yawn.........
monday BLUE.......
let me post up a pic of my engagement team
hoho....... dinner at marche... treat by manager! =D
someone fast forward the week.............
Queen Tona @ 9:24 AM
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Sunday, September 16, 2007
好像不只一次说过，
但真的很不喜欢梦醒后的感觉。
有人说梦境是一个人的最真实的内心写照。
真的是这样吗？
我的梦，
好像很喜欢跟我唱反调.....
Queen Tona @ 10:51 PM
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Wednesday, September 12, 2007
its the middle of the week!~
yest, i went back office for the entire day. so happy, coz get to eat lunch wif the gals.
and get to see wat exactly is happening in the office.
basically, its kinda like a party-mood kinda thing.
like ppl start strolling in after 9, den slack, eat, rot, den go for a super long lunch,
den slack, eat, rot, and knock off at 5.30 sharp.
den, me and my other fren sitting there and working..........
=/ but well, today no work, but den again, its not as if i really prefer not to work,
coz its kinda like wasting my TOIL..... sian.
seriously, with my this engagement drawing to a close soon in less den a mth,
i really wonder how much i haf learnt and contributed.
in a sense, i can say i am really v v v incompetent,
like i dun really know what the hell i am doing, and for wat purpose and reason,
so basically, i just do wat i am told.
and den, its not as if, i do wat i am told the right way,
so many a times, its kinda a double work kinda thing coz the seniors will check,
and den i hafta change and all that.
its like, sometimes really feel v shitty abt the whole thing,
coz it just seems like i can never get anything done perfectly right.
and its just a complete waste of so many ppl's time...........
but den again, this being my FIRST job and doing audit for the FIRST time in my entire life,
maybe it just takes more adjusting and learning in order to settle myself in.
anyway, been thinking of doing something after my tuition ends on oct.
either take up some interesting courses,
or learn driving (not v possible, i v scared),
or do some volunteer work, coz my fren tat i got to noe on this job is doing smth lidat,
and i thot it sounded quite fun and kewl!~
i mean, i know my weekends are already so limited,
and its not even guranteed that it will be free,
but well, i just feel like doing smth more meaningful,
rather than either indulging and drowning myself in more youtube,
or shopping around aimlessly in the shopping centres.....
so well, hope to fulfil this short tem aim of mine!
heex. any suggestions wat courses to take?
anyway, another random thing : who felt the earthquake????
Queen Tona @ 11:36 PM
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Sunday, September 09, 2007
seems like the monday blues is here even b4 monday is here.
sigh.....
i really want to find motivation for work.
like, maybe some day, i will wake up and truly feel like going there to learn and do stuff.
but somehow, i am kinda no where near that stage.....
i dun want to work simply for money,
coz at the end of the day, its not going to work out.
but where am i supposed to find the drive to love audit, i really wonder.
太灿烂的笑容，
太开朗的心情，
其实也是为了伪装，
那害怕，失落，无助的一面。
Queen Tona @ 10:43 PM
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Friday, September 07, 2007
woah.
i haven been blogging for so long that,
for a moment i cant remember my password to log in.
=X
but seriously, i have to many passwords in my mind its like,
i duno which one is for which.
so well, i am still surviving. in fact, pretty well i wld say.
because nowadays i have quite a few free days, thanks to the client. haha.
but well, workwise, its kinda boring yet stressful.
its like, when u hafta be accountable for ur own piece of work,
den u feel the pressure coming.
and i am still quite blur abt this entire thing...... so am still v worried.....
but well, just take things as they come.....
yest i met up with my training peeps for dinner,
and since they are stuck in office,
they have so much gossips to share, its like omg.....
i never thot i wld say this, but i really miss school life.....
u look at the real working world, u really feel very sian abt the sad facts of life.
wat to do, sometimes u just hafta play by the rules of the game.
anyway as long as at the end of the day,
the work gets done,
the case is close,
the money comes in,
we get paid,
then its the end of the story.
what the process is?
thats another story altogether.
Queen Tona @ 12:25 PM
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