Name: Jiahui
Age: 22
School: auditor in training ntu acc njc st nicks peiying pri
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Sunday, March 30, 2008

i was just wondering......
whether anyone stills keep a diary,
as in, not this online blog kinda thing,
but a real diary.
coz seriously speaking, i still do.
but of coz, i dun update tat v frequently,
in fact, tat diary is the same one i used 8 years ago.
HA.

my weekends are over just like this.
even b4 i had a chance to complete wat i set out to complete,
the next working week awaits me.
the peak is ending in one month,
and i am kinda really drained, to a certain extent.

i duno, its just, i feel,
there is just too many things to care and worry abt everyday.
and in fact, at the end of everything,
i realise, those things dun even concern me at all.
y sld i bother if they use the wrong standard?
y sld i care if they enter into the wrong accounts,
y sld i waste my time and lose my sleep over numbers tat dun even affect me.

今晚，我有点想哭。
我的人生，
找不到方向，
找不到目标，
找不到理由，
找不到爱情。

在这没有范围，
没有时限的捉迷藏，
我开始有点慌。。。

Queen Tona @ 11:14 PM 0 comments

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Sunday, March 23, 2008

the long weekends is over,
just like this?!?!?!?.

omg, i am totally dreading the week ahead........

DREADING.....

hurmphz

i duno which is worse.

sucky team or sucky client.

anyway the weekends were quite well spent i wld say.

fri was baby eugene's bday.

sat i met up with the gals for ktv and hw to discuss abt japan.

today i did some work and slack and watch s-pop hahaz.

yeah~~~ we were very high at KTV.

haha coz we got our usual high songs to make us high,

but high songs are usually old songs...... like grasshoppers hohohohoz

haha nowadays we alwaz turns up in the same type of clothes,

like shorts, demin shirts, grey/black theme etc,

the two gals wore their new shirts on that day together again. kewl~

haha thats me with my "arabic" theme......

there's some other real spastic fotos of me and my shawl

which i tink sld not be published in order to maintain my queen image. hoho.

anyway but to sum it all, ktv with my pretty gals are alwayz fun and high!!!

anyway, feeling kinda old these few days,

haha suddenly realise that i am realli quite old alreadi. *gasp*

dun wanna admit, also must admit liao.

okoko watevers.......

one more week of interactions with those people,

and i am outa there.........

i can survive!!!

Queen Tona @ 11:24 PM 0 comments

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Saturday, March 22, 2008

仿佛迷失了方向，
只知道一直往前冲，
可是，
有时候，停下脚步来的时候，
总觉得，距离目标好远，
要牺牲，要失去的东西，
又好像太多了。

也许，平平淡淡的过生活，
好像也不错。
但，就这样，
每天反反复复做一样的事，
又好像太单调。

就一定得这么矛盾，
也许，这就是人生。
二选一，
看似容易，
但，其实很难。
因为，不能重来。

Queen Tona @ 12:52 AM 0 comments

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Tuesday, March 11, 2008

if last week's job was heaven,
this week i am in hell.
if there is anything i am going to get outa this week's job,
it is to confirm my hatred for people with longer names,
following history of my ab311 project mate.

i am like so irritated and pissed off both by the client and my in charge,
who, of coz yes, have a longer name.
AHHHHHHHHHH

i just haf the sudden urge to take mc and leave him to die.
and yet again, i noe i simply cant do that.
work SUCKS.
in times like this,
work really sucks.
and i hate to have to be there,
to literally beg and chase people for stuff,
to waste my brain cells over numbers that do not concern me,
to waste my time explaining to the in charge that the tests simply cannot work.

feeling like shit.

Queen Tona @ 11:22 PM 1 comments

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Sunday, March 09, 2008

HOooooooooooooo.

wat an eventful week.
i was in tuas, witnessing the massive truck jam,
and somtimes getting stuck within the jam itself.
client was super nice,
workload was ok, felt really sad when we pull out on thurs,
coz its rare that u meet nice clients...

anyway my internet connection was down since tuesday,
which explains y i din blog to whine or complain or watsoeva,
so i was internet-less all the way till yesterday.
but that aside,
highlight for the week was the release of A levels results,
which i must say i am super proud of my bro~~!!!!
he got 4As!!! =D!!!!
which i truly believes he deserves it!!!!
so v happy for him!!!! yeaH! YAHOO~~~~
and he is going to POP on wednesday!!!
well, although i cant be there coz nex week's job is supposed to be shit.....
but well....... sometimes we cant always choose wat we want to do.

let's just hope next's week job is still managable,
but one thing for sure, i will be back in another part of tuas.
haha, well update if possible!

一堆堆的白雪，
装满了喜悦，
装满了期待，
也装满了遗憾。

原来，我的梦想实现了，
只不过，负责实现的不是我。
不是放不下，
是因为放下了，
所以有的是遗憾，
不是失望，不是难过，

只是，希望下次，
站在一堆堆白雪中的，
会是我和我等了很久的某个他。

Queen Tona @ 10:45 PM 0 comments

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Sunday, March 02, 2008

its sunday again.......
tml hafta go to ulu tuas,
tuas is a depressing place, i cannot imagine working there full time......

anyway, last week's nightmare wasnt that nightmare-ish after all,
i tink its prob coz it was not finals yet, so he hasnt show his full monster colours yet,
talkin abt tat,
sat went to natas fair with the gals,
and den we headed to marina, and guess wat,
i had to see that smoke monster even on a saturday at citylink.
super sian.........

ooh and we wenta explore the Singapore Flyer,
i mean we din sit lah, just wenta take a look,
quite a romantic place, haha can foresee its going to be a popular dating spot.
ooooh added bonus for the day was...........
i went to kfc and the person gave me a student meal,
even though i dun have my student pass and i din ask for it.
HAHAHHAAz.
i noe i noe, its onli when we are really OLD already,
then we feel the thrill of being able to eat student meals still. =X
at least then i can still safely say the peak hasnt done much damage to me thus far! =D

today's spent slacking,
and blue-ing........
hai, in need of a long break..........
just feel like packing up my luggage and going for a mth long holiday,
just stay in a simple place, watch the people, everything just go SLOW........
but well, its march already~
before we know it, its may,
and the peak is over. i guess.........

"you cannot do wat you love,
but you can love wat u do........"
sometimes i really wish,
i dun start the week just counting down to friday,
i cannot imagine spending the rest of my life like this......
but is it really possible to love wat i do,
i wonder........
isit just becoz i doing the wrong thing now,
or isit that no matter wat job i will do,
i can never truly enjoy my work.

well, i supposed,
i will be able to find out,
when the time comes,
when i am ready,
to leave the audit field.........
till then,
let's just count down to my fridays ahead!

Queen Tona @ 9:46 PM 0 comments

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