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Name: Jiahui
Age: 22
School: auditor in training ~~ntu acc~~ ~~njc~~ ~~st nicks~~ ~~peiying pri~~
Often known as: Queen

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A place to ramble
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Credits

Friday, November 28, 2003

sigh. in a totally down mood today.

wenta ktv with my frenz.b4 going suntec to buy wedding gift den rush home to watch holland v.
sounds enjoyable but no, tink it was one of the quite sad outings.
i mean, the thot of how many outings can we actually have together b4 guys go off to army etc realli la....
juz totally saddening.
it seriously juz seem like yesterday when i was complainin abt njc uniform, the sch, and the new class.
and now? i juz sorta have nothing to do with the school anymore le.

i duno y i juz feel so down, prob all of a sudden, it juz seemed like its time for everyone to go their seperate ways. yes, i noe, we can still meet up etc, but the feeling is diff. the thot of not having to suffer in lessons with them, not jokin during lunch etc, its juz weird. and its scary to know that we are indeed moving on to a new phase of life, where school and lessons are outa the picture, where guys will spend their time in army and gals will prob get a taste of working life.

juz like wat me and zr talked abt today. how will the world seem now? now that we are not shelthered and covered with books and more books. wat kinda ppl are we gonna come into contact with? can we survive? do we know the right stratetgy to survive?

*sigh* and both zr and gy are off to china tonite...... tink i am beginning to miss them already. omg. sob sob. and zr isnt even coming back for prom....... talkin abt prom..... so sad........ =\ i seriously dun mind going back to the start of the yr where we juz got into S05.... even if it means havin to do A levels all over again. because, its fun when i have frens like u ppl ard me to accompany me..... i juz pray and hope that i wun cry on prom nite, i dun wanan be a cry-baby....... but even today, i felt like crying. totally stupid.

* aniwaz, not sure if zr gonna read this since he sae he may come on net, haha, muz enjoy urself in shanghai yea? since u bring so much clothes, mite as well wear more la, since there so cold! whaha and dun forget my prezzie!!! and weber and hanwei's too! aniwaz, the most impt thing is to enjoy urself la. dun tink of other stuff le, ok? k have a great holiday~*

Queen Tona @ 9:33 PM 0 comments

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Wednesday, November 26, 2003

let's see, in less than 24hrs time, i am on my way to freedom
A levels will be over and done with! =)

feeing quite sianz diaoz.
duno y, prob coz of what happened at the bus stop.
when gy said " i noe ur secret...... blah blah blah"
duno, duno y i juz felt sorta weird
weird in the sense that, i wonder, i realli wonder how many ppl noes....
not that i care, but well, dun u tink its weird when ppl noe abt stuff that u wun want ppl to noe?
dun u feel weird that ppl are sorta talkin behind my back?
juz feeling ARGH. if i want u to know, i wld have told u personally
i dun see the NEED for others to noe abt stuff thru others.
i mean, am i angry? no. i juz feel so totally pathetic.
it sucks to noe that there may be others who knoe stuff that u dun want them to noe.
bloody hell. can those ppl juz shut their mouths
duno la, feeling damn vexed abt all these stuff, juz wanna AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Queen Tona @ 8:30 PM 0 comments

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Tuesday, November 25, 2003

sigh. this is terrible. i am juz feeling so panicky for no apparent reason......
prob of my nitemare last nite...... dreamt that i had A C C and U [ yes ungraded for my econs]
whahha, its was a real nitemare coz i dreamt that everyone in my class had As and Bs except me!!!
and i was the last one to get my results coz it was too lousy!!

hai, whahah isnt it a bit too late to worry abt results now? when all i have left is 3.5hrs of exams.....
but well, i am really starting to worry abt physics..... coz tink i made quite a lot of stupid mistakes in paper 2...... hai, hope to pull the marks up in paper 3 lor seriously.... i mean, praying for a B la, hope i can get it..... whaha can leave the As to all the scholars and weirdos..... *prays hard* cross fingers......

meanwhile.... whahah i shall slack a bit den continue mugging.
oh well, i sld cherish the muggin feeling because thurs is coming real soon!!!!!!!

Queen Tona @ 12:11 PM 0 comments

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Sunday, November 23, 2003

apparently there has been some delay in me "transforming" into mugger of njc......
whahah, coz i have only managed to skim thru fluids... and i am in a totally slack mood
and all i am dreamin off is strollin down town and tryin out clothes, shoes, lookin at bags, accesorries etc.
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! this is terrible!!!!!

sld i slack for yet another day? =\
i mean, there is still design and paper 3 and i din realli do that well for paper 2.......
sigh, if only i can not study and still get As like sum weirdos in my sch........
y am i so stupid!!!!!
since i already so stupid le, den y am i slacking!!! =(

yawnz. i wanan go shopping!!!!!!! i dun wanna look at books!!!!!

Queen Tona @ 3:46 PM 0 comments

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Saturday, November 22, 2003

totally exhausted.

i neva knew shopping can be this tiring..... oh well, at least i tink i have lost my skills of shopping all the way from orchard to dobby ghaut. blame it on the A levels then.
aniwaz, wenta town today, i seriously felt as if As were over and we had all the time in the world to shop, slack, play and lead a tai-tai life!

aniwaz, i went from taka to lucky plaza, den to tangs, den to scotts, den to far east, den to heerens, den back to taka, den back to wistma and den ended with dinner with mummy at scotts........
totally exhausted and my feet are killing me!!!! i should not have worn that shoes, but everything i sae this, i neva fail to wear it yet again. whahha, k, there is a price to pay to look good. =X

saw dozens and dozens of dresses,etc. and i realli like the perfect in black shop. tink its totally cool. prob will try to find my top there. aniwaz, brought a pair of black heels at isetan. i tink i am seriously fated to buy shoes there because i bought my white heels there two yrs back.......

*hai* my legs feel like they are gonna break real soon......
and guess wat is the worse part?
its back to mugger;s life tml.
its back to my quantum, EMI, etc.......
sigh, i feel like cinderella!!!!!! when the clock struck twelve, its back to a mugger of njc!!!!! =(

Queen Tona @ 9:39 PM 0 comments

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Saturday, November 15, 2003

hai. tink i am juz not fated to take chem paper in peace.
b4 chem prac, i fell sick.
now i feel as if i am falling sick too,
throat uncomfortable, nose a bit blocked.
*sigh*

muz get well soon. *pat pat*

Queen Tona @ 9:35 PM 0 comments

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Friday, November 14, 2003

My inner child is one year old!

Everything is new to me. I like watching the world
go by around me, and I don't sweat the small
stuff--or the large stuff, either. Just so long
as I stay warm and safe and dry, life's pretty
good.

How Old is Your Inner Child?
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whaha not that i totally disagree.....
prob that explains y i neva like sad shows, i juz dun wanna grow up.

Queen Tona @ 10:37 PM 0 comments

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kae, this is for all my frenz!!!!
hehez, frenz forever! i love u guys! *hugs* *muacks*
and jia you jia you!!!

omg tink this is so sweet......
whaha shall dedicate this to someone who appeared in my dreams last nite....
whaha shant sae wat i dreamt of! =P
*sigh* but well, maddness aside, i sld really start to worry
worry when sumone starts to appear so frequently in my dreams.....
=\

Queen Tona @ 11:59 AM 0 comments

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Thursday, November 13, 2003

hmmmmmm finally get to touch my keyboard!!! whahah i seriously have loads to sae!!!
i feel like typing down a million words!!! =)

shall update on the As first.....
apparently the "most hectic" week has passed by without me even feeling much.....
duno le, i juz dun feel like u noe, I AM DOING THE As.....
still in a v heck-care mood, not much nervous-ness, do the paper in a v relax mood.....
*sianz* seriously hope this "relax mood" can help in makin me score man....
finished econs and maths already..... dun have much to sae realli.....
all i noe is econs is dead, dead, dead!!! AHHHH! *screams*

aniwaz, slack most of today... or rather the entire of today besides the paper part.....
wenta ps for lunch with zr and gy.... ps changed a lot.
or perhaps its coz i have been in such a mugging mood that i haven been to town for so long!
aniwaz, zong rong and guang yi wenta watch matrix there. me? juz join them for lunch.
whah shant be "litebulb" mah, since they are sharing lover;s seats~~ AHHHHH! =P

which brings me to update on the most interestin thing of the week........
i am officially renamed wanwan.... u noe? the one in holland v........
i shant sae much abt who is that nuowen and yang xiong....
juz found this entire thing yet another crazy thing that my frenz are def capable of coming up with. =)
hai, come to tink of it, i cant sae they are entirely wrong......
somtimes i dun understand much abt myself.
sumhow i feel that i am beginning to feel more and more for someone,
i mean, there;s nothing wrong with THAT, except that its sumone i shld not have fallen for, or rather develop a liking for.....
sigh, seriously dun feel like taking any risk and sacrificing yet another friendship.
prob, prob its time i start to keep a distance. coz i guess this time, i have sub-consciously cross that boundary.....

but is it possible to feel things for two ppl? at one go?
or prob this means that i am another step closer to setting myself free?
duno la, mind is in a mess and i am juz pushin those away to a corner.
its like the more i tink, the more confused i get.
follow my heart? no, no, follow my heart and i tink i will end up with un-forseen circumstances......
i will end up regreting my actions yet again.

sigh. how? how? how?

Queen Tona @ 9:58 PM 0 comments

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Sunday, November 09, 2003

tml is the much awaited As.....
juz wishing everyone the best of luck.
jia you and may we get the results we want!

Queen Tona @ 7:48 PM 0 comments

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*sigh*
why isit that everytime i tink of loads to sae, tons to do,
and yet in the end, i ended up with only two words?
two words....
how useless can i be? and it wasnt even personal, it was a sms
i am scared. and everytime i muster up my courage, my mind tells me that i sldn;t be doing that.
and i am back at sq one again.
sick, sick and tired of this.
wat will it be nex yr? another two words?
is that gonna help at all. does that person give a damn at all?
is it gonna change anything?
bloody hell, sick and tired of myself.

ARGH

Queen Tona @ 7:42 PM 0 comments

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Thursday, November 06, 2003

realise that i am countin down to something that i sldn;t even have remembered.

wonderful.

Queen Tona @ 10:38 PM 0 comments

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Wednesday, November 05, 2003

*HAI*
seriously, i tink i gonna start my subsequent entries with this man.
gettin sick and tired of studying. esp this last week.....
gettin more and more stressed up.
AH!
and i tink my brains have reached SATURATION pt, anymore and precipitation will occur man!

*Sigh* big big sigh.
tink i cant remember much of all that i have mug so far, my mind is really in a huge mess.
MESS MESS MESS
=( and my body is aching, my shoulders are aching, i have a huge headache again.
tink econs realli gives me headache.
and i am so panicking becoz i tink i have forgotten everything else. all i remember is my name.
boo hoo hoo, i hope this thing ends soon. i cant stand much of such life.
muggin in the lib daily with nothing but books and notes is not that kinda life that i want.
its def not that life that suits me. any much more and i tink i am gonna end up in depression!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Queen Tona @ 9:59 PM 0 comments

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Tuesday, November 04, 2003

*sigh* havin a massive headache!!!!
and i still have BOP to go...... seriously gettin sick of so much notes.
i tink i am gonna faint anitime soon!!! realli lor, the sight of it makes me puke.....
hai, tink i betta go slack a bit......

whaha aniwaz, got to know of a news that i am rather glad of.
i mean, its mean for me to do that, but DO I CARE?
who was the one who was thousand times, a million times meaner to me?
who was the one who has nothing nice to sae abt me?
who was the one who neva lend a helping hand and instead pushed me further down?
i dun give a damn man.
he sld remain single all his life for all i care.
i seriously tink all gals on earth deserve sumone betta!
so to that gal, congraz yea? time to celebrate man! you sure deserve sumone beta,
not a jerk like him!

aniwaz, haiyarz juz talkin abt him makes me want to puke even more!
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! i seriously have everything against him.
everything
hai. irritated. only noe how to affect my mood man.
seriously cant understand y sum ppl can stand him that much. @!$@%$@%@#%
AHHHHHHHH i feel like going rite up to him and tellin him that i seriously detest him.
if i see him the nex time, i will def stare at him a thousand times harded den the wae he stares at me.
i mean hello? juz f*** off la!!! dun come here and give me that disgustin face k?
its not my fault that u are born that wae aniwaz, BAH.

and i hereby conclude that i hate econs!!!!!!
i have so much facts in my head i really feel like puking!!!!!!!

Queen Tona @ 10:12 PM 0 comments

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Sunday, November 02, 2003

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Love, what is it?
A misused word, a hurtful word.
A comforting word, a reassuring word.
He told me he loves me,
but what does that mean?
Does it mean he would die for me,
or that I am his life?
Love is a word,
that hurts more people than not.
If I say I love him,
will we be bound forever,
or just until tomorrow?
How many others have said it to me,
only to have their feeling quickly vanish?
I love my family and neighbors,
but that is different,
from the love he promised me.
I do not want to be a pessimist,
but does love really exist?
Is there such a thing as love,
except from a mother to her child?
If love is real, it will last forever,
but what is forever?
how long is forever?

Queen Tona @ 5:44 PM 0 comments

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