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About

Name: Jiahui
Age: 22
School: auditor in training ~~ntu acc~~ ~~njc~~ ~~st nicks~~ ~~peiying pri~~
Often known as: Queen

Adores

Family
Friends
Tony and Joe and Wu Zun
YouTube
Food
Babies
Holiday-ing

The Queen Speaks

A place to ramble
A place to complain
A place for laughter
A place for tears
A place where the true me appears

History

06/01/2003 - 07/01/2003
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Credits

Sunday, September 28, 2008

i have been having nightmares recently abt me nearing exams,
and realising i haven studied a whole year's worth of stuff,
alternating between chemistry and some accting modules,
and i realise i have onli less then a mth left to exams,
then i start to freak out and decide to put a stop to all my youtube,
and it basically ends there.

wats wif the stupid dream!!!!
so maybe, i sld really put a stop to my youtubes.
or maybe, its those constant deadlines and unfinished stuff at work,
that is haunting me even in my sleep.
UGRH.

two weeks of core training ahead.
fingers crossed.
pray that i dun haf to work night shift after training.

ciao~

再次相遇的感觉，
我不会形容。
心没有痛一下下，
脑海里没有浮现以前的一切，
心情异常的冷静，

真正的放下，
应该就是如此吧。

Queen Tona @ 11:29 PM 0 comments

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Saturday, September 27, 2008

i concluded.
Cars travelling at break neck speed going round in circles dun interest me at all.
I thought i wld be excited,
but i watch the TV until i almost fell asleep.

work's been normal.
we are nearing the finalising of the FS.
i am nearing my lowest energy level threshold.
but i love the team.
too much.
i cant even imagine having to leave and move on to another engagement wif strangers.
but on the other hand, i really just want to leave this engagement everyday.

this job is getting on my nerves with every passing day.
the way things get done, the way things are run,
the only reason y i am still here is simply coz,
i duno what i want.
i duno wat i want to do in my life in future.
so i cant go out there and read the recruit and find another job that i want.
coz, i am simply clueless.

i really need to do up some plan for myself during my upcoming break.
whether i want to stick to this for a while more, and get a CPA,
which seriously in the first place, i dun even know if i will need it in future.
then i thought of moving away from audit and doing some financial analysis stuff
and getting a CFA instead.
duno.

just confused abt what i want,
where my passion lies.

Queen Tona @ 11:23 PM 0 comments

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Monday, September 22, 2008

換個臉..就能真正了解週遭的人

Queen Tona @ 11:02 PM 0 comments

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Sunday, September 14, 2008

她想跟未知的未来做朋友，
也许只有这样，
所有的问号，
才可以因此变成句号。

害怕失去根本不曾拥有的东西，

这样的她，

还真可笑。

不懂的珍惜以前曾经拥有的东西，
这样的她，
是可悲。

但，对她的一切视若无睹的他，
是可恶吗？
未来好像是说，
可以。

不懂得放手的她，
才是可怜。

Queen Tona @ 10:35 PM 0 comments

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certain days, i feel demoralised at work.
seriously, i am just an average worker.
i dun noe much abt standards, dun noe much abt documentation,
dun really noe how to handle client well,
dun noe how to handle even my emotions well sometimes.

i noe if i want recognition at work,
i need to work hard for it,
and i just feel pissed wif myself at times,
when i see ppl getting good results, getting close to nil review pts,
and i see myself clearing review pts after review pts.
i feel i see no improvement, in myself.
and i dun noe why.
is this reallly not my cup of tea?

i mean, i am not jealous or angry or watsoever,
i am just kinda disappointed in myself.
there is a reason y some ppl are treated differently.
thats because, they deserve to be treated that way.
and i am angry, not wif the higher level or watsoever,
but sometimes, i am just angry wif myself,
for not even being able to reach the minial expectations that others set.

some days, i really dun wish to be just an average worker.
i want to go out there, and shine and excel.
coz i want to be doing smth i am good at,
not trying to be good at smth i am doing.

ah craps.
random ramblings of work.
wat else.

Queen Tona @ 12:01 AM 0 comments

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Friday, September 12, 2008

yesterday was the day miss ong fly off to embark on her new exciting journey in life.
a few mths ago, i wldnt have expect this day to come,
but well, life is full of surprises.
and this is indeed, a very pleasant surprise~

went to send her off after work.
its a surreal feeling,
as in, seeing your friend enter that departure gate,
and knowing that she is going to venture out to the bigger world out there,
its just a whole mixture of emotions and feelings.

makes me want to fly too.
not fly for a vacation, but fly off to live somewhere for a while. on my own.
but i know, to a certain extent, i am not that independent.
but, independence can be trained.
and i really want to experience life abroad as well.
if only i have an opportunity.....

but nvm, dear miss ong,
now that u have one, must make the best out of it.
get urself familiar with the places there, so that when xr and me fly there in may,
u wun bring us to the wrong places and we all go missing together.

take good care and eat more omega 3 to curb ur blurness.
=P

love u loads. *hugS*

love, lizard.
(omg, i am beginning to love my new name)

Queen Tona @ 11:49 PM 0 comments

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Tuesday, September 09, 2008

today is me and evil twin's anniversary (oh so, we proclaimed)
haha, coz technically speaking, we have known each other for more than one yr,
but we thot 09/09 sounds like a good date.
so well, we are going to celebrate our twin-ship on this auspicious date.

and my evil twin even gave me a sunflower!
now i feel so evil, coz i only gave her smth that looks evil looking HAHAHA.

Queen Tona @ 10:49 PM 0 comments

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Sunday, September 07, 2008

having serious pre-monday blues,
i have no idea why.

i have heard several ppl say things like,
"me and XX are not possible, coz if anything is to happen, it will happen already".
i duno how true/accurate that statement is,
a while ago, i finished this book "love,rosie" by cecilia ahern,
it talks abt two childhood friends, from schooling days,
all the way to both their seperate marriages, their kids, their divorces,
only to end up with both of them realising, the right one was just there, all along.

to a certain extent, i do agree with the book,
that maybe somehow along the way,
after all that has happended,
after what he/she has been done,
feelings change, circumstances change,
and love can blossom.

but of coz,
it all boils down to fate.
so, if it wasnt meant to be in the first place,
then i guess, it will never be meant to be,
not a year later, not five years later,
not how many smses u sent,
not how many conversations you initiated,
not how many cards you made,
not how many occasions you remembered,
not how long u take to dress up to impress,
not how many times you go beyond ur limits,
not how many times u feel ur heart ache,

so,
let fate do the job.
even if, it may be doing a bad one.
or maybe, i unknowingly fired fate away since that fateful day.

Queen Tona @ 11:19 PM 0 comments

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today i was officially named the lizard.
this lizard is quite lousy,
coz this lizard burst into tears even b4 thursday is here.

Queen Tona @ 1:03 AM 0 comments

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