Name: Jiahui
Age: 22
School: auditor in training ntu acc njc st nicks peiying pri
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Thursday, May 28, 2009

it's strange how everytime i leave a long engagement,
i feel like i just ended a r/s.
everything starts flashing back,
happy times, funny jokes, fave food for lunch and dinner, usual source of entertainment....
bad moments when ppl piss us off, get stressed by tight deadlines, get dozens of review pts...
when u have to pack up and clean up the table,
sort out everything that is un-needed and shred them away at the shredding machine,
i jus feel like i am going to miss it all...
and secretly hope that i can hold on to time and stay in the engagement...

sitting on the chair for the last time,
cleaning my white board for the last time,
submitting the temp pass back to them,
walking out of the west wing for the last time....
its just such a weird feeling,
and to think i have been thinking and yearning everyday for this moment to come.

it has not been a fantastic engagement.
and i can find tens of thousands of reasons to support that,
but i guess, its just human's nature of being afraid to adapt to change.

long engagements are v addictive,
i feel.
and although all my long engagements are sucky,
i wld say its in these engagements where i get to know people better.
thats y, i say,
its a love-hate relationship.

and as i bid farewell to my stat board,
next up, the land of pork awaits.
i guess, it will be another round of shit,
but i am sure, come october,
i will be back here again,
saying i miss the team, and everyone,
and hoping i dun have to leave the engagement.

humans.........
we are just so weird.

anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~
one year older, one year wiser~
=D

Queen Tona @ 11:10 PM 0 comments

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Monday, May 25, 2009

hehe.

i duno if i am counting down to thurs or fri.

either way,

i am just grinning from ear to ear for the whole of today.

hehe.

long time no post my hubby pics
haha enjoy~~~ =D

Queen Tona @ 10:56 PM 0 comments

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Sunday, May 24, 2009

融化了...
冰淇淋融化之後...
就算你把它擺在冰箱裡面...
再冰凍一次...
也已經走樣了...

how sadly true.
anyway i am loving this show.
although its ending soon~

just like how my audit at the stat board is ending after this week
=)
so i am kinda v happy, just that they release everyone except me and diego and angoose for the coming week..... which leaves me as the only gal......
which means, no one to gossip wif me and complain abt my dog, who loves to lick boots. SAD.....

am looking forward to my break
the first thing i want to do is cut my hair
the weather is FREAKING HOT
i have the urge to shave bald haha....

oh i got a evil twin shirt from my twin.
she is the evil one!!!!!!! not me!!!
BOO

LULALALU~~~~~~~~

Queen Tona @ 10:46 PM 0 comments

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work-in-progress.

Dr WIP
Cr Time

Queen Tona @ 12:11 AM 0 comments

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Sunday, May 17, 2009

因为你看不清楚你的心，可是我不能装作什么都不知道

hai.
good men?
they only appears in dramas.

two more weeks of work
and i can go for my long-overdue break.
i desperately need to get my life back in the right track.
if i have one now to begin with.

first question,
where do i go from here?

lost...

Queen Tona @ 11:16 PM 0 comments

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Friday, May 15, 2009

"快乐和难过都是自己找来的，把小快乐变成大快乐，把大悲伤化成小悲伤到没有悲伤。受伤、跌倒、挫败并不可怕，反而是最好的学习经验和往前走的动力；在剧组吃到一个很好吃的便当就可以是快乐，很多事情都操控在自己手上"

omg. i am loving my hubby even more.

this shall be my motivation to last me thru the HellDamnBig.....

anyway after an almost humanly impossible week,

where i conclude i am old,

coz i dun remember feeling THAT tired when i work late hrs previously,

today we surprising got to leave slightly earlier.

thank GOD!

只是關心 僅此而已

不是等待 等待沒有希望的曾經

而是去等待 下一次動新的機會

下一個對的人 等待未來>

感动-ing

Queen Tona @ 10:15 PM 1 comments

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Sunday, May 10, 2009

3 more weeks of shit.
i guess, i can make it.

just that sometimes,
i just want to fly away from this place altogether.

我在跟时间赛跑。

而结果，好像不是靠努力，

就能如愿以偿。

也许，我越来越不想跑了。

曾几何时，我连努力的理由，都找不到了。

原来，一个人的感觉。

可以如此。

爱情。

不是不相信，

而是太没保障。

还是，靠自己最实际。

Queen Tona @ 11:22 PM 0 comments

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Friday, May 08, 2009

mood is irritated.
blood pressure is high.

i hate it when i let myself become so upset and angry over this stupid job.
why must i subject myself to all this shit!?!?!?
everyday, the client give me black face, talk to me in nasty tone,
tell me cannot give me this, duno this, duno that, refer me to ten thousand different levels,
except the correct place.
like i give a damn whether ur stupid accounts get signed or not.

den the stupid higher level everyday come in and do nothing,
except open his big fat mouth and telling me to test this and that.
when in the first place, its not humanly possible.
and den telling me he will do this and that,
and now i realise to my horror he has done nothing except gotten the useless schedule from client, and we must finish by next tues.

i am so angry!
and now if we cant meet the stupid deadline,
its coz of my fault, coz i am the only assistant under him now,
the other two has resigned.
no prizes for guessing why.
so the only person he can push the blame to is me.
please lor. you want me to quit coz of this stupid idiot.
i am not so stupid.
he want to make me suffer, i make sure he suffers with me.
and doubly hard.

queen is not going to let him torture me.
i am not stupid.

Queen Tona @ 11:48 PM 0 comments

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Sunday, May 03, 2009

came across this in the book i am reading currently.

一个人的一生，就像一张地图。
有的人的地图大些，有的人的地图小点。
地图上标示着这个人去过什么地方，
走过哪些路，呼吸过哪里的空气。
在哪里跟什么样的人，一起看过什么样的风景。

最近，
我的地图，很黑暗。
因为看不到终点而黑暗，
因为人性的险恶而黑暗，
因为没有推动力而黑暗。

再忍耐一下吧。

加油！！！

Queen Tona @ 11:14 PM 0 comments

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