Name: Jiahui
Age: 22
School: auditor in training ntu acc njc st nicks peiying pri
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Friday, June 30, 2006

the weekends.
tat marks the end of the week.
which means i have 2 more weeks left of PA.
cant believe it.
although there are some "sian-diao" stuff,
mostly the ppl and work wise have been quite enjoyable.
and if i just turn an eye away from those irritating stuff,
everything's A-OK.

Queen Tona @ 11:29 PM 2 comments

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Tuesday, June 20, 2006

if this is considered lucky.
i must have been the luckiest person these days.

Queen Tona @ 11:27 PM 0 comments

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Sunday, June 18, 2006

the weekend is O-V-E-R just like this.
and tml is work again.
sigh.
sometimes i wonder how far do one have to go,
to get things that they want.
y is everyone just trying to potray the best image of themselves,
in front of everyone else, when tats not their true self in the 1st place.
fake smiles, fake comments, fake concerns.
it makes me wan to puke.
but somehow or rather, we all know tat some extent of these,
do end u up somewhere good. some extent of curry-favouring ur boss,
will do you no harm.
maybe its still not time for me to blend into such a environment,
but i rather choose my own way of getting stuff done.
wats the pt of going to such extent for a graDe?
its scary how ambitious one can be, in the wrong wae.

nvm.
forget those stupid stuff.

i spent my weekend you-tubeing!
on AQMFS. haha. unexpected event coz i din wan to continue watching it.
but xr tempted me to watch, so well,
but everytime watch these kinda shows, aso feel v tired.
mentally and physically.
coz u feel so drawn into the show.

sometimes, i wonder y there is so much pain,
when love was supposed to be smth so simple,
but maybe, if u dun feel the pain,
u can never appreciate love.

there was nothing i can do, but smile, and wish for the best

Queen Tona @ 11:10 PM 0 comments

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wat a wae to spent my precious night.

Queen Tona @ 12:52 AM 0 comments

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Saturday, June 17, 2006

在愛情的過程裡面
我們一直站在
付出比較多的那一方
所以 受傷 忌妒 開心 歡笑
所有愛情的感覺
我們都比較對方多了一倍
當然傷害也會多了一倍
不過這些
現在對方都感受不到了
全部都留給我們承受
不過也正因為我們
比別人多了一份愛
才有力量在傷痛中重新站起來

courtesy of ya si. hahaz

Queen Tona @ 4:26 PM 1 comments

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Thursday, June 15, 2006

all i ask was a little more,
but somehow tats life.
u get wat u can get,
no bargains, no discounts.
right up to the very exact amount.

if u cant change it,
accept it.
if u cant accept it,
forget it.
if u cant forget it,
live with it.

Queen Tona @ 11:25 PM 0 comments

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Wednesday, June 14, 2006

simple things.
simple life.

Queen Tona @ 10:22 PM 0 comments

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Sunday, June 11, 2006

yawn. i noe i have been MIA.
budden bloggin seems to have lose some of its meaning to me.
maybe its work, although we dun do anything physical,
but everytime after work, still feel very drained.
and den before we know it, its time to sleep and a new day begins.

lets see wats been happening since my bday.

-GSS started.
-results were out. quite ok, and i cant imagine i got A- for career.
i seriously think i can only excel in crappy subjects
-subject registration. got wat we wanted!

oh last sunday we went old folks home.
and there was this uncle who showed us magic!
so exciting!!!! v impressed with him actually.
haha, actually aso din do much there.

sometimes, in midst of all the work etc,
feel like doing smth different.
like maybe stopping to do smth for those who need help.

everyday i walk in and out of raffles place,
i see everyone lookin ready to conquer their jobs,
ready to work their heart and soul out.
budden, its saddening to see that i hardly see joy in their faces.
there isnt much warmth in the heart of the city.
and we just look like a colony of ants going off to work and den going home.
ppl have no tolerance for change, u get into their way and dun follow the crowd,
u get stares and irritated remarks.

they say, its those successful ppl who are often lonely.
i am beginning to understand y.


對不起，我不該再讓你痛苦了，小貝。我們相處的這段日子，讓我充滿了希望，我用生命， 換來這段感情，正因為我把他看得太珍貴， 所以才給你這麼大的壓力，只是，亞斯在你心 中份量太重，忘不了亞斯的你，跟我在一起，只是痛苦，我們分手吧.

Queen Tona @ 11:39 PM 1 comments

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