mood has changed from agitated to numbness.
think i am sinking into depression.
i am totally feeling it.
i will be working for 12 days in a row with nasty team and client.
i duno how am i going to survive,
and whats installed for me,
and if i can truly hold my inner self and just do the job like a robot.
i can only say i try.
actually, all i want is a pat on my shoulder,
saying ya work's tough, but try your best,
but you did not even do a single bit of that.
i am so disappointed.
makes me wonder,
wats me working so hard for,
and not even being appreciated by the people closest to me.
just feeling detached and alone.
just like i always am.
when did life become like this?
Queen Tona @ 11:30 PM
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Wednesday, April 01, 2009
i am so damn angry with people who dun mean what they say.
or rather, pretend to forget what they say and assume u have to do what they want u to do.
its my weekends and i am not even supposed to be working.
the fact that i willingly share my sunday with you is already enuff,
and now u come and say saturday aso must work.
when last week, you are the one who say we only need to work on sunday.
this is ridiculous!!!!
if u had said last week that we need to work both days,
den fine, i have no choice.
but now, my sat is already planned and now u come and say,
who told u sat no need to work.
i want to scream in front of ur face thats is YOU.
i am sick and tired of having people tell me things that they cannot deliver.
if its not going to happen, den whats the pt of telling me in the first place?
this is ridiculous!!!
i am like super pissed.
and all thanks to the fact that i am the lowest lifeform in the company,
i can do nth but sit here and type on the computer.
this sucks.
the day i make it to the top,
i make sure these people suffer under my hands.
doubly hard.
Queen Tona @ 11:09 PM
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