehow.....

Queen Tona @ 10:54 AM 2 comments

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Friday, October 06, 2006

before i start to complain abt anything.
let me share smth with ya!


hehez.

hai.
i tink.
i shall not complain lah.
i noe i so angry aso wun help,
onli make my blood pressure rise only,
so wat's the point right?

i just hope that we can get the things done right on time,
thats all i can hope.
sometimes i realli wanna scream rite into ur face,
but den i guess there is no need to make things so ugly.
i scream aso only waste my voice only.

i think, sometimes maybe we all need to learn to set our priorities right.
and also try to take into consideration ur other grp mates.
wat can i say now?
i also duno.
got nothing to say.
i dun even wanna bother to scold, shout or wat.
coz seriously i dun give much of a damn abt wat u doing la.
so since i dun care, y bother to scold.

now....
let's pray....
that tml morning....
i will get the BAV model done....
in the right way.....
i believe....
in believing

* updates on mr cockroach: i finally found it tonight. now i can finally sleep in peace. yesteraday i spent the night in the living room. make me ache all over...*

Queen Tona @ 12:04 AM 1 comments

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Thursday, October 05, 2006

sian.
i want to sleep.
but i have bav
and a cockroach in my room........

the best part is i duno where its hiding now.
and i very scared.....
so.
i am going to sleep in the living room tonite.

mr cockroach, you win.
so can u please leave now???????

Queen Tona @ 2:00 AM 0 comments

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Wednesday, October 04, 2006

i cant get started.
i cant do a single thing abt tis whole project.
all becoz of u.
how can one be so irresponsible, i duno.
its been long since i literally feel my blood boiling.

i hate it when ppl come and spoil my plan.
i am supposed to create the completed BAV model by the end of today.
so if i have to do the BAV model until 6am in the morning,
its all your fault.

i am realli damn pissed.
i am sure there are better times to do certain things.
that are unrelated to the project.
and not to leave things hanging there.
and i cant even do a single thing.

seriously, i dun have all the time in the world.
i have two projects, one essay and one quiz waiting for me.
and my weekend is gone.
forget it,
i am just damn pissed off.
%($#^#$*^#*^#(

AHHHHHHHH
y are there such selfish ppl around?

Queen Tona @ 9:21 PM 0 comments

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Tuesday, October 03, 2006

sianz.
not that i dun want to go school...
but i tink of the 830 crowd tml at the interchange.
i feel like crying....
=X

todae was no sch day~
did my children lit essay
clear my table
and try to catch up on my work.
wats new?

its been long since i blog in depth.
although sometimes i do have sumthings to sae,
but den by the time i log on computer,
feel so sian and tired....
dun even feel like typing liaoz....

so it seemed that the blog has been transformed...
to a place for me to complain abt work and only work...
aren't there supposed to be more important things in life?
then trying to make numbers balance?
den trying to make sense outa all the equations and graphs?

sometimes i tink.... life itself.... is sucha irony....
u worked so hard all ur life,
from young. till adult.....
and den when u are old, u finally can relax....
but den? u are already too old to do what u want.
u may not even have the time to do wat u want.....

maybe,
without all the competition,
without all the stress,
without all the eagerness to succeed,
without all the greed,
we will all be happier.
and learn to appreciate the real meaning of life......

Queen Tona @ 11:03 PM 2 comments

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ok. quiz has ended.
i duno how well or not well i did.
becoz i tink i did ok
but as usual the P/L and all that looks farni.
nvm la.
at least one thing done.

todae was quite slack.
lessons with korean was greek.
becoz we din noe anything abt the bav model
and den actually we din do aso.
den he ask ans we just anihow give one number
=X

slack a bit todae.....
it was the last episode for save the last dance~
another show "accomplished"
haha i tinking maybe there sld be a degree in drama watching
hehez. i tink i will be in the dean's list manz.

crapz.....
tml shall be another bz day.....

Queen Tona @ 12:53 AM 2 comments

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Sunday, October 01, 2006

quiz is tml.
haha wish me luck.
in the meantime i shall adopt tony's teaching
莫急、莫慌、莫害怕
yeah, just relax manz.

anyway nex week will be another bz week.
hahaz. wats new manz.

k la. let's welcome the nex half of the sem with joy.....

Queen Tona @ 10:01 PM 1 comments

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yeah!
the only good thing of the whole recess week.
i got myself a gift.
or rather the govt got me a gift.

ok la. i cant find the exact one of mine.
so cant be bothered.
hahaz

aniwaz, monday's the quiz.
i can onli pray that mugging do helps.
although i know sometimes life is unfair.

in the meantime,
i am going to sleep....
tired....
todae went little india manz.
i can onli sae, its a unique experience hahaz.
the last time i was there i was in P6.
=P

Queen Tona @ 1:03 AM 0 comments

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