yes, its sunday again.......
last week's been sucky yet at the same time its good.
sucky in the sense that i was asked to do some real sucky work,
and left to drown and die myself.........
so i just gave back the work in a sucky manner too, coz its not smth i sld be doing at my level in the first place,
good in the sense that i get to cab home, at normal working hours.
omg. this is like duper rare,
everytime i get to knock off on time,
i feel super high. its just like declaring half day on a normal school day.
certain times of the week,
i feel dillusioned abt work,
like i duno if this is smth i enjoy,
and everytime i just feel like i am lying to myself,
when i tell myself things will change for the better,
coz from wat i see, it just gets worse.
the thing abt growing up is that,
u make ur own decisions, and u take responsibility for that.
at the end of it all,
you make do with what u decided and chose.
and u haf no one to blame for whatever u hafta live with.
coz in the first place, u choose wat u wanted.
i mean of coz, at certain pts of my life,
i made certain wrong decisions,
its just a matter of, how long-lasting those impacts will have in me.
just wondering, if this job adds on to the list of wrong decisions i made.
time will tell, or maybe, its already telling......
anyway's been kinda bz these days,
free time equals : watching youtube, doing housework, and planning trip to japan, and add one more, learning some jap terms too. hahahaz. but of coz, i tink i sound like i am speaking greek more than japanese........ oh wells........ worse come to worse, i will just point.
okok its like one mth to japan? omg. i need my break!!!!
不用甜言蜜语，
不用海誓山盟，
两个人的世界，
彼此鼓励，
彼此依赖，
一起进步，
互相扶持，
爱情，就是这么简单。
