Name: Jiahui
Age: 22
School: auditor in training ntu acc njc st nicks peiying pri
Often known as: Queen

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Thursday, January 31, 2008

yest was quite a drama night.......

came home from work,
tired and blur coz been looking at too many numbers,
been doing up the consol
ended up i couldnt sleep v well last night,
just keep dreaming of numbers....... =X

anyway then i got home and open my letters and realised i won smth in a lucky draw, by singtel
which i din even know existed.
so i actually won myself a HTC touch phone,
which i duno wat is tat but its worth 848~
so i tink i will most prob just sell it if possible

then my bro whom had been back from army coz of high fever on tues,
continued to have high fever,
so my mum got so worried she took him to the hospital,
so that left me alone at home,
coz my dad's in indonesia again........

so well,
u see,
big up and down in one night. =X

anyway, bro was back at 3am?
then i tink he was feelin better already.....
hope he gets well soon.......

me got free lunch at hard rock later. HeeX
lidat how to be independent? =X

Queen Tona @ 9:11 AM 0 comments

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Monday, January 28, 2008

1st gossip session for FY08

the 1st gossip session for the year 2008 was held in thai express yest,

but the attendance was really SAD.

look wat the peak does......

only 60% attendance, the rest were either physically sick,

or too tired to move.........

anyway,

me just came back from lunch.

super SLEEPY.

i need kui to give me energy...........

Queen Tona @ 2:13 PM 0 comments

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Friday, January 25, 2008

Bro is coming back from tekong today~

Queen Tona @ 3:44 PM 0 comments

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Sunday, January 20, 2008

my nightmare engagement is finally over,

it was just plain BAD.
anyway, dun wanna talk abt it.


sat wenta celebrate miss ong bday~
i have known her for like 12 years?
unbelivable~
we wanted to do some cny shopping,
but its super sian to shop when its so crowded.
oh and we went for this korean buffet at suntec.
v delicious!
we ate all the time till closing time hehe.





haha the two gals were so telephatic,
they turned up in almost the same thing,
pardon my super cui look,
i tried to not look too terriblez already,
but cannot expect much from someone who work till 1plus daily last week.

heex.
anyway, this weekend was well spent.
now let's welcome another week,
and we are one week nearing to the end of peak again!
hehez.

Queen Tona @ 10:21 PM 0 comments

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Wednesday, January 16, 2008

if i have any weapons now,
i will end up in jail!URGH

Queen Tona @ 11:29 PM 0 comments

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Tuesday, January 15, 2008

allow me to vent my fustrations here for a while.

i am SO SO SO irritated with that idiot, useless, SMOKER.

as u can see, tats his big smelly mouth, and tats me. with tat question mark.
maybe need a million more question marks.

firstly, he smokes, and pollutes the air of the small pathetic room,
everytime he comes, i feel my life shorten.
secondly, even when he comes down,
he does nothing constructive. NOTHING.
everything is I DO, I CHECK, I ASK, I COMPUTE, I CONFIRM.



he just sit there and ask, so how?
did u check this this this?
and his pay is like double of mine,
yet he expects me to clear the queries from the manager of HIS work.
i haven even seen that workpaper in my entire life,
and then he expects me to understand what the hell is going on,
and keeps asking me, so how? what do u tink?
u understand right? u noe wat to do rite?



WTF!!!! IF I AM SO SMART,
I WLD BE THE ONE HOLDING THAT BIG FAT PAY.
I WLD BE THE ONE ASKING U TO DO THIS DO THAT OK!!!!!



irritated.
hope u choke on ur smoke!!!!!

Queen Tona @ 8:08 PM 2 comments

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Monday, January 14, 2008

still at the ulu clementi,
but i am rather high,
coz its one more day down!
and i am one more day nearer to the end of this nightmare!!!!!
=D

and i even sneakily watch the entire episode of my zhishu today during work.
haha, on and off watch part by part.
tat prob explains my inability to concentrate in working today haha.

now, just one problem,
what time can i go home?
my stomach has gone from hungry, to normal, to full.
full of AIR.

Queen Tona @ 10:53 PM 0 comments

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urgh.

super restless at work.

and its raining......

i feel like sleeping.

i wan go holiday!!!!!!!

Queen Tona @ 3:45 PM 0 comments

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Sunday, January 13, 2008

peak has started,
my four months long of nightmare has only just began.
just that i duno how much of the stress i can handle. HAz.

my shitty job for the week had been terriblez,
i got so much to handle, so many workpapers to be done and reviewed,
so many figures to be reconciled,
so many reasonableness tests to be done.
and there just seemed to be so little time....
and it doesnt help that the place is so ulu,
so at night, we got to skip dinner, and eat at unearthly hours like 12am?
which by then, i either too stress to eat, too tired to eat, or no mood to eat.
and i tink my stomach is rebel-ing on this routine,
my stupid gastric problem is back. sian.

but it felt good,
when that idiot reviewed by work,
and there was much lesser review pts then before,
at least, i felt i won the battle. against him!
just prove to him that, even w/o his help,
i can do just fine.
so well, if tats wat ppl called job satisfaction,
i did felt a tiny weeny bit last week,
but that being the case,
a huge part of me is still v much lost.
the other collegue one year older with me on this job,
was so stressed up, she almost wanted to quit with immediate notice,
that certainly din serve as any moral booster or wat so ever.

for a moment i thot, if she really quit,
i will have to do everything myself,
then i can really faint.
thank god, she din do sucha crazy thing......
my other frens who came in together with me seemed to be in hell too......
some of them working from mon-sun till 2am everyday for 3 weeks.

sometimes i really ponder,
isit too much a sacrifice to make,
to gain the working experience we need,
in order to get a better position and a comfortable pay in future,
but i guess,
we are only young once,
this is the time to learn,
maybe at break neck speed,
but its all for an easier life in future i guess.

so, i shall strive,
to stay positive,
because no more how shitty the job,
it will end,
and one day gone,
is one day nearer to the end of peak,
which i guess by then,
we can all look back,
and say,
we survived it!
coz seriously although everyone's talkin abt the peak,
no one knows what the peak is seriously abt,
unless you really survive it yourself.

Queen Tona @ 10:59 PM 1 comments

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Wednesday, January 09, 2008

for the first time since i entered dt,
i seriously pondered abt switching my job.

bro's going army on fri,
and it sux tat i am the only one in the family that cant be there.
really SUX

i hate my disgusting job.

i hate my AIC!!!!!
HATE

Queen Tona @ 11:10 PM 0 comments

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Sunday, January 06, 2008

无奈。
很多时候，
也真的只能这样形容。

今晚，
有点小难过，
有很多的不愿意，
有满满的不爽，
有一大堆的无奈。

太假的我，
有时候，我自己都想吐，
但在你面前，
我又不得不假。

今天，
我，
又笨笨的，
相信，
失望，
无奈。

Queen Tona @ 10:24 PM 1 comments

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Thursday, January 03, 2008

sian.
work hasnt been good,
in the sense that i haven been able to start work.
and tml is supposed to be the last day of audit,
although i haven even step in the client's office as yet.
sigh......... forsee another mad rush tml...
and i tink sat haf to work.

URGH, i was supposed to go out with my bro!!!!
its his last weekend b4 going army........
hope tml can hurry up rush everything.

Queen Tona @ 10:25 PM 0 comments

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Tuesday, January 01, 2008

yepz. just got back from the buffet, which wasnt exactly fantastic. =X
and i am like less than 12 hrs away from work,
feeling very blue.
my working engine seems to have come almost a standstill.

yest's countdown was interesting.
had a whole load of food, fun and laughter.
and we even managed to catch the diff fireworks display!
well, so that brings us to a new year. 2008.

so effectively, tml will be the 1st working day of 2008,
and i really hope everything will go fine for me in my job.
at least, be more technically competent, be more efficient,
to meet more nice people, to have more passion in the job etc etc.
and most imptly, is to enjoy. to learn. to understand.

okok, let's just look forward to 2008 with zest.
cannot complain, cannot be sian diao.
if i think i can do it, i can do it.
if i think i am not tired, i am not tired.
if i think i love my job, i love my job.

YES.

let's all work hard and play hard too! =D

Queen Tona @ 10:07 PM 0 comments

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阳光 三公分空气
堵在眼前像一面玻璃
挡住了你表情
剩下只有脚印

一直向前走 走不完距离
一直向后 退不出回忆
很高兴有心事 帮我困住自己

你头发上淡淡青草香气
变成了风才能和我相遇
你的目光 蒸发成云
再下成雨我才能够靠近

感谢我不可以 住进你的眼睛
所以才能 拥抱你的背影
有再多的遗憾 用来牢牢记住
不完美的所有美丽

感谢我不可以 拥抱你的背影
所以才能 变成你的背影
躲在安静角落 不用你回头看 不用珍惜
躲在安静角落 如果你回头看 不用在意

我怀里所有温暖的空气
变成风也不敢和你相遇
我的心事 蒸发成云
再下成雨却舍不得淋湿你

really like the lyrics~
anyway happy 2008!
will blog more later,
now me going for Penang buffet with my dearest family.
yummy!!!

Queen Tona @ 3:59 PM 0 comments

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