its scary how age creeps up on you.
like suddenly at the blink of an eye,
you realised you really arent young anymore.
and its time to plan wat you want to achieve in future.
like beginning with, the most simplest thing,
what do i really want for my next job......
how do those people out there actually manage to know what they want,
stick to it, and eventually ensure they get it?
if in the first place, i cant even pass the first stage of knowing what i want.
and if the next job is going to be smth i dun like again,
who can i blame but myself.
coz in the first place, i dun even noe wat i want.
one yr of slacking is more than enuff,
sometimes the pure fact that i haf nothing to do really gets on my nerves.....
i secretly admire twin who can tender w/o a job just coz she is unhappy and noe she wun be any happier if she stayed on.....
its like ppl say ur life is good coz u have sometimes haf nth to do and yet get paid,
but seriously, i dun wanna waste my time and youth away learning nth......
there is plently of time for such slacking in future,
i want to go out there and see how far i can go.
sometimes i wonder what will life be if i was still in DT,
maybe i had given up too fast, too soon......
i admit that leaving DT did gave me much more free time,
to be spent on my family and doing stuff that i enjoy....
and in a way, i never liked audit, thus i really din regret leaving.......
just that i want something more challenging for the next job i guess.......
give me courage,
to say the things i want to say,
to make the decisions i sld make,
to pull thru watever obstacles that lies ahead.....
Queen Tona @ 12:13 AM
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Sunday, November 14, 2010
USS was GREAT!
i felt 10years younger inside that place
hahhaz. and we even spotted an eye candy~~~
but now monday looms ahead.......
and i have jap tests+driving test+jap exams ahead......
AHHHHH
ok tis is sucha random post.....
anyway kawaii cats~~~
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
Queen Tona @ 11:37 PM
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Monday, November 08, 2010
today got to hear of a shocking news.....
makes the blue monday even more blue than ever.
爱情里面没有以为。
不要以为交往了这么久，彼此的爱永远都会在。
不要以为结了婚，你们的爱情故事会一直继续下去。
爱情的结束，是因为什么？是在什么情况下？
当初那种心动的感觉，为什么，现在可以说不爱就不爱？
曾经我对爱情有很多憧憬，
那是因为我太天真。
现在的我，对于没有保障的爱情，
就真的是可有可无。
花在自己，家人和朋友身上的一切，
才是就有价值的。
因为，你知道，不管怎么样，
他们一直都会在。
Queen Tona @ 10:42 PM
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