Name: Jiahui
Age: 22
School: auditor in training ntu acc njc st nicks peiying pri
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Tuesday, August 30, 2005

all rite.
may the dangerous mosquitoes stay away from me.
becoz my area is like the danger zone, the hot spot u noe.
let's see. BLK 755, 756, 757, 752, 760 and not forgetting
yours truly's 759.

wonderful.

maybe prayers do help.

and wonderful. i got bitten by a mosquito twice! in two days!!!

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Queen Tona @ 4:24 PM 2 comments

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Friday, August 26, 2005

yeah. test in less den5hrs. bring it on manz.
aniwaz, i have resorted to munching to keep myself from sleeping
when i look at those numbers swarming in front of me.
and guess wat is my newest lovE?
as in food lar.

yest i muched a total of 3 sticks of raw carrots.
haha coz i chopped it up into long strips.
so can last me quite long!
hahaz, its realli quite yummy......
so i tink i can survive on that until i get sick of it someday la!
yeah! i love carrots!
*muacks*

lala. yesh! freedom at 630........
and @$#*@%$@(#% i have to go sch early to do one dumbo mindmap for taxation.
i seriously quite pissed with some brainless ppl who refuse to juz discuss
on it through the wonderful creation called msn,
or maybe its coz he dun even have msn! *Gasp*
irritated. hate hate hate.
BOO.
waste of my precious youth!

okz. u all are still praying rite?
ya i noe u all will.
HEEX.

laterz!

PS: check out derrick's super duper kawaii foto on iweekly! hahaz.

Queen Tona @ 12:10 PM 1 comments

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Thursday, August 25, 2005

ok. tats it.
ppl. the praying starts now, regardless of wateva religion or u free thinker like me,
pls pray that i can pass my 201 test on fri.
its open book budden whether u bring the library there or not,
its not going to help AT ALL.
like where on earth u going to find the exact b/s and p/l etc.
and one more thing, i neva neva eva manage to get the correct thing balanced out,
even though the ans is juz staring at me........
tats how bad the current situation is now.....
so pls, pls pray............

aniwaz, superstar tonite! derrick is kawaii!!! junyang is charming!!!
omg, i want them both!!!!!!
so missing their voices when they sing........
damn nice, ok tats it, i shall find a bf who can sing well.
hahaz. plus muz be cute, charming, nice, helpful, talented....
juz like derrick, junyang, tony, zheng yuan chang, and and muz be as shen1 qing2
as quan xiang yu. hahaz. okz i am being mad.........
yawnz.

watever.

let me pass....

let me pass....

let me pass.....

watever.

let me pass....

let me pass....

let me pass....

watever.

let me pass....

let me pass....

let me pass.....

watever.

STOP.

mad.

k.

no sch tml.

yeah!

tats y i am slacking now....

watever.

let me pass....

let me pass....

let me pass....
although i am slacking now

Queen Tona @ 12:00 AM 0 comments

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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

ok ppl.

i have gone past the depression state.

now its heck care.

like who cares if i duno a single shit abt disclosure.

let me get married.

and den shake legs and play mahjong and go high tea.

yawnz.

Queen Tona @ 11:31 PM 0 comments

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can i say i want to quit sch now?

can i sae i wanna get outa nbs?

i am realli v v lost.

as in disgusting lost....

i have SO MANY papers all clutered ard me, all the numbers.......
all the standards..........
and trying desparately to get the statements done up and balanced correctly.
this suck...

i have a quiz on fri.... and the tutor suck even more.
din explain a single shit.

i am pissed. with everything. and with myself!
like y the F i cant get things done.
and having to deal with all these shit.

damn sianz....... i already doing until i wanna cry le.....
as in realli, the last time i felt this panicky was in nj when i had physics exams
and i got 8/50 for mcq...... wohoo......

ok. as i said, i tink i am sinking into depression.

like i dun feel like talkin on msn, i dun feel like replyin sms,
i dun feel like talkin to anyone.
i juz want to drown in my readings.
and die trying to catch up with everything.

where is the strength i can find to carry on?
i wonder......

now, seriously how strong can i get........

Queen Tona @ 12:09 AM 1 comments

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Sunday, August 21, 2005

ok! let's have a continuation of last nite's events!
like i said, we wenta Han's to have dinner.
the food was ok, quite worth it lar. but the seats there are a bit the funny,
coz like no backin for the chairs. so not v comfortable.
den we presented zr with the long-overdue prezzie aka the orange funpack!
hahaz, ok i myself am quite amazed abt the amt of ORANGE tat was inside
that ORANGE bag. now he realli have a complete orange kit!
=D all set for school manz.
and den gy aso going to taiwan soon! yeah! he promise to spend 100bucks on tony for me.
ok la, juz kidding. =P the most impt is to kidnap him and smuggle him back.
*hiack hiack hiack*

den we juz went walking ard..... aimlessly. its a pity that the operation 3107 hahaz
or rather the TZR thingy wasnt put into action......
if not it wld have been more fun la i tink.
budden nvm, there will be a nex time. hahaz den we can spring "SURPRISE" on toh-knEE!
oh well, too bad outing wasnt complete w/o hw........
summore we also dun meet up in complete grps v often...
haiz. bz lifes, bz ppl. actually its so fast..... like the guys will be ORD-ing so fast........
and soon they too are going to start schoolin and
they "may" have turned from boys to men. hahaz
=P

den took 857 home with my bus-taking buddy. hahaz. since we are living in the north, we normally take bus together. from jc, taking power bus, 961, 171 to takin 857 when we are in suntec, haha come to tink of it,
we seemed to have taken numerous number of bus rides together.
actually, i am someone who loves to take bus, as in when compared to train, coz i juz like the feeling of being on the road, esp at nite. with the lights and all.....

actually its been quite long since we guys knew each other from jc.......
and i muz sae, somehow i feel we have all grown up, in a way or another....
maybe we are juz gettin old?
be in from depression to happy, from quiet to a bit not quiet,
from strangers to close frens......
everyone seems to have change but yet again we still seemed very much the same.....
i duno abt myself, abt wat changes i have been thru. maybe tats for others to sae..
but i can see changes, at least in these close frens of mine.......
and its good, in a sense that i see
everyone being happier and stronger as compared to the past.....

but sometimes, its not those kinda immediate changes, maybe bits and bits......
maybe u are in doubt, like hmmmm am i reverting back to the old moody me?
how come i dun feel wat i tink i sld be feeling? am i going back to square one?
i guess.... have faith.... have confidence.....
if u feel tats wats good for u.... den stick to it......
and believe in it........ the more u question, the more u doubt.....
the more u are likely to return to the comfort zone.....

moving..... sometimes maybe when u are still for too long,
u realise u got to move...... before u forget how to even move in the first place......
not that u realli want to move..... but u noe, its time to........
and of coz, the most impt thing is never...... never to stop.....
at least not at the same spot...... again.......

am i sounding lame? haha, i tink i am. watever........

haiz. tink the nex time i geta see the guys will be a few mths later........
den it will be a nex round of updating and all....... sometimes i feel that i dun even noe
much abt them....... but yet again.........
maybe thats the personal spaces that everyone loves to have........
even the bus buddy...... i aso dun tink i noe much abt him, as in, seriously la.......
sometimes i realli dun noe wats going in his head and all..........
but den again, haha he is alwaz tat mysterious........
dun wanna share his latest gossip with me. hurmph! =P
unlike me so generous!

hmmmmmm......... its been long since i posted a long entry.
i duno. maybe it is in a sense a change.......
esp when i look back on past entries and now.
its a good sign.

Queen Tona @ 7:56 PM 0 comments

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haha. guess wat?
i tink i juz manage to solve the mystery!!!!
i tink i noe who is derrick's gf!!!!
wOHOO.....

ok. madness.....

i hate acc.

enuff said.

so anyone, pls give me some tuition

Queen Tona @ 11:59 AM 4 comments

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yeah! its time for bloggin again.
ok, i noe i am trying to sound excited
shall i tok of miserable things first? or happy things?
ok.

fri, i had the worst tutorial ever.......
disclosure of acc...... aka wat is going to tested this coming fri......
i shall sae i din do tutorial...... coz, i din have much time and i wasnt interested.
so, the teacher came and ask ppl to go present.....
and soon, within maybe 10mins? all seven whiteboards were filled
with different statements and notes and wat have u,
and i was totally overwhelmed by the sheer amt of technical stuff and numbers
that the ppl managed to conjure up in front of me.
and i was like?!?!??! a bit loss for words.......
coz i cant see myself being able to come up with all these stuff......
=(
is acc really not meant for me? *sigh*

watever. toady went out with the guys.
wanted to go eat the new fast food at marina but it was packed.
very packed. so SAD...... the burger looks so huge and yummy........
and they have free flow of drinks......... so we settled for hans...
which was ok la, cheap and filling........
den we went walk walk..... den went fox.......
and pls!!!! DUN BE CHEATED. i repeat: DUN GET CHEATED.
50% off storewide pls additional 20% off with purchase of 3items and above.
simply means a 60% off and NOT 70% off coz its a 20% off the 50% off.
wat a cheapo way of cheating us innocent customers.
BOO.

and one more thing, if u all dun want the overrated one to win, den better start
buyin kelly's cd and voting more coz apparently from wat i can see, sporeans are
indeed kind ppl who can bear to do injustice to their ears.
talkin abt tat, i bumped into the MR FANG aka i need hearing aids at suntec.
stupid GAY! will neva forget him for being bias against my derrick. ROAR
i stared at him! and regretted not sticking my leg out in time so tat he will trip
and fall flat on his face.

okz. shall end here.......

feeling lost? alone?
actually i am juz here.
y still bother looking......

Queen Tona @ 12:28 AM 0 comments

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Saturday, August 20, 2005

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
But only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope & pray
'Coz heaven knows.

Queen Tona @ 3:18 PM 0 comments

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Friday, August 19, 2005

great, and now junyang is out.
this whole superstar thing is a total flop.
BOO.
if the fact that derrick lose means junyang will win,
den i am more den glad. budden how can THIS happen........
double blow..... damn sianz..

i have nth against the blind or watsoeva.
but in actual fact, he really dun sound tat good.
in fact, i tink he is really over-rated, juz becoz of the fact tat he is blind.
yes of coz, its really damn brave and good of him to have come this far,
budden i juz feel tat this entire voting thingy is so unfair.
how can u put a normal person against a blind person?
its common sense tat ppl will tend to side the disadvantage one.........
SIANZ.

give me back my junyang.
BOO

Queen Tona @ 10:29 AM 3 comments

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Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Queen Tona @ 11:06 PM 2 comments

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Monday, August 15, 2005

haha my hubby is here!!!!

Queen Tona @ 11:21 PM 0 comments

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hai. tink i am so going to go into depression soon.......
=(

maybe acc is really a wrong course for me.
BOO.
drowning in everything........

save me.

and worse, i dun have the mood to do anything.....

and den everything starts to pile up..........

wat to do.

BAH

Queen Tona @ 10:28 PM 0 comments

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Saturday, August 13, 2005

yippe yah! happy birthday XR!!!! :D

sianz. had to sacrifice my weekends to rush thru my abandoned tutorials.
its shocking the amt of readings that are accumulated.........
juz when i only slacked for one week. uh-oh..........
and i only managed to finish two readings?
but its not my fault!!!!
one reading has probably 10000words!!!!
its so freaking long.......
by the time i even managed to reach the end of the reading.....
i am too exhausted to do the tutorial!!!

watever. i am v sure this semester is going to be a huge torture....

aniwaz, yest nite was quite amazing in the sense
that i dreamt of a continuation of my dream the other time
hahaz, ok, dun ask me wat the dream is abt.
hahaz, coz i aso cant remember. its juz quite action packed
and like running for ur life tat kind.

sigh..... aniwaz, i wana change my fone.
but i have no money. and the fones i want are damn ex.
ok, pls, someone sponsor me!!!!
maybe i shall check out wat my derrick is using for his hp.
haha ok, pls ignore.

aniwaz, i heard 5566's new song........
as much as i wanna be bias......
it sounds real bad.
BOO

Queen Tona @ 10:28 PM 1 comments

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Friday, August 12, 2005

my derrick is out.........
but at least he proved one thing,
tat he is really not tat kinda person tat bloody jason made him appear to be.
so many ppl cry when he was out lor!!!!
even the host and the contestants.
this juz goes to show how "popular" and real a person he is....

haiz.....
yest nite's hen xiang ni was mixed with so much sadness....
tat i hear also cry....
and i have the song playin in my computer every now and then........
its juz sooooooooo nice.....

watever.... maybe all he needs is time.
wait till a bit older, den come back and be the REAL superstar!!!!
yeah.
jia you!!!!!

*muacks*

Queen Tona @ 10:30 AM 2 comments

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Thursday, August 11, 2005

going back in time.......
having a younger brother alwaz neva fails to bring me back in "time"
be it studies wise, fren wise and even the way we do certain stuff....

still remember how irc was so popular then,
all the different channels, nicks, operators, ban-ing, kicking
all the quarrelling etc.....
and no doubt, the bringing of frens and r/s together....
actually i did manage to make certain good frens thru that dangerous ting
called the IRC tat all adults deemed as useless....

all the long chat sessions, all the channel "party"
its a pity i no longer hold those logs with me after i reformatted and changed my com,
coz those really form a large part of my teenage life. hahaz
juz sitting in front of the computer and chatting away....
and neopets, haha was so popular den, at least to me. =P
and we had the e-circles thingy.... all tat stuff....
and the sending of ecards.... egreetings.....

wat the hell am i typing this post?
haha. i duno..... i really tink i am gettin old.
hahaz tinkin back to the sec sch days.... where we had so much stuff to do,
esp history, i am quite shocked that i remembered so much!

ok crapz. i shall not type anymore.
i am not typing wat i truly want to type..

forever love, wat a complete joke

Queen Tona @ 1:08 PM 1 comments

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Wednesday, August 10, 2005

fireworks taken by the professional

haha and a foto of my messy table.... main purpose is to show off my tony-s hahaz

Queen Tona @ 2:07 PM 3 comments

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Tuesday, August 09, 2005

great. i noe everyone is going to sae,
i haven been bloggin. hahaz. =X

how huh? wat if i am to say now tat,
really. there is really nth tat exciting in my life to blog abt these days.
haiz. does this means tat i am old liaoz?
like no more wOHOO appearing here and there?

juz been in a rather solemn and questioning stage....
sometimes i really wonder y am i here.
humans, i really dun like to deal with the issue of parting.
be it, on me, on my frens, temporary, forever, watever.
isit the only thing tat humans muz learn to handle?

i duno, i am def not someone who can deals with it v well....
tat i can be very sure off, tats y, i really quite detest the idea....
of parting....... of being humans, of feeling this sense of existance and lost and pain....
watever. y am i saeing this? i aso dunoz.......

*shrugs* feel so disillusioned......
aiyarz, wat rubbish am i typing?
i duno, i suddenly juz feel v empty....

forget it. maybe its juz pms.

watever......

today is national day.......

i went to catch the fireworks......

how come fireworks dun last.......

y dun all good things last..........

Queen Tona @ 11:22 PM 1 comments

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Friday, August 05, 2005

hai. i realli dun wish for things to turn out this way,
but life is really tat un-predictable.

i dun noe wat i can do....
but be strong, really....
find the courage to carry on...
and pick things up from here....

quite at a loss for words.....

praying for all of you.........

jia you.

*hugs*

Queen Tona @ 6:37 PM 0 comments

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Wednesday, August 03, 2005

ok ppl time to pool our resources here and give SOMEONE hearing aids.
maybe an eye check up too.
donations accepted here.

dumbo idiot!!! BOO!!!

Queen Tona @ 1:24 PM 1 comments

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Tuesday, August 02, 2005

when i am bored. i type rubbish here.
i cant settle down to deal with all the acc and taxation stuff
too TAX-ing for me.
so i will slack.

and i found a mosquito in my room.
so i use my leg to lure it
and i managed to kill it!
WOHOO!!! first time i kill a mosquito!

k. madness

Queen Tona @ 11:33 PM 2 comments

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okz. i got rid of the useless tagboard coz its dead and
making my blog load like an old lady.

rites.

tml lesson: ONE HOUR of taxation.

maybe i shall add tat today i had 3hrs of taxation seminar
and i thot i was in greece.
it sounded like greek!
ok. i am being lame.
but its tat serious.
duno a single shit.

and the tutor reminds me of those smile inside hide knife [change into chinese pls]
so i was quite terrified too.
haiz

only good news is i finally manage to change outa disgusting 201 class
with the disgustin tutor. so WOHOO. STARS is not so dreadful afterall.
at least the vacancy finally appeared!!! YEAH!

Queen Tona @ 8:37 PM 0 comments

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Monday, August 01, 2005

okz. start of e real thing.
830 on a monday morning! WOHOO.
was actually quite attentive at first
budden, u noe... hahaz
sianz.

nvm,. my timetable this sem is such tat
first bitter later sweet coz only mon and tues are the terrible days!
yeah!

watever. derrick is on on wednesday! woHOO.

Queen Tona @ 10:33 PM 0 comments

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