Name: Jiahui
Age: 22
School: auditor in training ntu acc njc st nicks peiying pri
Often known as: Queen

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Thursday, June 30, 2005

this is bad.
i am hooked onto ink link.
now i am running late for work.
S2 today.
fully occupied today.
no boredom hahaz.

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Tuesday, June 28, 2005

work tml!
yeah!
superstar tml!
yeah!
weekends are coming!
yeah!

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The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

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tats it!!!! he has striked again!!!!

remember the case of the missing pink slippers?
omg. now, to my horror, when i opened my door this morning.
my army slipper is gone!!!! missing!!!!
now i have no slippers so i have to drag out my old slip-ons
which are abandoned by me in the corner of the shoe rack.

GREAT. which idiot is it?
who is in love with the smell of my feet huh?
tell me lar, i can charge u maybe 5/hr for smelling my feet.
ROAR. this is so pervertic.
i swear if my slippers go missing again,
i will make a police report.

so now, whoever it is.
dun sae u werent warned!

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Monday, June 27, 2005

the result of boredom.
is lazyness.....
the result of lazyness
is boredom......

ok. this sux.
i either have too many things to do, or nth to do at all.
at this rate, i wld rather go work S2 everyday den stone.

over and out.

Queen Tona @ 11:07 PM 0 comments

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Sunday, June 26, 2005

look wat i saw on the mrt today!

40%- Blood type O
30%- Blood type B
25%- Blood type A
5%- Blood type AB

haha i noe this is juz an estimation la.
but i was quite shocked coz i alwaz thot Type A was the nex
biggest grp after O. so i guess i was wrong after all....
lalaz.

new week. work tml lunch.
yawnz. everyone repeat after me
i love my job
i love my job
i love my job.
my foot.

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all of us! at suntec!
fotos courtesy of gy!
yeah!
love u guys! *muacks*

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food for thot.
how do u define like and love?
as said by MR toh zr!!! the big meanie who is 4eva bullying gals!!! =P
i remember asking myself and my frens that quite some time ago.
maybe we were young den, so no one actually had a v clear pic of it.
but den again, haha now at a age of 20, i feel tat i haven really
gotten to understand it too. at least, tats wat i realised.
is many like equals to love?
*shrugs*

yest we wenta celebrate hw's belated bday.
had great fun really. haha its alwaz great fun going out with them.
we are all MAD. ok, we excluding me of coz. =P
we wenta crystal jade den choco bar at esplanade den long johns.
hahaz so basically wat we did yest was to eat eat eat.
=) smart choice of me not to eat lunch den! yeEHa!

yest we talked abt marriage and who will be the 1st one to marry.
hahaz, i wonder if its got to do with the age. seems as if suddenly everyone
is like anticipating who going to be the first.
hmmmm, marriage to me now is so far far far~~~~~~
no one to marry how to marry?
and haven enjoy enuff too!

lalala~
life now is light, as in i feel light.
maybe when u dun get into contact with certain things,
it will makes a huge difference.
and maybe when u tell urself to juz let things go accordingly
and not try to force ur way through it, life will be happier too.

i din manged to learn wat is love,
but i managed to learn, tat the only thing that is constant in life is changes.
ppl change, feelings change. and maybe tat was the only thing that
i forget to do for so long, tat is to change too.

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Friday, June 24, 2005

i cant believe this. the TAO tat i spoke abt less den a mth ago?
the one tat i din attend/do the proj a single bit?
hahaz. i managed to bluff a B outa the tutor.
hahaz. i really believe he is a kind soul.
and i strongly encourage everyone to take up GP05 as ur GE.
=D

aniwaz, the timetable planning was terrible. i learnt a lesson.
tat is to use the school computer coz at home i tink the minimial time
lag will cost u everything la huh?
so now i am stuck with a five day timetable budden mon and wed
early dismissal like 1030 for wed?
den fri starts late in the afternoon....
hahaz, so dun blame me if i skip all the lectures for wed....
i was determined to be guai and not skip lessons.
but den the school "force" me to. so TOO BAD.
den again, i tink no matter wat, i will skip lessons anyway.

i finished lovers in paris.
haha i neva knew we need brains in watching vcd until i finished this man.
=P

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dad's off to indonesia....
and i have to plan timetable in less den 1/2hr.
ok. i dun see the link.

and i finish my lovers in paris.
ending was too cheem for me to decipher.
and i have a lot of things to do actually.
in preparation for the big event. hahaz
no lar. crapz.

k hope i can snatch up the classes i want!

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Tuesday, June 21, 2005

wow! i cant believe this, i have bloggin for abt two years?!?!
now, i am amazed with myself.
seriously, i am neva those who strive and stick on with things for too long.
as in, things like maybe interest-wise, idol-wise (tony doesnt count)
and now!!!! i have been living in this blog add for two years.
hahaz.
this is worth a celebration!

food for thought...
the question juz keeps popping out.
haha when i am watching the lovers in paris.

isit better to have loved and lost, den neva loved b4?
isit better to have met and known, den neva met b4?
isit better to have tried and failed, den to neva try b4?

shrugs.

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Monday, June 20, 2005

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward.
You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument
before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything
to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you
will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with
people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and
beautifully in love.
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
(haha i seriously disagree with this!!!)
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income.
Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll
be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in
case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble.
You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. I
ndependence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments
on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma
when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

The Real You
1. You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know
you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing
personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
2. You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
3. You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
4. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

haha how true is this? i dun tink its v accurate.
but den, bored ppl do bored things like bored quizzes.
=)

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had a terrible nitemare.
or rather daymare.
i dreamt that me and some other ppl were travelling on the mrt.
den as we were passing by the blocks of flats, they started
toppling and so many ppl flew out of their hses.
and the flats juz keep toppling one by one.....
and i was still sitting comfortably on the mrt.... doing nth.
now i shudder at the thought of sittin on the mrt...

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Sunday, June 19, 2005

yah. since its father's day.
i shall share this advertisement.
haha

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all rite. some pics from my bday! courtesy of dear hw!


cuttin the cake

cos gals and 38 club. my jc gang!!!

sr me xr. haha the 3G.

cos gals!!!

farni poise. i love sly.

i tried to resize the fotos coz its too big. so may look a bit weird.
if u all want to original juz msg or tag me!

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as u can see, i was too bored. so i change my layout lor.
haha isnt the mushroom cutE?
and of coz, i did it for u ppl. coz green is good for the eyes.
remember?
=)

lala. now, who else to invite to the grand opening but ....

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i am blinded.
but let me continue.
the truth is too much for me.
i rather stay in the dark.

i am afraid of giving.
so let me receive.
let me be selfish for once.
or have i been selfish for too long?

madness.
the after effects of slackin for too long.
yes.
definitely.

yawnz.

dreading. everything.

boo.

hoo.

hoo.

i am going nuts.

pls tell me i am.

i wan to sae sorry.

but den again, is there any reason?

like i said.

i am a devil.

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Friday, June 17, 2005

i have work in less den 12hrs.
hate hate hate.
i cant be bothered.
the more u give me that kinda attitude
the more i cant be bothered.
the more i heck care.
i seriously hope some super duper
unreasonable customer can come one
day and complain abt him like shit.
till the person who owns the restaurant
will fire him!!!! muhahahahz.
den i will lauff my HEAD off manz.
muhahahz.

yea yea. ge dou tian wang!!!
i am so in love. i am so in the story
i feel a bit detached from real life.
hahaz. later tml go work, den i go
show off some of my fighting skills
that tony taught me! at HIM of coz.
hahaz break some of his bones manz.
ok. i tink i sound like a devil.
aiyarz i am so kind one ok?

let me get pass later peacefully.
haha i no need to pray. he needs to.
=P

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Thursday, June 16, 2005

forget abt the serious post. coz i am in a
super duper BAD MOOD.
wat else, wat else can piss me off but work.
i hate hate hate!!!! that idiot man who
tinks he is god. den go ard lookin down
on ppl and accusing ppl of things. when
he himself sld juz go look at himself in the
freakin mirror and reflect manz! wat is
this!!!! i swear if i have the power, the
1st person i want to fire off is him!

i shant go and elaborate wat exactly
happen la. juz makes my blood boils.
wateva it is, i hate cocky ppl. like i am
really that desperate for tat teeny weeny
bit of pay lor. WTF. AHHHHHHHH!!!
damn sian la. i hate the world.
y isit lidaT? ppl backstab, ppl suck up
to others. wah liew. i hate the real
world. i hate hate hate.

aiyarz, i dun even noe wat am i saying
wateva it is, i am v pissed. as in really.
as in totally!!! as in i hate everyone
there!!!! almost all!!!! hurmph!
i hate ppl who act all high and mighty.
pls lar, wats the big deal. juz a dumb
manager only. act as if u own the
entire restaurant. BOO. alamakz.
i realli realli wnana go strangle him.
and pluck out all his remaining hair.
(he is half bald by the wae and he is
not old, he is 30plus)
wat can i sae, god is fair.
to mean ppl. BOO.

other den work, all is fine. coz i am
watchin ge dou tian wang. hahaz.
although we all noe that watchin
vcds are both physically and mentally
draining. but its all worth it.

and guess wat? no work tml!
WOHOO! no more facin that monster.
DOWN WITH HIM.

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Wednesday, June 15, 2005

lemme share smth funny with u guys.
going off to work soon.
shall blog later abt more serious stuff.
for now.... enjoy.

.

haha wat can i sae but he is so KAWAII
look like a koala bear. and look at renfu's
expression. damn farni. hahaz.

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Tuesday, June 14, 2005

the only thing i learnt from TAO:
a picture speaks a thousand words.
so here's this!!


no prizes for guessin wat am i bz with.

=D

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Sunday, June 12, 2005

work work work.
promotion is makin me damn stressed up.
now who saes holidays are stress-free?
i tink its more stressful den sch days.
=( remind me neva to go work as waitress
nex time. i relali tink i am not cut out
for it.

terrrrrrrrible.
hurmph.

and today i was intendin to watch my
5566 show at 12pm on channel u.
and bloody hell, they repeat the dumbo
super star thing instead. how can they
do this?!?! how can those ppl be compared
to my tony?!?! they are juz being AA.
and the stupid Tv is actually interested in
wasting their air time to fulfil the wants
of such ppl. and at the expense of my
tony!!!! if this happens again nex week,
i am gonna write in to complain!!!
ROAR.

angry!
pissed!
tired!
irritated!

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i am feelin fat.
went for buffet with my family!
pariss international seafood.
damn ex. actually its not exactly worth it.
but we were "experimenting" so well,
at least i am so full now i wanna puke.

and another highlite is, i got my digi cam.
or rather me, dad and bro chip in to
get one. like finally.
and it looks smth like this


and another hitelite is that my tony
is going to fly back from shanghai
to see me!!!! yeah! realli!
he will be here tml nite!
omg!
i cant wait!

k off i go.
i feel so bloated i wanna puke.
i feel like i have eaten enuff to last
me for the entire week.

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Thursday, June 09, 2005

work was terrible today.
the so much awaited promotion was
nth but an illusion.....
i was a total blur. like there are zillion
of stuff to do and take note of.

and after the shift, the manager told
me that he spotted 12mistakes today.
from me. woHOO. dun worrie its
not a typo error, its really TWELVE.
not 1 or 2. wat can i sae man?

i realise i am realli not quite cut out
to be a waitress. firstly, i am not that
kinda attentive ppl, i tend to fly
away into my own dreamland, so its
like i can sometimes juz stand there
and stone. so i wun notice who needs
refill, who needs to order, who needs
to clear plates watsoeva. secondly,
i realise that i cannot hold like 20plates
at one go.... and i come to a conclusion.
thats coz of my small hands plus short
fingers... esp the pinky. its not my
fault wat!!! hurmph. and den i realise
i cannot really multi-task v well. and
den i realise i duno much abt service
and how the spoons sld be placed, how
the cups muz be held watsoever.
watever. like to me, i juz take the
utensils and eat. who cares which is
where?

BOO. i am like so stressed and sian
diao.... given today's situation. to me
already bad enuff, and it was only a
weekday lunch. tml dinner shift
is so gonna be a killer. i can imagine.
and the mangaer even say that tml
he wun be that kind animore. as if
he was kind today to begin with.

wat is this? this is a 100times
worse den taking the acc2 module.
BOO.

pray for me.

=X

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wonderful. i crap 14pages of answers for
TAO. notice here that quantity means
nothing, i crap till the extend that i
myself wanted to puke becoz it sounded
too fake and disgusting. i wrote as if all
my meaning in life is to understand TAO.

oh and i wrote sucha interestin thing.
its not the end results that matters but
rather the process and what u have been
through coz those are memories that
stay with u forever. wat a load of crap.
becoz i noe too well, that u cant survive
on memories alone. they do nth good to u.
sometimes, they make u insane.

watever. its over.

i am so free now! waiting for my ge
dou tian wang to appear from the sky.
in the literal sense! =D
tony!!!

and yes, not forgettin my new bf.
yc dear. muhahahz.

aniwaz, hw is off to thailand with
tyy,jl,wq and ys! take care and
have fun!!! and bring me prezzie!
its not a request, its an ORDER.

yawnz. off i go!

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Wednesday, June 08, 2005

rite, i have like maybe 3plus hrs to TAO.
exam time. i am so ready, never been better.
my foot.
i din mug at all, coz when i tried to go
read the lecture notes online, it either
din make any sense to me or it was totally
too over, as in i feel that if i finally
understand wat it means, i wld have been
brain-washed too and den i will go MAD
too. this is terrible, i shall write to the
admin office to have this course cancelled
since in the first place, this course was
merely something that that old man
fabricate out as his thesis paper.

wonder wats it gonna be like later.
hahaz, oh ya, the only rite thing i did
was to check my seat number.
thank u, i noe i am smart! the least
u can do is to get to ur seat quick and
find a comfortable position to sleep.
=D

haha anyway in continuation of some of
my frens' thots and comments on marriage
and children....i shall pen down some of wat
i feel.

duno leh, it does seemed weird now to talk
abt marriage and all becoz, like 4 me,i dun
even have anyone in mind unless tony
counts. budden, ok la, for me, i noe i am
def gonna wanna get married. =D
but den again, not so soon la, i mean, muz
at least be mentally, and financially
prepared mahz. but well, to me, marriage is
juz such a special thing.

millions of ppl on the surface on earth,den it
juz so happen that two ppl can truly pledge
their love for one another and den start a
family together.
but den again, thats provided that they dun
come up with funny things like divorce....
which i have seen enuff of such cases that
marriage is startin to seem more like a joke.
nonetheless, marriage.... hmmmm.....
i rather choose to see it in a optimistic light.

and den abt kids.... haha, seriously i dun mind
i dun mind having kids coz i really like them.
as in, hehez. realli lor, i can imagine myself
having a child, as in, i can imagine myself
being a mum. =P.
this sounds absurd, but den, i realli like kids....
its juz so sweet and wonderful.haha, but den
again, thats a long way later....hmmmm, as for
their crying and all, i duno leh,i guess it wun
be sucha problem for me.hahaz, ok, i tink i
sound so much like a 30plus yr old housewife
who is gonna stay at home and grow old.
but no la, i mean, i wanna be those kinda
woman who can balance career and family
hahaz, ezier said den done.
tat shall be my aim!

duno leh, den again its too early to tink so far.
my knight in shinning armour has yet to arrive.
lalaz.

now b4 u click the tiny X at the top rite hand
corner, pls pray for me. tat i can crap for
TAO. yeah!!!! no need to pray that i can
get A juz pray for me that i can get D can le.
thanks arh thanks!
the nex time i get to become the owner
of the restaurant i am workin at,
i will give everyone free pasta and pizza!

=D

cheers

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Tuesday, June 07, 2005

this sux!!!!
i forgot to go ballot for the ndp tickets!!!
or rather it sld be, the deadline is over
b4 i even knew it!!!!! i am so SAD!!!!
now i will have not even a single
chance of going to watch ndp live!

WTF!!!!

stupid govt policies!!!!!

where got ppl deadline so early?!?!

i am SO DEPRESSED.

and i have tao exams on wed.

and i dun noe a single shit abt it.
i din print notes, i din read anything.

i dun even noe the time, the venue
my seat no, and wat is tested.
in actual fact, i din attend most of
the lessons, technically speaking
i paid attention to maybe in total 2hrs?
outa the 12 sessions of 3hrs each lessons.

great. wat a wonderful student i have
been. i will definitely pass with flying
colours.

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Sunday, June 05, 2005

work work work.
yeah! "promotion" tml!
or rather, trainin as server tml!
yeah! yEeE-HAAAAaaa.

i am like moving up the "corporate
ladder". hahaz.
yeah, maybe ya, maybe i can
den take over as manager,
den omg!!! own the restaurant!!!

den i will treat all of u!!!
my dear frens!!!

as for now, dream....
dream on.

=P

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Saturday, June 04, 2005

my bio clock is so screwed up....
i cant sleep... at this unearthly hr.
this is bad.
wait till sch starts man...
den i will noe.
BAH.

i am in a damn sucky mood.
really. its one of these days when i feel
so terribly sian diao, abt everything...
and i feel like shit. like y the hell am
i doing here? like i dun see much
meaning and reason in doing all the stuff.

i tink i have said this upteen times.
but it is the fact.
i am indeed very tired. of everything.
studies, work, family, frens, r/s
i hate to noe that nth, not one
of any of these areas are truly
something that i can be proud of.

i wan to change.
i realli want to go out there and den
suddenly hope to wake up one day
to be in a better situation. to be
a better person....

i duno wat is happenin to me...
sometimes i feel like i have lost myself.
like i feel so detached.... lookin at my
own life from afar...

i often pat myself on the back...
and tell myself that i sld be glad
that i manage to come so far...
but den again.... y? y isit that its
alwazy me? everything.
all the bad things. all the unlucky
things.... someday. someday i will
grow tired too. tired of cheering myself
on...

its alwaz at such unearthly hrs that
my thoughts flow... when i start
to feel so sad.... i duno y.

am i a very weak person?

haiz.

my heart is filling empty.
and yet again, i noe it neva was empty.

i want to believe.
i really do.
but at least, at least give me signs to tell
me that it is worth believing in....

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Friday, June 03, 2005

i hate the world.
i hate myself.
i hate u.
i hate her.
i hate them.

HATRED.
the big sinful word.
y is my heart filled with hatred?

i am that evil.
everyone, pls leave.

u dun noe me.
i am not that wacky jh.
i am a devil.

i hate the world.

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i cant believe this. the only member that i found acceptable in energy is leaving. BOO 

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Thursday, June 02, 2005

yaHOO!!!
my cpu is finally back!!!
yea yea yea!

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doesnt he look so KAwaII?!?! =D 

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my new love!!! kui is such a wonderful lover!!! *muacks* 

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